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My Hero Listens to SoShi!

What the--!!!! I'm dumbstruck!

Why the heck does Go, the infamous and most respected Jrock blogger in the whole wide world who also happens to my hero, likes... SoNyeoShiDae?! Go visit jrocknyc quick to see his latest banner before it changes.

Although everyone already knows that he's into gravure idols and *ehem ehem*, I can only hazily remember if he's ever expressed any love for Morning Musume or other stereotypically talentless-but-kawaii girl groups. I'm thinking he's more into their bodies than their tasteless music.

But knowing that SM's most successful paedophilic entrepreneurship has reached the shores of America (read: New York) is seriously very scary to me lorh. Eeyerr. Ughhhhh~ can't he choose some other group for his daughter to listen to? Wondergirls, for instance? Plus, Go's even mentioned about the Girls' Generation website. Eeeee the horror!

This so goes to show that there are a lot of ahjusshi (trans: pakcik) who really dig those skanky 'angels'. And it doesn't matter what sort of people they are, no man is safe from belly-baring & panty-peeking manufactured idols.

There's as much truth to that with what we fangirls are not safe from - pretty looking boys/men. *sigh*

Only Stupidity

There are anti-fans. And there are anti-fans. I would've understood why people will actively hate groups. Or people who dislike (yes yes, dislike) a member/some members of a group.

For instance, I used to dislike Minwoo when I started out as a Shinhwa fan. Yet as I began to accept him, I saw his true side and how special he is in Shinhwa's dynamic structure. So I can somehow understand a lil' bit of that anti feeling.

But making a culture of outright hating, bashing and condemning a member of the same group and then having official fanclubs like Tsuyoshi Only and Koichi Only is completely childish.

Why is it necessary to take sides? Can't you just ignore that other person so everyone can happily go on with their -our- lives?

It's not as if KinKi Kids hate each others' guts! They're the most close-knit people I've ever seen aside from Shinhwa oppa deul...

I vowed to ignore fandom logistics because it's basically human nature to be insecure, but this is damn fucking stupid lah. I know I'm still a newbie, but the anger and sadness I feel everytime at issues stupid Only fans bring up to split KinKi Kids tears me up inside. They've been working so well together, they practically breathe each other. If these Only 'fans' call themselves fans, can't they imagine the pain that BOTH Kochan and Tsuyo goes through???

What fucking delusionals, these Only fans. What's the fucking use of going to a KinKi con if they continue to condemn the other half? Fuckers. Baik ko bagi tiket tu kat aku celaka betul!

ARRRRRGGGHHH I HATE FANDOMS!!

I thought I could be neutral about this old issue regarding whose-better-in-KK and laugh it all off, but I'm not really that calm and kindly person who can take in stride. Oh, you know me. ;P I don't beat around the bush.

Visual Sensory Overload

Omaigawd somebody please help me finish watching '33pun Tantei'!! There's news saying there'll be an SP out soon *_____* but I'm still stuck at the 4th episode.

I'm so SO sorry Tsuyo-san, but everytime I get to the end of one episode I'll get this niggling kind of urgency to wash away the silliness (of his dorama) by watching a KinKi Kids performance or concert or Domoto Kyodai episode or other Jyaniz vids or practically anything else that won't make me sweatdrop as much. =_____=;;

Maka dengan demikian tak habis la aku menengok ni haa... And yet I keep telling myself that Tsuyo's just being himself here lorh. He's like that one lorh. Aiyoh!

I still need to sift through that 40Gigs treasure samore. At least I already have a starting point: TOKIO! *pats self on back*

Then after that I have Kochan's 'Remote', MatsuKen's 'Robo', Junki's 'Dog & Wolf' and that Korean gangster movie that I borrowed from Zee (3 minggu, tak pulangkan lg).

Werk werk werk. Sigh. *massages own shoulder*

Sleepless Nights

I definitely owe Roy (スゲぇよ! (≧∇≦ ) 本当にありがとう!) his due of chocolates, big time. Thanks to Ah Roy, I now suddenly have 20 Gigabytes of KinKi Kids': shounen ai, complete PVs, mostly complete discography including solo stints, Font de Anniversary concert which I've snailpaced-ly been downloading from CB, random episodes of unsubbed Domoto Kyodai, random performances and even random interviews. Mwaaahahahaha.

There's also another 20 Gigs containing spews and spews of yaoi random SMAP, TOKIO, V6, Arashi, Tackey & Tsubasa, NEWS, Kanjani8, Hey!Say!Jump and KAT-TUN. Notice the order? :P

After robbing his Johnny's Entertainment collection off his HDD, I even snuck out some B'z albums for twinnie. Shhh!

So now I'm spacing out at the list of videos and albums trying to organise an orderly categorisation of what AND WHO I should first watch and listen to. And woah am I failing or whuuut... If only I could take days weeks a month off work to finish all these up.

ZZZ-less sleepovers, anyone?

No Internet at Home T_T

Modem got struck by lightning last night T___T A lot of KK new appearances to download. Subbed Hey!3 with KAT-TUN is almost coming out too. Sigh. How long will I have to wait lah?

Am at the office btw, stealing time to read LJ. Tsuyo proves yet again why KK's Only fans are idiots. Stop hating them and start feeling the love, baby, feel the love!

Lol at Farah and Mish. Nyeh... I don't think I'm like this because of JE. I jsut rarely show that side of me to everybody else. It's more like I don't normally tune into that spazzy side of me, don't I? This sometimes get triggered by certainpeople: most notably Sugizo, Yara and at times Dongwan.

Oh! Oh! The new heroine for Endless Shock is Sato Megumi (what a shock!) who acted as that bitchy Sakurako in HanaDan. GRRR. She gets to work with Ko-chan and Yaracchi!!

AND WHATTHE.. MOTHER OF ALL SHOCKS! Tohoshinki will be guesting on Domoto Kyodai in March?! WTF?! I just hope to God that those fans of theirs don't suddenly go liking or hating KK.

I Dream of Yaracchi

Honest to goodness, I gotta stop squealing everytime I see him in random JE con clips. This sudden fangirling over Yaracchi even seeped into my dream realm O_o

I was screaming in full capacity (hah! Yara Tomoyuki in Malaysia?) watching him dance. He'd been struggling with his steps and stunts, staggering then failing at backflips. And honestly at that time I didn't pay attention to anyone else or even the person who I was tugging furiously along (I'm betting it's twinnie).

Anyway, he was crying (!!) in the midst of his routines and I shouted out "Gambare!" and "Fighting!" dengan muka temboknye =_=. Everytime I yelled out, his tears would fall harder and in the end he gave me this totally dejected look. Damn man, he looked hot. *Ehem ehem* Thus, he started to leave eventhough the audience too gave encouragements. As he was about to go backstage, I shouted:

"울지마세요~!" ("Don't cry!")

*cue dead silence from the audience*

It was so friggin' embarassing that I crouched down so he wouldn't see me. Maa~ I swear I wanted to die. But what's amazing is that he understood Korean, wiped his tears, smiled then -jengjengjeng- strode back to the front of the stage to dance again.


(=________________=) Nan ya nen? Lame assed dream.

But siiiiigh because he'd pulled himself together for erm... me. Akekekekeke. *KICKS SELF*

Ee to~ Otanjobi omedeto, Yaracchi! :D The day I dreamt of you (Feb 1) just so happens to be your birthday, ne? All the best for Endless SHOCK 2009 butai - woah, fifth season.

You guys should already be nearing the end of rehearsals. So please take good care of yourself and Kochan and Yone and Macchin and yeah, basically everyone in the play ;D

January VK Reviews (+ 1 Jpop)

Uiihh. I almost fell asleep while cleaning up my tags. =_= Old age. Maa~ maa~ Let's round up this month's music reviews:

Title: 空と糸 (Sora to Ito)
Band: MUCC
Verdict: 3 stars. So maybe I had expected too much of another 'Ageha' after a loong wait. This new single is solid especially with Miya's sexy chorus, but it doesn't deliver that same punch. Hey, PV is out! And to top it all off, I'm already heady anticipating their album in March. PFFFT SOMEBODY GIMME MONEYH.
Go for: -

Title: 約束 (Yakusoku) *HOT*
Band: KinKi Kids
Verdict: 4 stars. Such a beautifully sad song. I assume their vocals aren't strong here in order to portray the 'Guy-gives-up-on-love-when-girlfriend-strays'. Hearing it live is even better. Oh yeah, this is so fangirl-bias.
Go for: Truthfully, I could only stomach 'Yakusoku' and 'Loving'. The other two tracks are bleh.

Title: GHOST
Band: Gackt
Verdict: 4 stars. Not baaad. This guy finally ditched all those lame 10 minutes sappy shit and came back with stuff he really should be doing esp. his previous single 'Jesus' (which I haven't listened to yet).
Go for: Both tracks 'GHOST' and 'Blue Lagoon ~shinkai~'.

Title: vesperbell. *AWEFUCKINGSOME*
Band: kei
Verdict: 5 stars. Wha-WHO?? kannivalism member? Hmm can't say I listened to them before, but this kei guy is EXTREMELY talented in a certain Sugizo + Inoran + Jinkaku Radio way! To sum it all up, all three songs are completely sweet, completely dear and completely cool. You have to try it.
Go for: 'vesperbell.', 'pitiful emotional picture.' , '4letter word.' (yes, with the dots)

Title: As
Band: 12012
Verdict: 2 stars. Right. Ignore this song if you've never heard their songs and go try 'Aitai Kara' instead.
Go for: 'flower'.

Title: STRENGTH (anime Soul Eater ED)
Band: abingdon boys school
Verdict: 4.5 stars. The TV rip doesn't do justice. But damn if they can ever make a bad song. :DD
Go for: -

In Bad Need of a Massage

My shoulders ache real bad (for like almost a month) ever since I shifted the position of my monitor. I've been slouching in my seat too. -_- Bad habit of mine.

The amount of stress these days ain't helping either. Sigh.

The year of the Bull predictions? Not in the mood to further think about money currently. Not when it's already like duh 4 more months to May, thank you very much. *requests you oh-so-kind souls to help pray that I get to save up for Tokyo*

Luckily I'm able to find solace in Yaracchi's arms Koichi's melting smiles. With the consent from Farah and Michele, my first JE initiation is by having my profile layout changed. Mwahah. I got tired of Sugi's Juno tour layout. So...

Behold: KINKI KIDSUUU!

*skips away to watch Yaracchi musical goodness*

Oh, I forgot. Please check out the compiled list of my music reviews here or click on [Past Music].

Malnourished. Dying, dying.

I've hit a dead end with Kpop. This glass wall has been blocking my way and it's been going on for months now... Most probably had been built right after Shinhwa's concert. I could try to smash my way through or find hidden latches or steps to climb over this hulk of a blockage.

But when I look across to the other side beyond the glass, the sparkle seems to have dimmed.

I can see it. I can hear it. Yet the warmth doesn't pull at me anymore. No longer beckoning.

I turn around and there stands the encompassing mass of J-ent. Within an arm's reach from where I'm standing from.

Can I just please take a breather? It's very tiring to keep up with the younger generation from that tumultous side - mainly the shining light of neo-Kpop, Big Bang, Wonder Girls, Super Junior and so forth. Funny how I don't even tingle when I speak their names.

I'll. Just. Sit down right here by the edge of the precipice with the semi-cold wall at my back - There, right there. Aah.

Once there's that glimmer of hope again, someday, perhaps I shall rise back up and rejoin you.