I've hit a dead end with Kpop. This glass wall has been blocking my way and it's been going on for months now... Most probably had been built right after Shinhwa's concert. I could try to smash my way through or find hidden latches or steps to climb over this hulk of a blockage.
But when I look across to the other side beyond the glass, the sparkle seems to have dimmed.
I can see it. I can hear it. Yet the warmth doesn't pull at me anymore. No longer beckoning.
I turn around and there stands the encompassing mass of J-ent. Within an arm's reach from where I'm standing from.
Can I just please take a breather? It's very tiring to keep up with the younger generation from that tumultous side - mainly the shining light of neo-Kpop, Big Bang, Wonder Girls, Super Junior and so forth. Funny how I don't even tingle when I speak their names.
I'll. Just. Sit down right here by the edge of the precipice with the semi-cold wall at my back - There, right there. Aah.
Once there's that glimmer of hope again, someday, perhaps I shall rise back up and rejoin you.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
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2 comments:
don't force yourself to catch up. that sparkle won't come again that way. just let it be. if you feel like it, go back to Kpop. if not, then just enjoy your j-ent. nothing's wrong with that. ;DD
no need so emo la sifu. can be happy happy in jpop/rock ma, no problem one. when the right time comes, you'll float back to kpop easily. no point forcing yourself and disliking it even more later on ;D
take your time dearies
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