Sweet sorrow

er no, i was not referring to the group. i'm actually talking about Nell's 5th album: Healing Process. guess i haven't written a Kpop review for ages now. whew. this could be partially due to the lack of delicious albums released since last year. but this... their newest album after a two year hiatus definitely deserves praise.

in this latest venture, they injected warmth and sorrow into their songs (17 tracks, beat that!) so well that it's beautifully sad. the concept of the whole album is "Healing after a sad parting/ breakup" so just what are they searching for? happiness, perhaps?

Kim Jong Wan is the man! he has always been good in expressing his feelings through that wonderful voice of his ;D which is a bit similar to MC the Max. A-sshi is another Sad Angel i worship. I just love my Sad Angels. *sniff*

so far after hundred times of repeats i can't figure out which track i like best. lol. i'm having a hard time picking one. i shan't choose. the album is beautiful in it's wholeness. i give it 5 stars!

they're just too cute xD

sniiiiiff *KACHING*

xD i'm inhaling the smell of this month's gaji. m--(_ _)--m THANK YOU YURI AND EEZA!

lol. my brain is mulling over what to spend it on. well, for starters, i can finally go and get those CDRs! sheesh. can you imagine, i have 2 months of accumulated videos to burn. puahah. ok so that's settled.. and.. now I can also pay for that Malaysian Version of Shinhwa 'State of the Art'... hmm what else?

*flips through money*

[No money left.] TT___________TT

=___=;; now how am I going to clear all my debts??!! eek >_<! eventhough i got last month's pay, my hutang is still keliling pinggang.

*sits by the corner and cries*

tumbleweed?

   "A R G H H   M Y  H E A D !!" 
that tumbleweed there is the condition of my head right now >___<.. aaaa sakit kepala! ish, this is really trying my patience on the 1st day of puasa. and green-snot is stuck in my nose, only in my right nostril pulak tu. =___=;;

sheesh.

i'm in heady orange heaven

SHINHWA CONCERT IN SINGAPORE, 10th September 2006, R O C K S!

heyo people~ i just got back from Singapore yesterday night. :D the 2 days (we arrived early Sunday morning) was mad fun! and the adventures we had... this was definitely a Once in A Lifetime experience. ROFL xD

i never imagined to do these kind of crazy stuff. anything for Shinhwa, ne? literally, crazy lah what we went through: a suffering trip on the Damai bus, arriving in Spore at 2am, getting ditched at Woodlands by the SBS Transit bus, nailed for S$25 cab ride, exhausting walk thru the city searching for our hotel, stranded by the roadside for 3 hours, smelly feet, lining up for 4 hours, stoopid placards blocking our view, screaming until my throat became sore, aching arms, psycho stalking, welcoming committee at the lobby, warned by hotel staff... puahaha. and it was all worth it.

i absolutely LOVE Shinhwa <3. they are just.. so.. *sigh* i worship the ground they walk on! nobody can ever beat their stage enigma. eventhough the stage was simple, they made it up with their awesome performance. ah~ i couldn't believe i was about to see them, until i saw Dongwan & Hyesung (they were the at the sides which weren't covered by props) up on stage. and when the intro started and they walked down the dais,.. (FREAK!! they're SOO HOT!) uuuuu me and twinnie were already hugging by then! in fact, we were hugging almost all through the concert. and she was forever fainting from Hyesung overdose. kkk

no tears could come to me. you know when you're so happy that you feel so content? i'm feeling that right now. i'm really happy to be able to see them live, and seeing them truly for whom they are.. *siiiiggh* all those times that i've always loved watching their playfulness on stage especially during their ments, i finally got to see it with my own eyes ;D and i might have received a smile from Dongwan. ahah. even if it wasn't meant for me, i'll just that pretend it was. heeheehee

kyaah can't wait to spazz with everyone else who went and didn't go. when that happens, OMG it'll be more crazier than the Syuju Spazz. haha. farnee lah. Shinhwa Spazz. and after spazzing, i dunno when i'll start to feel the drawback: missing them. i know that's gonna be an awful long period compared to Syuju Drawback. >_< i'll need therapy.. and an endless supply of tissues TT___TT

anyhoo, i really enjoyed meeting and being there with all the true Shinhwa fans: Farah, Kak Naza, Kak Bailah, Yuri, Eeza, Moon, Jess, Shuling, Lisa, Dina, Jessica (Koh), Clara, Mallie, er.. i can't remember any other names now. and the fans who were decked out in orange <333 (only half of fans) yay! we Orangees made Shinhwa happy ;D saranghae, you people! ^_^

don't hate me

but i'm going off to meet S H I N H W A, my heart & soul, in Singapore today! this is the ONE thing i've been anticipating for the past 3 years. and am i ready? aaaaaah xDD what the hell am i supposed to say when i see them? i'll be starstruck like Ron did infront of Kangta TT  TT. last night up til this morning, i couldn't even sit still and pack properly.

guys, wish the best of luck for meee. i promise to bring back exciting stories. annyeonghi kasaeyo ;)

everybody is pissed off

Kangta & Vanness came. Kangta went home. ;D it was a joyous 2 day visit. in fact, everyone thought the fanmeeting and party (despite the messiness) was well received. the showcase was another matter. i shall NOT rant about that <_<. heck. *sigh* well at least i got to see Kangta & Vanness up close ^_^

ooh.. this is the first time i saw Yuri, Eeza and Ron losing their calm composures and finally letting out those pent up emotion. *sigh* i is happy for them also, twinnie. but all the happiness brought on by our loyal family members was brought to a dull stop when something indeed HORRIBLE happened to us. it was as you had expected. the girl strikes again.

back off, girl! you've hurt us so deeply all this while. and now you want to extend your evil intentions to MORE people?! the minute you speak, it'll be words of an opportunist trying to extract juicy information from someone else. the moment you smile, it'll be the smile of an actor, concealing her greater motives behind puppy dog eyes. and the moment you cry, it's even crocodile tears!

stop hurting other people. do you KNOW how it feels being hurt by you? u think YOU feel hurt by me? THINK AGAIN, SISTER. you only feel pain by one person, me. but do you even stop to think or count how many OTHERS are hurt by you? you will NEVER understand, because you're simply ignorant and egoistic and self-centered!

stop playing the victim. you're the culprit here, not me. not us, not anyone else in this whole wide world. what the hell is left for you to save? we've got NOTHING in between us anymore.

blurcase

ok. is it just me.. atau memang minggu ni punye Mini Drama tak tunjuk last week's results? .__. i'm waiting with bated breath over that. er, or was it cut off from the LQ version? sheeesh does this mean i HAVE to dl the HD.. xP because my damn HDD is already maxed out.

i actually had to delete almost all of my Park Hyoshin videos TT____TT. that emptied at least 2Gigs. and i've still got a lot of perfs and shows (with a total of 20Gigs) to burn. *counts on fingers* so far, Suju clips demand around 11 CDs. aigoo xP. when will i be able to buy a new stash of CDRs?

doing all this deleting made me so blur yesterday. oh yeah. and partly due to my STEWPID Internet connection. <_< huuurrr i wanted to go do Kingdom work.. suddenly when i get to go online today, got lah some problems with the domain?!

nyaaaaaaaaaa ottokhae? ottokhae? *sings along with LeeJung*