resurrected from the dust

well. after 2 or more years (who's counting?), i finally took it out from the back of my CD cupboard, tore the plastic wrapper, gently removed it from the outer box and played it for the first time. all thanks to my current fever which, since Thursday, rendered me completely tired and boneless after coming back from work and breaking my fast.

because "Resurrection" is a damn good K-drama! heck, the reason i bought it was because i was adamant into buying something mind boggling and different than all the mainstream tear-jerking dramas. my friend Jaela really recommended this title. i can't believe i didn't spend any time to see this. maybe back then i was too busy catching up with my downloaded dramas.

ooh come to think of it, i haven't even finished watching Uhm Taewoong and Joo Jihoon's "Mawang" cos i was too lazy to dl the HD <_< i think i'll just wait for the box-set. i just hope i don't chuck it for next year's viewing. eek.

i guess a virus would then ironically become helpful for these little things. ;P

Selamat Berpuasa, people! And Birthday Wishes goes out to Aishah, Salmi, Kak Zai and my nephew Hakim (both tomorrow)! wheehoo~

reunify our bleak hearts and souls

i just LOVE my current wallpaper <3 -- look everyone, it's Luna Sea! yay!

-_- it's a bitter reminder because i won't be able to rock out in Tokyo with them.

yesterday i overdid myself by making this wallie and my spanking new friendster profile background pic. nice eh? eventho' this picture of them was during their last concert (as a band) years ago, i used it to signify their upcoming reunion concert. and that no matter how much i want them to rebuild the band, in the end they must go their separate ways again. sort of a closure to their love-hate relationship? siiigh.

for Shinhwa in the coming years, i don't want them to go through any breakups. seriously. just grow old together, please.

the dam of tears has burst

*drowns in own tears* 7 years!!

7 years.. of emptiness. of feeling so betrayed and lonely. of being so confused and shattered.

7 friggin' long years of waiting. now Heaven is finally smiling upon us eager and loyal Slaves. something's happening. something that i never expected, but have always dreamed of...

Luna Sea is holding a Reunion Concert in DECEMBER. source 1. source 2.

omaigawd. i haven't cried this bad since S.K.I.N debuted in LA last June. omaigawd. *cries some more* Luna Sea is (was, cos they disbanded in 2000) my most favoritest (is there such a word?) JRock band, and i've liked them since 15 years old. yes. that long.

and being such a hardcore fan, the concert is a definite must-go! but i don't think i can spare money and time to go there. but... OMAIGAWD! (simply speechless)

i shall listen to their full discog again so i can cry even more. ;) <3

cold fish

freezing wei the office today.. bosan wei. only 5 people from ET department working today. gah. i need extra body heat. c'mere Dongwan!

and what the TOOT! i just friggin' realised that i didn't just lose my PS brushes, i've also lost all (and i mean ALL) the beautimous cursive fonts i collected last year. even those hard-to-find korean fonts wei. plus the cool modern fonts man...

i'm just so out of luck these days.

i just hope my luck will be reversed before October. huhuhuhu.

wtf?! gah!

i'm so friggin' pissed off. i'm SO blardy pissed off at the world right now. and i don't even know why. dagnammit! why..? Why? WHY?!

5. i'm 24 years-old and my status is still Single,
4. are you familiar with the term 'Blardy Pokai'? (no? well, get used to it),
3. my life feels so inadequate (i mean wtf am i supposed to do with my life, man?),
2. i feel so blardy unappreciated,

fuck this man! i feel so insecure these days. and the damn thing that really ticks me off is this:

1. i lost all my Photoshop brushes and textures in last weekend's reformat!!! shit lah shit lah.. i totally forgot to backup my CS materials. now i'm so malas to go find them all over again.

denial

passion versus obsession. professionalism versus incompetence. democracy versus autocracy. loyalty versus parasitism.

would you pick love over friendship? even when this so called 'love' is clearly one-sided?

would you then, choose jealousy over trust?

that's total bullsh*t. you backstabber.

price tag? nametag?

Tag ; by Mishiewashie

1. Do you lie about your age?
Er, no. I admit I'm already old lah.

2. Do you prefer "sensitive guys" or "tough guys"?
Definitely a lil bit of both. Balanced.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
Dark haired woh. More mysterious and sexxxxxay.

4. Are you currently single?
Hell yeah, and damn proud of it!

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
A lot. Let's say, it's obviously more than 10. Pffft.

6. Do you have a best friend.
Several, in fact :)

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Tsk tsk. How much grown up do you want me to be?

8. Who is the last person you hugged?
Mishiewashie

a point to flash at?

woah daddy! are you Dongwan's personal trainer? yea. both are short men!

thank you CO for the premiere passes to Flashpoint <3 MWAHAHAHA Donnie Yen totally kicked ass broke other people's faces, arms and legs in this movie. but the gritty action sequences only came out around the last 20 minutes <_< which was after 70 minutes of car chases, lame jokes, lame dialogue and even lamer acting (except for Koo Tin Lok, of course). then again, i already know Donnie ain't much of an actor *snigger snigger* yet who cares, eh?

anyway, so there i was.. wriggling in my seat to pay attention to the dialogue. i was yawning through the first hour because, dagnammit, i was so sleepy. and all the while i couldn't help but compare this movie to the superb SPL. nothing can beat that!

tsktsk. looking at that pic reminds me of what a colleague commented about the movie: "Donnie should get a bra." xDD puahahahaha. somehow i know that skinny fella is just jealous of my taikor.

nihon-fied

yep. been pretty much j-fied again.

back to j-dramas: ok, so i ditched Liar Game in the middle but i intend to complete the series. am following Hana Kimi on crunchyroll - where i'm also guilty of watching a comedy/ero-dorama and will follow up on more doramas like Akihabara@Deep.

back to j-music: all the good stuff are rolling out more this year. Laruku's back to normal and i am soooo loving their new single, so definitely can't wait for their album. also looking forward to Hikki (Utada Hikaru)'s new single for NGE movie. Namie Amuro's latest album is cool too. and Gazette's new album? ROCKS.

but guh. my jrock is currently limited to old albums and old favourites. maybe coz i'm waiting for something by S.K.I.N.

this is a good year for music, doncha think? both kpop and jpop. what with all the kpop shit from last year, tsk tsk, everything in 2007 looks really superb.
Year of the Pig, no? *oink oink*

yet another year added

24 years. wow. pretty old, huh? and how did i celebrate my birthday? by pigging myself out on food then lepak-ing at Amcorp for the whole day and playing Uno nonstop. xDD what brilliance! - engineered by JerRy and Aishah.

and at home, my 'birthday cake' came in the form of yummylicious durian. nyahaha.

(so far) i've received a Harry Potter book from my sister, jewelery from Mak & Daddy, mp4 player from Aishah & JerRy plus wishes from my beloved friends [via sms, testimonial and blog updates] and so many people i never expected would have bothered (quite a different set from last year).

내 사랑하는 친구들 에게, 너무 감사해요.
To my beloved friends, thank you so much.