Sunday, December 16, 2007

tired and heartaching

*stares at monitor then stares at keyboard*

i spent almost 6 hours in 1Utama >_< and now my body aches all over.

*stares at monitor and cries*

TT___TT uwaaaaaaaaah!!!! i suddenly feel so sad and pathetic and *siiiigh* i'm like seriously bawling my eyes out like a crazy woman right now. my exhausted physical and mental state is somehow unbalanced this evening to handle the riot of emotions.. initially i hadn't felt like blogging tonight since my last entry was yesterday. but i just had to after finally looking at new Shinhwa pics!

Shinhwarepo_00

i'm seriously seriously sad. i don't even know why i'm not happy and spazzing at their pics.

i. am. inexplicably SAD.
what if i can't save enough money to go and see them? what if i can't see them -see Dongwan- before they go to army? what do i do??

1 comment:

Michele said...

why do i suddenly feel that i have been feeling the same as you for the past week? lets just go for them. even if we have to sleep on the streets and eat bread or not eat just drink water for the time being. we need to go, we have to go, we MSUT GO. tickets hve to be bought/book like NOW. if not we'll be too late! who can we look for? so many thing sto do if we are really really relaly going ;_; book air plane tix like earlier. so it'll be cheaper? hoh ;_; sighs. the concert tix itself. we need connections dont we? if not how we buyyyyyyyy omgggg i'm so freaked out right now. i cant even think straight, i'm leaving for thai in less than 24 hours time and aaaargh ;a*lsgk;lask;dlsag