Friday, January 11, 2008

Wilting away

"Heart of a Kpopper, soul of a Jrocker." - I never thought I'd reach such a bleak point in my life.

My Heart is wilting. Unsustained. Uncared for.

The fire's almost snuffing out. I stare at it, motionless, my mind clutching at the memories; Resilient to never forget the warmth that used to encase the jaded heart. Yet never stoking it. Not once do I stoke the dying flame. Finding no will to salvage it.

A sense of dread befalls me as the fire flickers out.

I try to stop my restless Soul from leaving the lifeless shard of my broken self. Empathy assailing Its cruel judgment to flee.

What's left of it? Gathering the ashes into my cupping hands, a small thought niggles into my head: I am not alone. I still have them.

A cure? No. Not a cure. A balm to sooth the burnt edges. The only balm that can redeem my acceptance of Kpop.

They have and always will be my heroes.

3 comments:

Farah said...

SHINHWA.

I hope. Well, they are my saviours.

Though March @ Seoul might not happen for us - with uncertainty hanging at all ends - I'll keep the flame burning, if you want to share some warmth. =)

Arfah said...

Yay! 10 cents for you~ And another 10 cents for the Shinhwa-in-a-CD you burned for me! ♥♥♥ *mwaaahks*

Nyeh. I too think that we can say byebye to our Seoul Trip plan. Even K'Bailah say cannot d.

HOW LAA LIKE DISSSSS???

Michele said...

DOHHHH. who else can it beeee. SHINHWAAAAAA!

and HOW LLA LIKE DISSSSSS! OUR HUSBANDS. OMGGG.

gahhh. i missed you guys laa ;_; i want a shinhwa-fans chaattt ;_; bwaaaa al;kglajskldassaa