tired and heartaching

*stares at monitor then stares at keyboard*

i spent almost 6 hours in 1Utama >_< and now my body aches all over.

*stares at monitor and cries*

TT___TT uwaaaaaaaaah!!!! i suddenly feel so sad and pathetic and *siiiigh* i'm like seriously bawling my eyes out like a crazy woman right now. my exhausted physical and mental state is somehow unbalanced this evening to handle the riot of emotions.. initially i hadn't felt like blogging tonight since my last entry was yesterday. but i just had to after finally looking at new Shinhwa pics!



i'm seriously seriously sad. i don't even know why i'm not happy and spazzing at their pics.

i. am. inexplicably SAD.
what if i can't save enough money to go and see them? what if i can't see them -see Dongwan- before they go to army? what do i do??

bosan-haeyo

i'm seriously bored of blogs. don't get me wrong, i do still love 'blogging'. but the notion of conjuring up words has become too tiresome for my current lifestyle (go to work -> come home -> play around on Net for 2 hrs -> sleep). plus, it's not as if i have the patience to maintain a photo-blog. and it's not as if i have the talent to start one. ahaha.

myspace scares the shit out of me with all the weirdos and wannabes.
livejournal is too cult-ish where everyone must speak the same way. and i'd constantly need to catch up on updates. you know i can't spend time on reeaading.
friendster is just... well, just really plain and boring eventho it allows me to update on my own sweet time.

then there's that nagging habit where i always never can concentrate on two things blogs at the same time. so marr fan mah.

maybe i should consider facebook since everyone's hanging out there these days. yet by 'everyone', i bet none of my friends are using it anyway. bleh.

meanwhile, i've always wanted to play around at the Korean cyworld cos of their nifty hompy feature! but i can't remember my damn ID!! pucker. if it's worth any dime, us.cyworld PALES in comparison to the Korean one. argh~~~

i guess this is why i'm so effing loyal to friendster. cos i'm just that: plain and boring. and too wordy for cy. double pucker.

if books (and money) grew on trees

It's painful to know that eventhough I have the money to spend on literary endeavours, I feel reluctant to pay such a ridiculous sum for a paperback romance novel. Bring back the good old days when I could easily afford a new-released novel for less than RM30! *blames the 60% of Malaysia's population who don't buy (nor read) books*

However, I do confess that my guilty new hobby of album collecting is the major reason for my reluctance. Apart from this, I can no longer find time to lie down (my favourite position) to finish a book in ONE day without falling asleep - I'd be too bloody tired to even pick my hands up.

So what do I do to assuage my deprivation? Illegal download, of course! Mwahaha! Hooray to bittorrent! All the.. erm, 'romance' e-books I've been wanting to read (like Jet Mykles' Dark Elves series) are just a click away. I've already started with 40 titles :D

But slouching infront of the monitor while tapping away at the Page Down key won't ever feel the same as having my nose burrowed into a book. Never! siiigh.

너무 슬퍼요 ;_;

time flew by so fast that i didn't even realise that we'd already reached the end of our tuition classes. i knew vaguely of him telling us before today, that he'd be leaving at the end of 2007. but somehow i was still taken aback when just now he broke upon us the news: that he's going back to Korea in two weeks time.

argh! this is so sad ;( eventhough i didn't learn much, but we always had extreme fun together; with me and Bailah bullying him by getting him to teach us swear words (he's such a nerd).

so now i shall search for the perfect present for him to signify the best of Malaysia and how much he's gonna miss the food, the banana trees and us.

besides that, he's promised to take us touring around Seoul whenever we go to vacation there :D whee to free food! mwahaha

....... *sob sob* Jay씨, 가지마요~

Yosh! IKUZOU!!

check out my new profile page background - exchanged Dongwan with Luna Sea. i finally got my fat, lazy muse to do the graphic before it's too late.

20 more days to Luna Sea concert! my body can't go under the circumstance of my substantial wage (boo to poverty!). i have nevertheless, prepared and trained in astral projection in order to be at the concert venue in Tokyo.

and then my soul will be stuck there because i'd never want the concert to end and never wanna leave the damn place. thus, my wandering soul shall haunt the streets of Japan and the houses of every Jrocker and J-actor i like (mwahah), leaving my empty shell of a body aka zombie-self responsible to work 9 and 1/2 hours a day until my brain finally dies out. xD

T____T if only that were possible. siiiigh. i probably shouldn't think so much about it anymore. *heartaches*

p/s: don't mind my nonsense, i grew up watching too much of The Twilight Zone and X-Files

a jrock hope

caution: this is a Jrock Rant session, so you may skip this entry if you'd like. i've been bogged down by the a.b.s. fever for the past week! this may perhaps turn out to be my second Saviour (while the first was Gazette).

amidst the revival and reunions of pioneer bands like Luna Sea and X Japan, there is Hope yet still which has emerged from the contriteness in this current generation's Jrock scene. and when each band gets younger and younger......

kowtow to abingdon boys school (aka a.b.s.), an uprising band that has got everyone abuzz with it's spanking riffs and fresh lease of life to alternative/ progressive music.

their debut album that shares the same name ("abingdon boys school") is full of spunk and edginess, coupled with clever (read: comprehendable English) lyrics and impressive skill.

i was influenced into them by jrocknyc's blog when he cited that a.b.s. is his biggest regret - for not liking them earlier. horrifyingly, i too had been denying the existence of a.b.s. when everyone else had blabbed on and on about them. i mean, alice nine was praised too but i don't even like that band. :P

anyway, a.b.s. has TM Revolution as vocalist (YESH! that same fella who sang 'HEART OF SWORD' for Rurouni Kenshin yearsssss ago), Sunao on guitar, Hiroshi Shibasaki on bass and Toshiyuki Kishi as programmer. they may not actually make a pretty picture cos they're so frigging old, and the image of them donning boarding school uniforms can turn some people off.. but imo old people can rock better. ahahaha!

their nifty marketing technique using the school boy theme also extends to their PVs which are so cool compared to recent trends for goth/death/punk *cough cough*. it's a sheer delight to see old people (teehee) rockin' out and making excellent and tasteful rock music. :D

omedetou Tet-chan! (^_^)

Just when I start listening back to old L'Arc~en~Ciel songs, and just when I am about to start downloading their latest album.... I find out that Tetsu (bassist) is going to get hitched to this really purty model named Sakai Ayana!

awwwwwww Omedetou gozaimasu, Tet-chan :D
p/s: I'm not bearing any grudge because I know he ain't getting any younger..

Here's the link to the announcement on his bride-to-be's blog. Not surprisingly, their age gap is 16 years *fake gasp*. He's always been a paedo. xD

siiigh. Tetsu happens to be the reason why I fell in love with bass (and bassists) 10 years ago. His riffs were are so blardy complex and back then, when I was still a teenybopper-psycho, I had never heard of anything so mesmerizingly beautiful. Well.. apart from Haido-san. heheh.

Anyway, the point is that Laruku really made a big impact in my life ;]

Happy Birthday, Dongwan!

Selamat Ulang Tahun buat suamiku tercinta <3

Tatkala dia sedang sibuk membikin recording 'tuk album baru, disamping persiapan (secara mental) utk menjalankan tugas besar tahun hadapan... isk isk, ku melewati Photoshop yg sudah kian lama tidak disentuh dan menyediakan grafik untuk hari jadinya.

Apsal aku tulis dalam BM ni? hish.

For a few days I'll be using this graphic as my profile background. Just until I manage to bake another Luna Sea layout for December (the concert is 33 days away!!)

I hope my love reaches him ;D

ish ish demo nih..

Watch this vid! http://youtube.com/watch?v=zs4vAJJSGg4.

Damn funny weh~ However, you should at least have an inkling knowledge of Kelantanese dialect (and a plus point is that you have watched "Ali Setan") to fully understand the jokes.

Yesterday, Cinema Online and Cinnamon the Lion visited the Metrowealth Cineplex in Kajang for a cinema tour (my first!). Had the chance to finally meet the man from our nightmare, for us in Showtimes Dept, the person we'd have to call to remind them to send us their showtimes schedule: Mr Tong. It was a... well, surprise to find out that he's actually the General Manager *gasp*.

We were treated free, with free popcorn heheh, to that Pierre Andre movie, "9 September". The movie was slightly bearable if only due to the wonderful ending. Yet out of courtesy to Mr Tong and to show respect to the Sarawakian journalists (they were also invited and sat behind us) I *tried* to laugh at the jokes.

After that, we were treated to a Hi-Tea buffet at the Lemon Restaurant (owned by Metrowealth's CEO) where stars typically hangout for functions or etc. The place looks great, food was so-so and the Ice Lemon Tea was yummmmmy.

lovin' them shinigamis whom can whoop ass

Busy November. *sigh* my weekends are non-existent this month. i haven't gone to lepak at Amcorp for quite some time T_T. meanwhile, my sister keeps prodding me to go for a binging session at Seoul Bulgogi. fortunately, gaji dah masuk. unfortunately, my money is now a "No Touch" zone due to October's heavy spending. x___x so i can say bye-bye to the 2 Syuju repackages. pre-screenings for some cool upcoming movies and Neopets 8th Anniversary are the only things i look forward to.

well, enough of pathetic updates of my sad life. looks like Bleach's current Hueco Mundo Arc has picked up it's slow and unexciting pace by finally re-inserting the real ass-kicking heroes of the manga series.

*smacks Kubo Tite mangaka-san on his head*

those white robed, thrashy-looking Allancars get on my nerve (with the exception of Grimmjow *coughcough*) with such a dragging plotline that spanned for like... at least 50 chapters!

FINALLY, the much awaited showdown between Aizen and the Gotei 13 (AND Gin and Rangiku) commences! mwahahaha!