Friday, September 30, 2005

hole in my heart

hyoshin jjang! his Breathe Again concert tour in Seoul had it's last day on the 25th, and now he's went on to other cities like Daegu and Busan. oh gosh, he must be extra penat. i downloaded a few news clip of the concert and... er.. ah.. BOOHOOHOOHOO rambut dia kelakar T___T i dunno why he went and did that hairdo! i should post the caps here to show you how haggard he looks. fortunately, his showmanship/vocal capabilities outshone his controversial on-stage image. it's  true.. like i said to Farah, he takes his 'costumes' seriously <_<. just look at that t-shirt he's wearing lah. St. Hyo Shin? uhuhu.. twinnie is tired of me spazzing about my lovely yuhbo. ya, as if i dun haf to go through your tirade about RicSyung =_______=;;



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*sigh* i'm still melting over JaeWon's megawatt smile. biase lah, ini kan first time aku jumpa k-star. semalam, sepatutnya Wonbin datang in conjunction with the film festival this week. tapi bile Korean delegates and orang atasan pun tak tau cerita and berita samada pakcik Wonbin tu nak datang ke tidak, i went to KLCC instead to watch the free admission movies. watched 'A Family' starrring Soo Ae; a really nice movie.



minggu depan dah nak start puasa. so i think i want to spend these last few days of sinfully pleasurable week to watch another movie, stuff my stomach full and spazz my heart out! mwahaha. hyoshin oppa... no nawa! he.. he.. he..... XD



hey all you silent readers out there! kalau nak tengok gambar2 Kim Jae Won and the rest of the K-stars in KL last week, check out Kpop Kingdom's discussion thread about the event. got some really nice pix from the gang in there. YOU KNOW WHAT??! it turns out that i was on 8TV's Quickie last Tuesday!! keluar a short clip of us Kpop Kingdomers during the lineup before the autograph session. i didn't manage to catch the show since i don't watch tv at home T_T. don't know if i can beg 8tv for that video clip @_@. not even my sister watched it. anyone else saw it? =P

Friday, September 23, 2005

spazz away~!

[edited blog] ok so i decided to make this a long post, instead. everyone.. bear with me =D! after lining up since 5pm, making all those inpromptu banners together and swearing at various pushover kids (those biotches x__x!) who cut into the line.. it was all worth it to make its way into my blog.



Korean Stars Asean Tour Mini Concert @ Wisma MCA, 2005-09-22



last night was like a dream. serious. i've never before been extremely excited. imagine, my 1st ever Kpop concert! my 1st ever meeting with REAL Korean stars... eheh. concert ni kiranya untuk merapatkan silaturrahim antara Malaysia and S. Korea. if you guys don't know what or who i'm talking about.. mesti tak baca suratkhabar The Star lar nih.. the Korean stars are:



Kim Jae Won (AAAAAHHHH!!!!!), Baby VOX, Wawa, and The Cross (who substituted Kang Sung).



it was DAMN awesome. after an awful push & shoving time waiting for the autographing session,  meeting gorgeous Jae Won oppa made my bad mood evaporate. who would miss the chance to see KIM JAE WON?? you know, the guy in My Love Patzzi and 100 Days with Mr Arrogant. aaaaahhh aku rasa macam tak real je, he is soooooo cute! even cuter than on TV! ah look i'm spazzing like mad already..... XP. woooh nak tampal autographed poster dia kat dalam bilik ah~ the best thing was that i was the last to get his autograph!! ARGH =D~



kitorang kena shove against the wall masa nak masuk dalam dewan.. anyways, the concert started off at 8:45pm when Jae Won tunjuk muka for 2 minutes to say hi and all. he said "Saya Cinta Kamu", believe it? sekejap je, coz purportedly he went back to his hotel after that. Wawa came up next with a lively performance of a couple of their songs. they remind me of Joon from god. keke.  but i think they looked better up close ^^. i got their autographs too.



and man, oh man.. The Cross (a duo rock group) is so CUN. argh and Lee Si Ha oppa is so gorrrgeous. besides the fact that he can speak English, he's also the guitarist cum songwriter. diorang nyanyi 2 of their own song and 'Livin La Vida Loca' & 'We Will Rock You'. woot they sound like a Jrock band. rugi tak dapat tangkap gambar with them coz so many others were pushing to get snapshots of him.. aigoo aigoo. plus, i didn't get their autos... boohoohoo T___T.



the last performance was supposed to be by Baby VOX but when tetibe tayang MV on the screen, I knew something was wrong. huh... diorang tak perform langsung!! grrrrr quite pissed off lah. but hey, after Jae Won and Si Ha oppa? nothing else matters ^_____^ MWAHAHAHAHAHA



here's a pic of the stars, during the press conference last Wednesday. Si Ha oppa is the 3rd from the right <3. see Jae Won on his right? too cute too cute!



Rok

Sunday, September 4, 2005

i return!

it's been like 3 weeks since i last updated. oh God, blogging is never easy. my brain's a bit blurry right now, which is a lame excuse not to write a long post today ^^;;. i ish at twinnie's house, spazzing about Shinhwa (as always). heh heh.



erenah and us went to UKM this morning to pick up our rented Convocation robes. whew. luckily there weren't as many people reported as of yesterday. it costs bleeping RM110!!!! whut the.. nak grad pun still mau cekik wa punya duit haa? nasib baik jugak tak pergi semalam coz Kak Su said the waiting line was effing strected til keluar Dectar XP. luckily enough we had spent that fine Saturday afternoon lepak-ing at KLCC. MSC had a small gathering, poring over Kak Sharine's beautiful pre-wedding album. even sansan joined us ^^.



anyways, i shall be uploading my latest installment of skins. urgh can't say i didn't take a long time finishing up my set of Shinhwa skins: Dongwan - Zzz and Shinhwa - Mmm



Dongwanzzz_skinShinhwammm_zkin

Saturday, August 13, 2005

questioning who?

the cool breeze today... it doesn't seem like just 2 days ago, Kuala Selangor and Port Klang (both marking API of >500) were declared in a state of Emergency. the terrible haze that enveloped Klang Valley over the past week was like a dream.. a horrible nightmare that's faded into oblivion when the sun came up this morning. today, like any other usual day with the visible clouds and strong wind, feels so normal. the burning smell in the air still lingers yet very faint, my eyes are no longer watering, and i can finally open the windows.

the question is: will it persist this way? or will tomorrow bring a new blanket of smoke into our air supply? can my lungs rest assure now, breathing in this once again fresh air? or will it still need to withstand the sting of dust & carbon being inhaled with every intake of oxygen?

what we experienced yesterday and the days before... was it the end? will our lives continue as if nothing happened, but a bad dream? is Malaysia finally free of hazard? should i expect the days to come to become worse?

i don't know what to expect. i can only be thankful to Him for this wonderful day, no matter how long it's going to last. this dry spell will last until October, which means infrequent downpours. so please do not underestimate if there are worse things to come.

ah why do i sound so gloomy Junjin - Work and Play Hard and Minwoo - A Will to Live. twinnie, jangan marah.. Minwoo's skin is nicer than Hyesung's and it took only 3 days @____@. anyhoo, i'm going to make another Dongwan one before i publish them all at wanjunjin.

Junjinworkplay_skinMinwoo_skin

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

am i? are you?

in contrast to my usual tactless posts.. i have vowed to write more informational bloggings once in a while. i received this in my bulletin board from Ila, my ex-room mate in Penang. btw, I MISS EVERYBODY FROM KMPP!!

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your birthdate mengikut Kalendar Islam can be found here: Tukar tarikh Hijrah->Miladi . it's right at the bottom of the page.

Sekiranya anda mengetahui pada bulan Hijrah anda dilahirkan, menurut pengetahuan tradisional bulan itu mempunyai pengaruh yang tersendiri
terhadap perilaku. Dicatatkan bagi menambahkan pengetahuan:

Muharram
-- Bersifat pendiam, sihat fikirannya. Mungkin akan menjadi bodoh jika tidak mendapat didikan yang sempurna,walaupun begitu, jika dididik dengan baik, dia boleh menjadi cerdik kerana bakat fikiran yang pintar cerdas ada padanya. Dia mempunyai keinginan yang baik & selalu berada dalam selamat.

Safar
-- Tabiatnya buruk. Dia x suka mengakui kesalahannya. lbubapanya perlu mendidiknya bagi menghilangkan tabiat buruk itu, jika tidak, kehidupannya akan menjadi susah di kemudian hari. Walaupun begitu, sekiranya dia melakukan sesuatu untuk kepentingan dirinya, selalunya ianya akan mendatangkan hasil.

Rabiul Awal
-- Perwatakannya baik. Mungkin dia akan mendapat pangkat besar, menjadi orang berpengaruh atau kaya tanpa diduga. Dalam pekerjaan ramai yang
suka. Sifat negatif dirinya termasuklah kurang sabar, hatinya keras dan mudah marah.

Rabiul Akhir
-- Perwatakannya jahat.Hatinya tidak tetap. Fikiran dan kemahuannya lemah, buruk nafsunya, kasar wataknya, mudah mengangkat tangannya. Kehidupannya menjadi sukar kerana tabiat buruknya itu. Ibubapa menempuh kesukaran dalam mendidiknya.

Jamadil Awal
-- Dia mempunyai tingkat keyakinan yang tinggi. Dia berani & nekad, kadangkala melakukan sesuatu yang bodoh atau bahaya. Walaupun begitu,
keberanian & tekadnya itu akan menunjukkan hasil usahanya, yang menemui kegagalan juga.

Jamadil Akhir
-- Wataknya berani, dia hormatkan orang lain. berbagai kepandaian ada padanya. Apabila dia tahu bahawa dia salah atau keliru maka dia mudah
mengakuinya, tapi bila dia tahu dia benar, pendiriannnya keras & tidak mahu mengalah. Semasa kecilnya, ibubapanya perlu mendidiknya dengan baik agar terserlah sifat-sifatnya yang baik itu, kerana jika betul didikannya, masa dewasa ia akan menyenangkan kedua orang tuanya.

Rejab
-- Semasa kecilnya dia degil dan nakal.lbu bapanya patut mendidiknya dengan baik agar dia dapat menerapkan nilai-nilai yang baik. Ketika sudah dewasa, dia suka bersikap merendah diri & bersikap tidak tahu menahu. Ini agak berlainan dari sikapnya semasa kecil. Walau bagaimanapun hidupnya selamat & sentosa.

Sya'aban
-- Perwatakannya baik. Hidupnya selamat & rezekinya tidak putus-putus. Sewaktu kecilnya dia mudah mengalah semasa bermain dengan kawan-
kawan. Kelakuannya baik, berbudi bahasa hingga semua orang sayang padanya. Masa dewasanya dia akan berjaya dalam segala kerjayanya & mudah mendapat rezeki.

Ramadhan
-- Dia baik, pendiam, suka merendah diri. Dia tidak angkuh kepada teman yang dikenalinya. Dia tidak suka menonjolkan diriya. Kehidupannya selalu selamat.

Syawal
-- Perwatakannya keras. Hatinya keras. Dia x suka dikalahkan oleh orang lain. Hal ini membahayakan hidupnya, oleh itu ibu bapanya perlulah mendidiknya dengan betul bagi menghilangkan tabiat buruknya itu. Jika tidak kehidupannya
menjadi susah kerana perangai keras hatinya, & dia selalu bergaduh terutamanya dalam hal mencari rezeki.

Zulkaedah

-- Perwatakannya pendiam. Banyak perkara baik pada dirinya berubah menjadi buruk. Dia banyak berfikir, kerana sifat ini, satu hari nanti dia akan mendapat hasil yang baik dalam kehidupannya. Tetapi oleh kerana banyak berfikir, perbuatannya kadang kala menjadi keliru. Dia seharusnya bertindak tanpa terlalu banyak berfikir untuk mendapat hasil yang yang memuaskan.
Zulhijjah
-- Jika dia jahat dia terlalu jahat, jika baik terlalu baik pula. Dia sering mendapat padah dari perbuatannya sendiri. Dia sukar mengawal perasaannya, kadangkala terlalu berlebih-lebih atau sebaliknya. 0leh kerana dia tidak dapat
memberikan garis pemisah, dia sukar mempertimbangkan baik buruk perbuatannya. Dia seringkali menyesal kerana kurang hati-hati dan kurang pertimbangan.

Monday, August 8, 2005

kiss the radio

i have been looking high and low for audio clips of Hyoshin in '데니의 Kiss The Radio'! THANK YOU Nwar! ommo ommo. i never expected them to be so ROFL-funny (well, Danny yes... but Hyoshin oppa??). you see.. Danny, Im Ho, Kim Bum Soo and Hyoshin were regularly doing radio-dramas during mid last year. i don't know how frequent, but let's say there're almost 4 different clips which i neeeed to collect.

this morning i got another clip, but that's all and i couldn't find any more. no idea what they were talking about =_=''. from my poor hangeul vocab i think they were discussing about relationships.. albeit dalam drama2 tu: diorang mainkan watak perempuan baik, yuhja chingu, namja chingu, datuk (-o- Hyoshin..), orang jahat, kucing (+o+ me thinks it was Kim Bum Soo) and etc. aigoo kelakar betul XDDD!! i could identify a few gasoo and celebrity names being thrown in for fun like Lee Soo Man (oho), Wonbin (3 times), Lee Dong Gun, entah sape2 lagi.

nyeh.. walaupun Hyoshin banyak gelak (comel Hot & Shy. =D a certain quality i find very unique of him.

Dongwan pulak undeniably talkative (and dorky). mweheheh. oppa, i still love you. please don't forget that. anyhoo, i like listening to Bum Soo sshi's voice! he's too funny.. too funny...

yay! i should go and watch Goodbye Sadness now. and then watch Banjun Andy.. and then... OH NO!!! aarghhhh i forgot to download Xman @_____________@ ! aww shucks, i don't have time to download that right now. tch.. chincha babo ya..

Friday, August 5, 2005

half-blooded

i finally managed to finish HP:HBP yesterday. glad that's over. *sigh* it was tragic, really tragic. one of the most devastating cliff-hangers in the series. cried my sockets dry! imo, it's slightly better than the 5th book, 'Order of Phoenix'. but it could've used some boosting like in the first 3 books. right, now that that's done.. i can continue watching Boolsae and Pride.

oh, akhirnya siap jugak skin Hyesung ni. gosh, it took me longer than expected.. i delayed it for too long sampai dah takde mood nak siapkan. hehe. jangan marah ye, peminat2 Hyesung! nah.. nah.. sorry for coming out so lambat... >Hyesung - Bread of Love.zipPHS - Just Like Me.zipHyesungbread_skinPhslikeme_skin_1

Thursday, August 4, 2005

confetti & cake

Happy 22nd Birthday Nauwar! Saengil Chukahae~ here's some cake from me and Hyoshin! =D
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there's also a special gift in store for you. oh what the heck, i'll upload it right now. it's a perf by our two R&B princes: Park Hyo Shin and Wheesung!

wheeeeee!!! *throws confetti all around*

*Dongwan goes chasing confetti and gets smacked on the head by Minwoo*

psh. dork

Monday, August 1, 2005

sbs vs kbs

bah. awful title. lol i'm contemplating on whether i should download Junjin's first two episodes. if i start collecting it, that means i have too many dramas to watch (funny eh?). since i'm concentrating on finishing Boolsae and on Goodbye Sadness, it's a bit too much for my PC to handle. *sigh* perhaps i should just wait for twinnie to burn it for moi i need more Hyoshin......... TTT__TTT SARANGHAEYO OPPA!!

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1024*768 / 800*600 ]
see what i mean? the more i churn out his graphics, the more i love him!


what a vicious endless cycle =_=;;

p/s: to Lisa, sorry for making you think i and Farah sshi dislike Minwoo. Minwoo sshi hwai~ting!

Saturday, July 30, 2005

hyoshin-mania

i'm still reeling from the 1st page news of that Akademi Fantasia guy. no, i don't watch AF. i'm.. err.. annoyed because nowadays not just PRIME news can be printed on front covers *cringe cringe*. psh. buang tebiat.

twinnie, u feeling better already? your previous post was edited heheh. i'm sorry i haven't yet finished the Hyesung skin. it's waylay-ing all the other Shinhwa skins that i need to do. and right now i'm kinda doing other stuff on PS...

argh bila lah aku nk siapkan skin tuh =_=''. maybe in 2 days? tinggal sikit je lagi.

whew. i don't have anything to download today, only Hyoshin vids. hey, twinnie, how's Junjin's drama? (pesal aku asyik tanya ko nih?) aku baru dapat tau bahawasanya Hyesung and Minwoo contributed the theme song. anyway.. happy birthday to Minwoo oppa! bwahaha no, we don't hate you ^^. minwoo hwaiting!

despite dying tiredness making skins, i managed to produce 2 wallpapers of: Park Hyo Shin [1024*768/800*600] and Dongwan [1024*768/800*600]. i'm currently worshipping Hyoshin oppa on my desktop Phswp800Wanniewp800

Monday, July 25, 2005

note of appreciation

woah, i had a busy weekend.. i went out everyday and now i'm dead broke. btw, THANK YOU SO MUCH to all my birthday well-wishers who sent me SMSes, testimonials and personal dedications: Farah, Erenah, Nwar, Kak Naza, Achab, Yannaj, Jerry, Rigel, Aish@Powell, Che Mah, Izan, Hidayah, Aishah@Luqais, Fhizah, Jessica dongsaeng, Aini, Sal, Epy, Lina, Mek Kin, Nadiah and all you peeps who i may have missed out in here. i heart you guys so much! Saranghae!! *huggles* oh special thanks to Aish n Jerry for the splendid night out and prezzies. i'm lovin the bag.. ^__^

whee my luck is on a roll! i'm on a download frenzy today.. so far i've got Xman, Love Letter, Hyesung's YoonDoHyunie Love Letter, Andy Banjun, both episodes 13 n 14 of Goodbye Sadness, plus 2 dramas to watch! my braincells are gonna die like this lorr. woooh woooh

Saturday, July 16, 2005

the touch

i caressed Harry Potter's 6th book just now! ooh i was sooo longing to touch and hold it. but my heart was too weak... too weak to look it in the eye (ok, cover) and say, "I have no money to buy you today."

TT____TT i am SO gonna beg money from my dad to buy it within this week. waaaaaaaaaaaaaahh

misery aside, i met up with Farah, Erenah and Kak Naza in KLCC. we talked  only for a short while since twinnie-chan had to rush off elsewhere. now that my Wonderful Life (the Sorimachi Takashi drama) CD is back, i can ask my sister to quickly watch it before i hand it over to Nwar. yes, Nwar tak lama lagi ko boleh pinjam =].

Ericsuperduper_skinon twinnie's request i shall upload my new skinfeaturing Eric Mun Jung Hyuk. download here>> Eric - Super Duper Sexy.

Shinhwawpt--------------------> this picture of Shinhwa oppa is too cute to be ignored. so i made a wallie =D. aah i miss them good old days when there'd be tons of clips of them having fun together ;(. resolution> click here for 1024x768 / click here for 800x600 ^_^

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

ichigo no rakuen

JIKA 'strawberries are yummy.' DAN 'andy like strawberries.'
MAKA
'andy is yummy.'
pwehehe.. i miss maths and statistic. when i have the time, i always check out NST's Didik (UPSR, PMR + SPM ^^;;) and do all the exercises in there. programmers need an alert and sharp mind.. well, not that i even want to be a programmer. anyway =_= ,

NEW WINAMP SKINS! i've done Andy's skin ^^. andy's skin features............... you guessed it, STRAWBERRIES! click here >> Andy (Shinhwa) - Strawberries. it looks a tad weird, tho. ah~ i hope you'll all like it.

plus, i made a 1TYM skin too. it's a comeback gift. lol, so maybe they'll be pressured to release their newest album faster! click here >> 1TYM - Can't Let You Go. i may have been too wrapped up in Park Hyo Shin nowadays, so Eric's skin is still halfway done. i like to think that, 'The Glass is Half Full, Not Half Empty.' =P

Andystrawberry_skin1tymskin

Saturday, July 9, 2005

it's gonna be rolling

it's gonna be roollinngg

i love Park Hyo Shin fans! thank you thank you! yesterday i stumbled into a BBS for Park Hyo Shin that has 8 pages load of his performances and VODs. aaaahh~ you wouldn't believe how happy i was.. i jumped and shouted and laughed ^o^. serious, i'm not even done downloading all the vids, and so far the total amassed are 250MB. takde lah besar sangat pun those files =]. but you can imagine the happiness of seeing him performing live for the 1st time (ok 2nd after Snowflower at Daejon).

anyway, no one's at home right now. everyone's gone out to go jalan2, even the helpers *rolls eyes*. Good! i can play PS2 all by myself later. and tonight i can download Dongwan oppa's 9th episode XD.

hey twinnie, sorry couldn't see you petang semalam. my brothers weren't at home. mianhae~ Saranghaeyo

Tuesday, July 5, 2005

WuHa~!

Haha is dang funny XD. i just watched him in last week's Xman (komapsunida twinnie) and typical of him, he'd be having the time of his life. if you've ever watched MBC Rival, ya'll knoe what i mean eh? even looking at him makes you break out in a rolling-out-on-the-floor kind of laugh.

i thought he was just a normal bloke who could rap.. man was i wrong. my winamp is currently playing his 1st album and WOAH! it's like a crossover between Kanye West and DJ D.O.

ok i might be exagerating but after a few tracks with hefty choruses of chipmunks.. that's all i could think of. basically, the album is entitled The Beautiful Rhyme Diary and boasts of 23 tracks featuring artistes like MC Mong, Jang Nara, Ho In Jang, and others. Track No 8, 'Jump' was the 1st song i liked cos it reminds me of the mid 90s hiphop. Track 18 features MC Mong! woohoo i love this one. i also like Track 5, Track 9, Track 19 and Track 22 (ft Jang Nara).

ah! i like all the songs. since this is my 1st airplay, i'm kinda getting all confused. anyhoo.. it's a great album. the small similarity to Kanye West might have had an upperhand for me ^^. i miss the real hiphop

01. 우22 Woo 2 Dul 2
02. 사랑가 Sarang Ga
03. 9 (Feat. As One) 9 Sal
04. 사랑은비를타고 Sarangeun Pireul Ddago 05. Rock The Show! (Feat. 허인창,Supa Size,일문) ft: Ho In Jang, Supa Size, Ilmun
06. 빛과소금Biwasodeum
07. Jump Intro (Beat Box by 오땡) b.b by Wu Tang (?? as in Wu Tang Clan??)
08. Jump
09. Deflow Inc (Feat. 박조교,현중,Jam2y,광수)
ft: Park Jong Gyu, Hyun Joong, Jam2y, Gwangsu
10. No Way(Feat. Mikeu Cho,허인창) ft: Mikey Cho, Ho In Jang
11. 잊어봐요...소주(Feat.창진,Miki)Itwopwayo...Sojuft: Chang Jin, Miki
12. 영원이란없다...Yongwoniran Optda...
13. 민용RT(리듬앤트롯트)Minyong R&T (Rythmn & Trot)
14. ... (Feat.현중,현진)Suis, ft: Hyun Joong, Hyun Jin
15. 원해(Feat.현중)Wonhae, ft: Hyun Joong
16. 4040 Il
17. Turn Off The Radio(Feat. DJ Bizack62)18. Disrespect You(Feat.허인창,MC,ODC,SuperSta)ft: Ho In Jang, MC Mong, ..
19. True That(Feat.창진0,Supersta,Illspot,ODC,여준)
ft: Chang Jin, Super Sta,..,Yuhjoon
20. One For All(Feat.실력) ft: Shillyog? Sillyog?
21. 1,2,3(Feat.실력) ft: Shillyog
22. Holler(Feat. Jang Nara)
23. Hidden Track

credit: zero-degrees.net

hmm i'm still trying to upload em for you guys. YSI is giving me trouble so i have to split the files into 3 batches

Part 1 Track 1 - 8 (31.6 MB)
Part 2 Track 9 - 16 (29.6 MB)
Part 3 Track 17 - 23 (30.5 MB)

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Sunday, July 3, 2005

*blink, blink*

uh @_@ can't sleep at all. i thought after downing that Panadol i'd be able to sleep off the night =_=''.. fortunately, my fever has gone down a notch. of coz, my hingus is still green and gooey.. xP

not sure whether i can make it to tomorrow's (oops, today's) lunch date with Farah, Nwar n Kak Naza T_T. but i'll make sure to telan 3-4 VitC pills in the morning. mmm mengidam Yoshinoya!

as of now, i'm currently downloading JinDy's Banjun and 7th episode of Goodbye Sadness. ah~ this drama is going to have 60 episodes! lol.  where am i gonna stuff all those episodes? i can't believe i'm actually hooked onto that drama series! you know, all this while i've been slacking on Dongwan's acting. i dunno, he kinda acts in an awkward way.. i think it's his EYES! yeah, yeah, it's his eyes. he doesn't look like he's feeling the character or scene. entahlah, facial expression dia kurang. poor boy. i might be judging him too much. he prolly is really comfortable acting that way. so now, i've let all my high expectations go and will support him in whatever he does. Dongwan oppa himnae!

eh why so slow ah?...must be this BT file my bro is downloading

Saturday, July 2, 2005

do u want my spazz, er.. love?

Park Hyo Shin songs keep randomly popping up in my head. lol. i can't get myself to memorize all the song titles tho ^^.  oh, crap.. now it's Buzz. heh.

i dunno why i'm in such a good mood. i guess, because i haven't been going into forums this past few days.. so when i saw soooo many new news and posts on Shinhwa activites.. ^_____^. i feel so happy liao! Kyochon CF is out, new pics are up, ah~ i tried to catch up.

like my twinnie said, if only Hyesung and Andy turun ke Malaysia for a day, kan best? woo she can kejar Hyesung while i kejar Andy!! mwahaha. OMG!!!!!!if they're in Thailand, then the rest of the Xman peeps are there too! ah how come i just realized that?! MC YOO.. so near yet so far. T_T i wanna go see MC Yoo!!

oh hey, 1TYM's - Can't Let You Go MV is good. i love Teddy's unbraided hair. he looks so handsome. Baekkyoung too has straight hair now. and Danny and Jinhwanie are so cute! can't wait for their album!! i'm just wondering whose huge studio-ranch they stayed at? that place is massive o_o

ok, one last spazz before i sign off: i just read the latest chapter of Guiyeoni's 'To My Boyfriend' translated fic. it's got one last chapter to end. guys, you have to read it. the story is so sad.. but i dunno how they're going to make it into a movie. eh, considering that the ending is the best part.

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kekeke.. i just noticed that my previous post was gloomy and dreadful =_=''. and this post is so uber-happy. ^^;; choa yo!

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

miserable >.

aurgh i'm supposed to present my thesis within this week. and i still can't fix my problem! i'm dead dead DEAD! i tried everything, but i just can't get my brain to work? my mind is like on 100% gauge and still so empty wan..

... =_=;;

ARGH i feel like killing myself. i mean, i'd probably fail with 3/4 of my project NOT WORKING. shiat what should i do what should i do??!! (i should prolly watch Banjun JinDy now.. let some steam off). yesterday i was almost lulled to sleep by my twinnie. lol. i said ALMOST. after our convo, i continued the work my sister gave me. woke up at 2 sumfink when my bro and his fren came home and tutup the TV +____+.

........XP~~~~~~

me bad _____

Thursday, June 23, 2005

tv as inspiration?

gah, i can't believe my whole post today is about watching TV xP. you see, when i'm running dry of ideas to blog, i usually ignore posting anyway. right, that's what i used to think.. but now i have an obligation to write for all my loyal blog readers and commenters =] out there. thank you for all your love guys \(^-^)/ SARANGHAEYO!!

part of the reason i've abandoned my Xanga is because i hardly get any readers there =_=. i've always wanted to do my own layout and tags.. and i get so jealous of seeing all mah fwens with hawt layouts (refer Farah's and Jessica's blog) but i'm so not good with scripts Shinhwa of all people. argh, i'm ashamed of calling myself a JRock junkie >_

Sunday, June 19, 2005

wide awake

Laruku's newest album AWAKE is releasing this Wednesday... and in just 5 mins (ek correction, 15 mins ^^;) i've already downloaded the whole album!!

TT_______TT~~~ ^______________^ mwahhh i love z-degrees.net! m(_ _)m THANK YOU, ZD m(_ _)m

eh. too happy to spazz right now XDDDD i feel like crying. *runs off to listen to album*

Saturday, June 18, 2005

uber-spazzing

urgh. penat nye arini. penat kenape ye..? penat gelak + penat berborak + penat mengumpat gasoo =]. Kpop Kingdom's KLCC picnic today was a blast. we met so many new people, had our own 'Kingdom Idol' competition and pigged-out on jajan and Coke. i tell you, everyone at the park were giving us funny looks =D it was hilarious. yay! i love gatherings... huhu

Hyoshin_skinhmm, u guys think i should post all my skins here?

Thursday, June 16, 2005

iyah~ spin kick!

if you ever find yourself going round and round looking for an empty spot in a full parking lot, never EVER resolve to park at a corner curb. especially if that curb is the only way for buses (huge buses) to pass through. you DON'T want to get your car tyres punctured, or scratched or done grievous harm by angry bus drivers. especially angry UKM bus drivers =_=''

lol. the Komuter bus i boarded yesterday, was stuck for almost 1/2 hour at the UKM Komuter Station parking area. simply because a certain car had parked at a corner of a ONE-WAY exit road. the pakcik drebar was really pissed, coz the bus obviously can't get through the tight squeeze. so he went and pancitkan all 4 tyres of that car XD (he was threatening to ram into it if he was driving a lorry @_@). the bus managed to pull out of there by reversing. imagine the trouble one single parked (and flat-tyred) car did to that day's schedule of buses coming and going.. maybe i should've told the female owner of the car to park somewhere else when she arrived there -.-. ah well, she's definitely in deep sh*t because there happened to be 2 police officers who sat infront of me... they wrote down her plate number

well, i managed to watch Dongwan oppa's Spin Kick movie. it was actually good. not exactly *good* good, just better than SSH's Make It Big. the story was slow but a nice easy watching one. Dongwan should only act in movies. seriously. his lifeless potrayal of his character is too boring to be seen on dramas. i'm sorry for not being a butt-kissing fan, so i prefer to be truthful and supportive by giving the right motivation. there, i said it. all in all, i give it a 3 out of 5.

Monday, June 13, 2005

pining over..

sorry bout the delayed update guys, i haven't been online during the past weekend. uh oh, there's another Kpop Kingdom gathering this Saturday. belum confirm lagi dapat pergi ke tak, aku kena mintak duit awal2 from my dad. it's going to be a picnic-gath at KLCC Park, so i suppose it'd be nice to bring some stuff as a potluck. what to bring? hari yang panas2 camtu, duduk bawah pokok sambil dengar KPop-- bestnye kalau dapat minum sake sambil mengamati keindahan bunga sakura... >.LARUKU photobook!!!, Luna Sea photobook TT___TT , a lot more JRock stuff like hide, X,... and last but not least, SONG SEUNG HEON photobook yang terliur habis (the one Kak Naza bought). gosh.. SSH book costs at least RM120 and the JRock ones are RM200++. @_@ i'd have to a millionaire's daughter to be able to collect all those. waaahhhh. untuk memuaskan hati, kami telah pun membelek setiap mukasurat photobook Seung Heon oppa dan mati sakit jantung time2 tu jugak ^^.

Thursday, June 9, 2005

Angin

today i am going to spazz on Winamp skins XD! hey my Laruku skin set is complete! check it out here: My Winamp Skins Thread @ Shinhwa Sarang. whew so lega. and i'm very satisfied with the last installment, the one with Hyde, because i made it BLUE =D. Ken is red, Yukihiro is yellow/green and Tetsu is yellow/brown. hmm, Shinhwa skins i did are yellow (new one), blue (Togetherness), black (RicSyung1), purple (Adorkable), another blue (RicSyung2), another black (Mal's Andy).. and yellow/green (May Love). i seriously need to find a different color combination. any suggestions? lol i also noticed how i only make skins of people i like. i may be biased.. because other skinmakers choose a variety of artistes to work on. however, i takut nanti buat tak lawa sebab tak minat orang tu xP.

aja aja hwaiting! lepas ni nak buat Shinhwa member mana satu? Eric/Junjin/Minwoo? alamak.. tapi yang Andy dengan Hyesung tu requests ek? does that mean i have to do them again... @_@ if i take any requests now, then i can't make Umum/Shareware skins. konpius.. konpius.

penat tau tak.. yesterday i only worked on the skins at 12am sebab keluar makan dengan Sarina kat mapley. penat makan. you wouldn't believe the stuff i walloped: 1 kuey teow goreng, 1 roti telur, 1 teh tarik and 1 teh ais. GOOD GRIEF i'm so fat now TT________TT pagi petang siang malam asyik makannnnn je. even my jeans tak muat dah >_Murid2, Angin dalam tajuk yang cikgu nak ajar hari ni.. berkaitan dengan angin yang dihasilkan secara natural oleh badan kita setelah meminum 2 gelen teh susu (yang Kau habis). Angin ini mempunyai ciri2 SUPER iaitu bau kuat dan tengit seperti Sulfur peroksida." mwahaha mula lah nak mengarut ni.

Air or Wind is also the element for the 4th child. According to traditional methods (Malay + Asian beliefs), Wind is considered to have changeable moodswings, and consists of temperamental yet balanced with calm. Orang-orang tua selalu kata, anak pertama bersifat Tanah (Earth), the second Air (Water), the third Api (Fire) and the fourth Angin, and the elements repeat after that. i have no idea where this belief originated from. it's more similar to Greek astrology because the Chinese 5 elements are Fire, Earth, Water, Metal and Wood. come to think of it, it's usually used as an alternative horoscope matching of couples.

for example, Fire cannot be coupled with Fire. blablabla. the different elements complement or contradict with each other. so Hyesung is Earth? and Eric is Earth too, right?

Sunday, June 5, 2005

Pibimbab is delicious!

ah~ i can't stop drooling over the bulgogi i had yesterday. wow real authentic Korean style, with the sweet meat wrapped in lettuce XD!

i and my fellow mates from MSC (Malaysian Soompi Clan) met up for a lunch date at Crown Mutiara Hotel KL. i got to taste Pibimbab (nasi campur sayur & seaweed) yang Bae Yong Jun makan dalam 'Hotelier'. sedap~ jinja mashita *thumbswayup*.

our clan 'date' (unofficial 2nd gathering) was attended by 13 people this time. heehee so you can imagine the kekecohan ^_^. the old hands were there: me, farah, erenah, nwar, jessica, sheera, kak sharine and kak naza. plus yang baru jumpa face-to-face: jessica (jess) + her friend, ika, mei yee and jovena. i'm very honoured to have the opportunity to eat Korean food with you lovely people! thank you guys~ SARANGHAEYO. it was only a brief meet up because everyone wanted to balik after that, and farah had to balik kampung straight away. so we all parted by 3:30pm.

aww Jessica, if you're reading this, i forgot to tell you that Erenah unnie and Farah sshi have given the nod for me to share Hyesung's May Love winamp skin with you. we were in a hassle masa nak balik. mianhae ^_~ i'll be sending you the link later kay? (the spelling of his name on the skin is incorrect, please forgive me)

since i couldn't sleep, i was watching the latest 4 episodes of Love Letter last night, the ones with Andy and Junjin oppa.. gosh, it's too different from the Love Letter show that i fell in love with. poignant memories of RicSyung and JinDy are what made me like Shinhwa, so i'll hold on to that 1st season. heh i'm a typical Shinhwa fangirl >_

Friday, June 3, 2005

Chingu (Friend) + JRock

i feel the need to spazz, but i shall not. No! resist the lure of the dark side... i shall.. not... succumb.. NO! the dark side will only bring headaches and sakit mata and the condition you call sore-fingers.

Park Hyo Shin. he is what posibbly made me lurve Mianhada Saranghanda (a KDrama) even more. his soulful voice is utterly mesmerising, apart from his R&B and jazz induced style.  hmm, not many people prefer deep-voiced singers to popular gasoo such as Jo Sung Mo and Kim Bum Soo. but hey, it doesn't matter.. all the more for myself!

well, there goes another Male spesies into my harem. mwahaha }>D *devilish grin*

i just got to know that The TRAX (the KRock band) is actually produced by the almighty YOSHIKI san. wow.. that's impressive, a Korean band being produced by the maestro himself =O. no wonder they sang a cover version for X Japan's 'Tears'. not very visual kei, but the influence is still there.

JRock is my life. how far i run away from it, or how long i stay unconnected from it.. it will always catch up on me. some people diss Visual Kei, because they can't look behind the heavy make up and trans-crossdressing Japanese. it's all a matter of pure TALENT. the poetical lyrics may be uncomprehensible at first. but once you delve into the meaning, you'll be humbled by it. and not to mention the guitar RIPPING and mucho sexaylicious bishounen. Hearts out to Kaoru (of DEG), hide (R.I.P.), Yoshiki, Sugizo... woot so many to name.

nggg.. i am still confused whether L'Arc~en~Ciel should still be considered JRock or not. since they were Visual during their indies until 1995.. they should be right? but.. now they have their own category: Progressive Rock. (i have no idea what difference that is)

it's like comparing the ultra heavy metal X Japan to GLAY >__

Monday, May 30, 2005

Publicity Game

>___Ustaz should know better. huh, don't tell me he wanted so badly to stay in a house, which is shared by 5 other males and 6 females (shall i say, yg tak menjaga sahsiah)? so all this hankering by his now loyal fans, they've only been blinded. by what? only God knows.

now Malaysian Idol on the other hand, they've managed to churn out the BEST of malaysians entertainers. no melodrama, no bad showmanship.. just a straight-to-the-face, wholemeal 'Idol' search. plus, less controversies.

so what if English is prominent through out this show? to those ignorants who refer to English-speakers as 'tak sedar diri', stop whacking the contestants and start opening your Human Ethics textbooks. in English, of course.

Saturday, May 28, 2005

it's the school holidays!

still sleepy =_=. i woke up at 6 to see my sister and her kids off and balik kampung for the school holiday. last wednesday kakak asked me whether i wanted to follow her to Kelantan, but i can't... my work's still not done yet xs. takpelah, hari tu dah pegi Pasar Malam yang besar dekat sana tuh, puas hati lah jugak dapat cuci mata tengok tudung murah ^_^

speaking of pasar malams -- last night on the way from Great Eastern Mall to Jelatek LRT station, i, aishah and sarina singgah pasar malam tepi station tu. ohh it was HUGE. banyak sangat makanan sampai tak tau nak beli apa.  jadi aku beli murtabak je. there was 1 stall that was selling a Von Dutch cap yg lawa gile! TT__TT but i didn't have enough moolah.. since i spent my money on 8 Nongshim Shrimp Crackers + 2 Shinhwa Cokes. more over, i had to buy an eyeliner for sarina to replace the one i'd patahkan earlier on xP

Quote Dongwan, "ramyun tastes good..". Quote me, "hell yeah!"
(Instant) ramyun is sooo sedap. like typical japanese ramen, it's very pejal and mengenyangkan. tapi.. harga dia RM10 utk 5 paket. aisey man.. dengan 10 ringgit tu boleh beli 10 Maggi >_

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Korean Food Fair 2005

this post is 2 days late, i'm so sorry. i haven't gotten the chance to go online not with photobucket making a big deal just out of uploading some photos. i had a great time at the 22/05/2005 Kpop Kingdom + Soompi's Malaysia clan gathering. I met many new friends (in the flesh) who are as wonderful in person as they are online =D. Shout out to (sorry dun knoe correct spelling): Shereen, Kak  Naza, Sheera, Jessica & her brother Bryan. Initially we had just sat and talked (disconcertingly loud in a bookstore cafe ^^;;).. and everyone seemed to break the ice so fast. we were talking, and laughing, sharing anecdotes as if we've known each other for a long time.

heehee. yep, the Malaysian Clan truly connected at our first meeting!
after that, we headed on to the Korean Food Fair (yay!) at Great Eastern Mall. 'tasted' quite a lot of delectable kimchi, and took picture with the Shinhwa Coke cans. ah~ i didn't have to buy one! coz mah wubbly fwens had already given my Shinhwa Coke as a gift.

saranghae Farah + Erenah + Nwar !!!!!!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Kpop Kingdom Gathering today!

i'm considering what to wear.. ^^;; it's going to be held in KLCC Kinokuniya 2nd Floor. i suspect a lot are coming today after all the ajak-ing to soompiers and SSers. i hope i don't forget to bring my camera XD

i spent yesterday sitting infront of the TV, while other people were convoing at the Star Wars III Episode gala. but the shows were passable.. so i flipped channels in between reading the newspapers. ah~ how come there's still no report on the Korean Food Fair launch? i wanna see pictures of Farah & Erenah unnie on stage in the news! wonderful, farah has nicely typed up a report at her blog

btw, i found an oooold Times Asia article about KPop. hah. link

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Dalam Diam..

aku dah mula minat SanX's new 'toy': Nyanko Burger. try google-ing it to find how it looks like. AH~ too cute tooo cuuuute

hazami's released his newest album titled 'Kata'. therefore... his song entitled 'Dalam Diam' is obviously already playing on stations.

fortunately, i am well aware of it long before, that the song was originally by god (that's g.o.d : a very popular & veteran 4-man group in S. Korea).
unfortunately, i have no idea which god song it is. unfortunately, the articles also didn't state the song's original title. =_=''

as my last resort, i have entered in Era.fm's online contest for the album ^^;;. heheh.. i'm quite lazy to listen patiently for the song on radio. and it's not as if i can automatically recognise the tune.
hopefully i pray to GOD that i'll win the prize O.O

Saturday, May 14, 2005

it's saturday bebeh

hoowaarghhh feel so sleepy lah.. >_> if i hadn't fallen asleep while watching Xman, i wouldn't have slept at all. keke. bunches of bananas (ba-na-NAA) to Farah, my semi-evil twinnie for the LLLLOOONGG anticipated vids. also thanks to Farah n Nwar for hanging out at Midval together yesterday. i haven't laughed like that for so long ^^;;

last night my family and i had dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. didn't quite enjoy it as much as the last time, maybe coz i had Fries petang tuh.

all in all, it was a very tiring day. pergh.. i hate my stewpid phone right now T__T.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Goober

Goober: (1) A brandname of jelly striped peanut butter; (2) Slime that is produced in the human nose, filtering and protecting the lungs from dust particles, which take on a hardened form when left unpicked for too long.

B) pretty informative huh? yea well, i'm suffering from a bad case of sore throat, due to my immoral consumption of ice-cold water last night. furthermore, the fever arising is also a result of staying up until 3 o'clock in the morning to finalise the animated signatures (aka blinkie) for the Malaysia clan in Soompi.

^^;; and i was too sleepy to finish reading the 1st book of A Series of Unfortunate Events

....
...... this was a typical rambling from Arfah. signing off ^0^.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

emancipation..? what's that?

pergh... @_@ Shinhwa Sarang is still down??! and now ShinhwaJJ is on a 2 WEEK REST??!!!!!!! NO.. this sucks.. where am i gonna post my new Dongwan gifs? berapa byk kali aku cuba pun takleh nk display gifs dkt blog ni. tensennye. i can't survive a day without downloading Shinhwa stuff! aaaaaaa TT__________TT~~~~~~~

to add to my misery, my evil-twinizzle Farah just received her new original Shinhwa Winter Story 2004 Concert DVD (worth RM120 and contains cool freebies) yesterday..... life's so unfair >_mansuh-edthe 'military' status in their name. so, they're no longer known as AMB. sedih tak? after all the years of band members' efforts to naikkan nama AMB, all the years Assunta has participated for Merdeka Day parades.. gone macam tu je. ade apa lagi yg boleh dibanggakan dari sekolah ni? cheerleading...? hoh.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

flailing mind, body and soul

i could have watched Mitch Albom's "The Five People You Meet in Heaven" on Hallmark last Sunday evening. but  NoooOOOooOOoo........... my dad had to watch that Man Utd vs Newcastle match. TT___TT

btw.. MU won

Monday, April 11, 2005

Nearly-Close Encounter??

this post was spurred by an almost freaky event which happened just now. ngaaa~ it was like this.

i went to the kitchen at 6:30am for a drink, my sis was up; already in the bathroom getting ready for work,my dad had gone to the mosque, and my brother was sprawled on the living room floor. on my way to my room, i saw a black apparition (lembaga hitam) gliding. o..k... so i sat down and waited for sounds of the thief escaping. and then...

aku nampak ada lembaga putih pulak lalu! sekejap je, tapi cukup untuk takutkan aku!! aaaaaaaa kuatkan semangat lari masuk bilik kakak aku. it couldn't be my dad! dia bawak kereta ke masjid!!!!!! nasib baik kakak aku dh bangun. heh for sure she thinks i'm loony, tetibe pagi2 masuk bilik dia. dalam masa 5 saat bapak aku pulak balik so...

nothing happened, thank god.. NOW i can't sleep at all TT_TT

Sunday, April 10, 2005

It's 4 in the morning girl! y am i still wide awake??~~~

whew.. ice breakin my new blog! hahah should i ditch my old blog at Xanga? i haven't been updating that for months now. >.Xanga, i shall miss you! (clearly, not so much though)

good grief, i still haven't finished my thesis. yet, i could spare time to create stuff for Shinhwa Sarang. eheh.. u know i'm a sucka for anything related to SHINHWA right? what better than to make Winamp skins for charity to all Shinhwa and Kpop fans, ne. my 2 new winskins can be downloaded at Shinhwa Sarang Forum

watched 'Shall We Dance', the Richard Gere + J.Lo movie, last night when my dad suddenly came home from masjid and watch sekali. ^^;; nasib baik cerite ni BERSIH. sbb ada J.Lo, er, takut le kalu.. er.. anyway, it was nice (the movie). Mr Gere is very nimble on his feet and he looks so charming. Reminds me of a *really* old Fred Astaire film.

yes, i have watched Fred Astaire movies. sometimes my friends (mainly my generation of malaysians) should indulge in great classics, it's a good experience. enervates the mind, i like to think of it. oh, at least when people talk about classics, we have fortunately HEARD of it. ....macam cerita2 P. Ramlee, kan bagus kalau kita boleh kenal salah satu hasil karya Allahyarham. sekarang ni bukannye semua orang Melayu kenal filem dulu2. sadly, aku pun camtu jugak.. =P