sh*tload

that's more than 30 vids and stuff to download. and notice that they're only Dongwan related? gah. tracking back is hard work.
i'm hoping at least HALF of that list will finish by morning.

GUH. need to wait til tomorrow to queue other Shinhwa clips. after i get back from work. aaafter i clear all my new workload.

damn! i hope i can cope this month. well, if everybody else has been through it and survived, why can't i?
thankfully, i've got Gazette's new album to bang head-bang to before sleep.

high on love

GASP! i retrieved my Dongwan album from hyungie yesterday. thank you for the Sesi Menyelak Bersama-sama, Kak Naza :)

and now, witness the (second) unveiling of my hubby's solo album:



shocking!it's really thick! i didn't expect the packaging to look this exquisite.



red. silver. grey. black.



drool-worthy postcards and picture essay (not in the picture).

i love the retro-ness. i love the packaging. i love the album.
in short, i love Kim Dongwan. i'm still on cloud 9 *loves*

sotong & bawang

Harry Potter 5 opened yesterday. and i didn't get to watch it <_<. my reservation's not until this Sunday *waits with bated breath*. meanwhile, i never expected to hear my brother praising the movie *gasp*.  i MUST enjoy HP5 no matter what the reviews say.

know what? there's a WAP site for a certain telco that lets you book cinema tickets for "Harry Pothead* and the Order of the Phoenix". puahah. sounds like an interesting movie. a typo? nope. apparently an intruder 'accessed' the system then played around and decided to sign up for Anti-Potter FC instead of Dumbledore's Army. and i thought only Americans were this 'inspired'. would you believe that someone in Malaysia hates Harry this much? tsktsk. only happened today tho. the system has returned back to normal. yet i wonder what those who encountered this fluke had in mind.

had dinner with my family at 1Utama. we braved the traffic jam and full parkings and Rela members (and police) in time to arrive in the last couple of hours before J-Card Day ends. just so i can jostle between frenzied shoppers for new pairs of lingerie and zip back out within 1/2 an hour. no time to see anything else. not even the cheap handbags T_T. bah. there's 2 more weeks to the Mega Sale. long enough to prepare for some proper shopping.

*pothead = a not-so-kind moniker used in parody books and materials

sweeter than death

speechless. that's how i am. for once in my life, i am utterly devoid of words to describe how deliciously happy i am right now. that's right. i can't spazz. honestly.

*wipes tears*

kim dong wan, know that you are responsible in killing me. again.
just 6 months ago when i got so tired with kpop and kingdom, i vowed with my friends that i was going to die and would only wake up from my deathbed when you release your solo album. the pact was that i would be revived with the help of Michele using sacrificial blood. it's a long story, that one. nyaa. skipping!

so now. you're back. with that solo album you promised. how do you know that i'm not dead still? how about these tears cascading down my cheeks? alive enough?

then why did you have to kill me again? i'm supposed to be alive to luxuriate in your divine love. but look! you killed me with your new album. heck, is dying from listening to someone even possible?

*DEAD* xDD

Shinhwa OWNS Summer '07

ajksjldjashdkjhgobblegobblegobble.. *spouts incomprehensible words*

i'm so darned speechless after reading latest news about Dongwan's solo album! AAAAAH! xDD (and yes, Nov, his album should really be anticipated bcoz it should be the first time he showcases his singer-side)

his soon-to-be tracklist is... whoa. WHOA, man. everyone's participating in his album (and his solo debut) that i can predict it's gonna be so much love. ah <3

go to shinhwa_daily comm to see his tracklist and sneak pics from his MV and jacket cover.

just.. let me.. catch my breath for a while here.

and oooomaieffingGOD xDD
HOW COME I JUST REALISED THAT DONGWAN'S SOLO RELEASE IS JUST 1 DAY BEFORE (ok so technically 2 days for us in the East) S.K.I.N.'s CONCERT AT THE ANIME EXPO (29/06)!!!

i. need. empty CDRs. sigh.

homaigawd

yaaaaaah my hubby wubby is finally gonna debut in JULY~!! July, i tell you! i can already predict the bestest birthday in my whole sad life! [fyi: HP5, Dongwan, SKIN]

Dongwan's single release is pushed back to July now, but he'll be releasing his solo album much earlier than Hyesung (2nd album scheduled for August) and Minwoo (er.. 4th (?) album after Hyesung's).

he's just finished filming his MV (gaaahhhh <3) and is wrapping up his album. ^_^ apparently Wannie meets Hyesung in the studio a lot, and i would DEFINITELY bet that he's receiving pointers from Sungie himself. yay! my hubby and Twinnie's hubby playing together! xD nyeknyek

oh and more good news abound when apparently the both of them will be 'Play Rivals' once they hit the stage and variety slots. xD more playing! wheeee. i also predict a WanSyung fic. heheheheheheheheh. that's if im not too lazy.

ps- congrats to Mr Lee Minwoo (and his wife Mich, of course) for getting to be Guest Performer at Ms Aguilera's upcoming Seoul concert.

refraining myself from..

yes. i at least try to refrain myself from spazzing so much in RL because nobody else shares the same interest with me. but thank you anyway. for missing that side of me. xP

here's something unusual: a 'Tag' game i am sentented to do - enforced by Michele and her Blogspot...

Rules
: For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story
about one of your crushes, be it a current or a previous crush. To be
exactly different from the common tags, there are no questions imposed
this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her. Also,
5 people will need to be tagged at the end of the post. You must post
up these rules before you start writing.

Person who tagged me : Michele. This is gonna be long. I warned you.

I have a very very sad love life. Sadder than Mich. I had so many crushes but I never dared make a move. But then in Uni, I decided to 'stalk' my current crush(es). Lol. I sent them anonymous emails and smses. And I got rejected. Well duh. That does sound creepy, right? So after that I reverted back to my look-from-afar habit. Until...

Just right before my final year, my psychic radar picked up a signal sent by a coursemate of mine. It wasn't direct contact actually. I just... felt -know- how he watches me. You know right how you become self-conscious when people look at you? But I didn't pay any attention to him. Haha. I'm a bit arrogant in that sense. Sorry! For a couple of months, I gauged how he acted around me. Basically he was afraid to talk to me cos I am NEVER anywhere without any of my friends beside me. And I was also scared to reply his interest, because of my previous Rejections.

I contemplated and contemplated until the very last day before semester & internship break: I braved up by sending him a friendly message thru Friendster. And we contacted each other via Y!M. He's very nice and is a funny guy too. (I like men who UNDERSTANDS my humour however twisted it may come out of my mouth) Almost every female in my lecture group knows him.

During those chat sessions, he admitted that he likes me. Since we had never spoken face-to-face before, I wanted us to be friends beforehand. After our internship/courtship ended and returning to campus, we didn't really... hit it off immediately. Yeah, we talked and such. But he seemed so awkward with me. There were no fireworks, no lightning between us. NO DATES!! It was totally different from the chats we had. In fact, for months I waited for another sign from him. And I was getting tired of him being so slow!

Almost when I nearly threw in the towel at the end of my final year, he gave me a teddy bear and a HUGE bar of chocolate. Sigh. I was content and it kept me going until the end of our course. I don't think I gave him anything in return ^^;; But then after graduation, I... I ran away and ignored his messages. I got scared when I started thinking about our future. And he never did call anyway. Not once during the whole time. So I thought his feelings weren't real. Or that he lost that feeling when he got to know my true self. But our parting was caused by my own stupidity.

I was afraid to ask myself: Is this really Love or just an Infatuation? So it just ended like that without saying a word and I didn't give him a chance. And he didn't in the least show his anger. He just.. accepted. Due to my low-self esteem and foolish pride, I forced him to let go.

I'm a very choosy person right? I guess I'm punished to not find that special person yet. Anyway, honestly... who is gonna continue this huh? No one reads my blog anyway. Tch. I'll just force random people to write. xD nyahaha. I'll skip Hyung cos I know Farah will ask her. Next 5 persons I shall tag:

1. Fhizah. Pls tell me more about him.
2. JunE. heehee.. cos i want to know you better ;)
3. Juhjuh. another random victim!
4. Karat. you didn't see this coming rite? heheh. i love your writings~
5. JerRy LJ.

Hail, SKIN - the Superband!!

Ladies and gentleman, JROCK IS BACK!!

freaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak xDD
the reports, photos and fancams from the Jrock Revolution Festival are sizzling hot, man! i'm like dying here with all the spasmodic and rapturous happ-y-ness to see that SUGIZO and Yoshiki (and well, miyavi too <_<) are totally making my dream come true.

dammit all! at the end of this month, they're gonna finally perform together (with Gackt) as a whole new band, debuting as S.K.I.N. infront of all those lucky people in California. guhhhh how i wish i could waste myself and fly there T_T



ohmaaaiGOD. sugizosugizosugizoyoshikisugizosugizo <3333
i don't think i can sleep tonight knowing there's so many youtube clips to watch x_x

oh, speaking on another less spazzing issue in this pointless entry.. jrocknyc (a Jrock-critic blog i follow religiously) gave a thumbs down to Laruku's SEVENTH HEAVEN. which shows that i'm NOT a biased fan. HAH! eat that you silly new Laruku fans who think you know everything about them but you don't! wtf.

c: [pics] Auralcandy

green mucus

guh. my flu's getting worse. i think i should bring a sweater to the
office. but since i don't have my own table and computer yet (i know,
so sad right?) it wouldn't be possible to just leave my stuff hanging
around at other people's place.

i just got back from Damansara's Cathay Cineplex after watching a
Korean horror movie with Bailah [To Sir With Love]. we sempat makan
dinner (yum, Little Penang Cafe setmeal) before the screening...
although eating a chockful of food within 15 minutes is even a mighty
feat for me. this is actually my first time exploring and enjoying the
superduper cold aircond there :P so i finally got to 'see' Midori

ooh i was really surprised to see the 5 comments to my last post. thank you!

twinnie: well, you don't need to say anything to console me 'ctually. you deserve more ranting sessions than anyone else of us do.
mishiewashie: ubat bius?? you think
anaesthetician want to free-free cucuk me kah? require shitload of
money to get junked worh. nice idea, tho. *shoots arrows of love*
felshia: aiyoh. sure lah, everyone oso
cabut from the forum cos still got so many issues unresolved. er about
my termination, i'm not so sure myself.
shu: aiyoh. sorry lah.. i wasn't going to tell anyone yet, more so of hearing it so casually. plus, i can't go online on msn.
noviar: issit? shouldn't i be filling in the form for 'I Was Staff' club?.. and not 'I Not Staff'?

employment status

last friday was my first day of work at CinemaOnline. and i think i left a lasting impression on them >_< a not so good impression, tho.

you know how your employers and colleagues will remember some idiotic things about how you start out in the company? well my 'idiotic thing' (and Farah's, for that matter) was our.... color-coded and matching clothes: purple baju, black footwear, black handbag and tudungs of a same pattern (hers was white but it has rhinestones on the border AND we wore it the same way)!

thankfully, everyone was merciful about the whole situation and didn't pick on us. guh. i was actually afraid they'd execute a 'Company Tradition' aka the DREADED ragging. *nervous laugh* who knows, maybe tomorrow..?

all in all, i like it there :) everyone is very close to each other. prolly because they go late-nights together, as Kak Bailah always tells us.

on another subject of employment, Tasha revealed her shock at being told that i am leaving Kpop Kingdom. apparently, before i reached Kingdom office on saturday, Eeza broke the news to her and Nwar. and just then.. i realised how bad and selfish i am when i didn't even remember telling them about my resignation. eep. mian~ i feel like an a.hole! >_< i feel bad enough for making them both wait so long. sigh.