Sunday, June 29, 2008

Hwa-Shin-Hwa

I didn't know Hyoshin sang the main ballad 'Hwashin' for Junki's new drama "Il Ji Mae"! *slaps myself for being a retard wifey* [And because I'm nice, LINKEU!]

But will this knowledge encourage me to watch the drama? Hmm... Maybe once the box-set is out. The last K-drama (which also happens to be a Junki starrer) is still unopened by the way. :S

*slaps myself again for drooling too much over White Edition pics* The website is up with preview pics. Can't wait to listen to their new R&B song :D

Oh, I dropped by YesAsia earlier to find out that Dongwan's 2nd album repackage preorder is now open. Aaaaaaaaahh!!! Moneyh moneyh moneyh. If myshinhwa is opening orders thru Yeonin again I might as well get 3 copies, ne, as the extra two will be for **** and ******. Hikhikhik.

Something's wrong with my connection tonight (>_<)~ Can't download a single thing in Firefox! Although IE gives me slightly better results if the filesize ain't huge. HUH. And here I was hoping to get to watch "Wanted" or "Get Smart" online.

Friday, June 27, 2008

A healthy dose of...

A healthy dose of vacation - that's what I'm badly in need of. As soon as my workload's been shuffled to juniors so I can get a bit off my shoulders (hopefully).

Been daydreaming of Europe for quite a few months. Although I should, honest to God, be saving up for Seoul instead of Paris or Vienna or Roma or Nice or London! Am nowhere near 3/4 of money for that trip. Guh.

I guess anywhere near and cheap(er) would suffice for now?
a. Singapore - sight-seeing since no time was spared during 2006 visit,
b. Jakarta - again, mostly sight-seeing and throw in a lil bit of shopping,
c. Bandung - the weather! cool temperature may help to shop wiser :P,
d. Kuching - just because I've not gone to Borneo before,
e. a train ride to Bangkok - if that's even possible,
f. Bangkok - last choice actually coz of the abundance of stray dogs >_

Sunday, June 22, 2008

We're All In The Same Boat

Jess, Michele, Kak Bailah, Fel, Nwar and Tasha pointed out during Jzune's birthday party last night of how short a time since we met and then eventually becoming this close group of friends: give or take 2 years. Wow. It felt like we've known each other for far longer...

Jzune kinda opened my eyes yesterday when I saw how she was among her college friends. She was slightly different than how I've viewed her and apparently when she's around our group of 'Kpop friends' all this while. *sheepish smile*

It isn't exactly my first time encountering my friends' friends but I still feel awkward to find a mutual level of comfort with their friends. Although, this happens rather infrequently. Because naturally, to avoid misunderstandings and conflict of interests, you don't go around matching up a clique of close friends with another clique of close friends.

Do you? No? Somehow it's as if I'm hording vital information from all my friends by 'categorising' myself into separate molds whenever I switch between these different sides. At times I just prefer to be by myself than having to split my life and personality, in order not to favor too much to one group (so that the other group doesn't feel betrayed). Does this make me selfish?

By the way, please tell me that there is someone out there who is also annoyed that his/her Friendster login page now automatically loads in Bahasa Melayu. wtf.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Cascade

If only I could blame the kopi ais I had for lunch as the reason of my fucked up life.

Coffee kills my braincells, leaves me mentally imbalanced and physiologically burnt out. It sometimes causes me to become emotionally unstable (albeit agitated) where I could either turn hyper or spiral downwards into surliness.

I was already a tad moody because most of my work was still not settled. Then the bloody stuff wasn't doing what I wanted it to do (GRRR!!). I know it was obvious how it looked like I was ignoring him, eventhough I couldn't really process my thoughts properly when I'm an emotional wreck. Of course, I'm always skittish around him. But...

When it happened, I couldn't fathom his reaction much less his feelings to what I did. I just somehow felt how my callousness severed the invisible thread between us. That was when my system totally crashed down. Could barely think rationally after that.

Yeah, this is probably one of those rare days when I feel very bad for being a stuck-up bitch. But even so... Why do I care? Why? Why do you affect me so? How did you manage to get under my skin that quick?

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

As Dorky as They Can Be

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Why are there no longer videos that show all six of them being dorks like this?

I miss seeing them in the same video together...

Tying My Stomach

I'm so hungry I want to cry T____T

I smsed my sister twice and caller her up to whine about the sad two pieces of bread that I had for 'lunch'.

Monday, June 9, 2008

The Secret Is...

Dongwan's diary entry just made my day. Granted, it was already a few days old but nothing will stop me from spazzing now. Mwahaha. I'm crediting this to shinhwa_daily.

[08.06.06][diary] Dongwan: About Shinhwa~

Do you know what's the question we hear the most when we get interviewed?
It's "What's the secret for Shinhwa's longevity?"..
Maybe, they don't understand.
Because friends who stay together and share such strong bonds,
They don't see that around them at least...
Actually Shinhwa doesn't have any secret to longevity to begin with.
We're just a few guys who want to be together.
We just want to live together, work together, laugh together.

We're a bunch of really cool friends who are stuck together!

p.s. It's past 12 but I still can't access GOOD's website, so I came here to leave a message.

Source: November21
Chi trans: 韩小国 @ BESTSHINHWA
Eng trans: midnightgirl13@shinhwabiz
Exactly. There are no big secrets to their loyalty, friendship and brotherhood. Their tolerance for each other over the past decade hasn't been fake or manipulative.

It's strengthened by Love. Doesn't take much to understand that now, do we? *flamethrows those pesky lil' reporters*

Sorry about the double post, guys. I just find my previous entry to be inadequate considering it was my 200th post. So yeah.

p/s: I've officially un-friended myself from the L'Arc~en~Ciel and Super Junior comms because I can no longer stand the sight of them. (The bands, I mean) And it helps to make my Friends' Updates page shorter.

Sunday, June 8, 2008

돈이 없다...

축고싶어! Wargh!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Shriek!

Ho. My. Gawd. How come I didn't know that Acid Black Cherry just released a new album?! Bad fan I am >_<!! Anyway, it's in my download window and by the rate of tonight's download speed (wtf Streamyx?), looks like I'll only be able to listen to it tomorrow.

My cousin's wedding at Restoran Nelayan yesterday went well. Thanks to my newly bought Crocodile sandals my feet survived the night. But oh no~~~~ I'm supposed to go Johor this weekend for my uncle's wedding. La pulak... Urgh. So much for my hopes of slowing down and having time off by myself.

So I can't go for the Goong Jung lunch next Sunday T_T

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Slowing down

Sorry I haven't been updating much in here or FB. I seriously don't know how I lived my life lately until I felt too tired after work to even open my PC. Gosh, not even the idea of downloading Dongwannie's performances could rouse me to escape from the bout of laziness that hits me in the evenings.

Right after the trip to Kedah for my cousin's wedding last weekend, I've been so so malas to go online. Stress combined with an urge to finish the book I've been procrastinating (and i'm in the final few chapters now *whew*) would probably extend until a few weeks more. Mian.

Of course, I can still make time for eat outs with my loved ones ^^