HEDFUC (by FAKE?)

Wonderful. My iPod chose to die after such a long and tiring day -- which triggered a chain of WTF-ness that started with such an 'eventful' ride home that had my mood going from tired to outspoken bitchy. If only Sugi-chan's battery hadn't been used up due to Pinball Ride Ultimate, I wouldn't have suffered through torture tonight.

Anyway as I was leaving the office, I knew that something weird was about to happen. That awful feeling down the pit of my stomach was actually a signal for my day to end badly. Adalah pulak sorang mamat ni dalam LRT, wanted to go all chatty with me out of the blue. I thought, "Oh great. Of all people, you decide to talk to me? Me! The one who doesn't even like to talk to strangers."

Usually when some people tegur me, I will smile and nod and then feign disinterest and that other person will get the picture, ya know? This dude?! It was so obvious dia nak mengorat because his questions were "Keje kat mana?" and "Nama apa?" and "Tinggal dekat mana?"

By right, normal friendly strangers won't even ask that lah~ hello! When I didn't want to divulge the info I consider personal (especially without reason), I told him that I had a busy day so I'm not open for a discussion but then he went and got all accusatory and said something along this line: "Everyone is super tired as well so you shouldn't make that an excuse. Talking is a way to loosen up. If I don't start becoming friendly to strangers I'm going to be one of those people who stand in a packed lift and pretend arrogance."

He couldn't accept the fact that not everyone wants to wind down from work with a 'light chat' with random people. Thus he went on and on about people like me who don't converse with random strangers in lifts and listening to iPods and etc.

I didn't bother to digest everything else he said because my mind had already switched to fight mode. And so my killing words were, "I understand and I agree I'm not the only person in this train who is tired. But it's been a very busy day for me. Plus, when I do find myself in a situation in a lift with others like me I will most definitely respect that person's wish not to talk. So thank YOU for respecting MY wishes."

Orang taknak cakap, sudah lah. Why be so persistent? What the fuck? Sorry for my rudeness. If everybody in this world is all happy and willing to be selfless, there wouldn't be corruption and World Wars. Welcome to my hell, stupid man. *snort*

Aaaaaargh! *breathes in, breathes out*

Luckily my dad picked me up from the station just a few minutes after the agreed time. If I had to wait another 15 mins, I would've cried from the injustice.

Yet my bad luck doesn't end there. I very VERY nearly swallowed telur lalat on the piece of fettuccine in the second scoop of my dinner. What the fuck! What about the first suap? Selamat ke tak? Aaaaaargh! I hope I won't get food poisoning. Alhamdulillah, nasib baik ada nasi ayam if not I really would've cried from the injustice. =__=

Now I have to start running through 50 plus pages of Fhizah's thesis in order to finish by next Thursday. AND I need to get up earlier tomorrow as preparation before the monthly meeting. Aaaaaargh~ The things I go through... *sigh*