wtf?! gah!

i'm so friggin' pissed off. i'm SO blardy pissed off at the world right now. and i don't even know why. dagnammit! why..? Why? WHY?!

5. i'm 24 years-old and my status is still Single,
4. are you familiar with the term 'Blardy Pokai'? (no? well, get used to it),
3. my life feels so inadequate (i mean wtf am i supposed to do with my life, man?),
2. i feel so blardy unappreciated,

fuck this man! i feel so insecure these days. and the damn thing that really ticks me off is this:

1. i lost all my Photoshop brushes and textures in last weekend's reformat!!! shit lah shit lah.. i totally forgot to backup my CS materials. now i'm so malas to go find them all over again.

denial

passion versus obsession. professionalism versus incompetence. democracy versus autocracy. loyalty versus parasitism.

would you pick love over friendship? even when this so called 'love' is clearly one-sided?

would you then, choose jealousy over trust?

that's total bullsh*t. you backstabber.

price tag? nametag?

Tag ; by Mishiewashie

1. Do you lie about your age?
Er, no. I admit I'm already old lah.

2. Do you prefer "sensitive guys" or "tough guys"?
Definitely a lil bit of both. Balanced.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
Dark haired woh. More mysterious and sexxxxxay.

4. Are you currently single?
Hell yeah, and damn proud of it!

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
A lot. Let's say, it's obviously more than 10. Pffft.

6. Do you have a best friend.
Several, in fact :)

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Tsk tsk. How much grown up do you want me to be?

8. Who is the last person you hugged?
Mishiewashie

a point to flash at?

woah daddy! are you Dongwan's personal trainer? yea. both are short men!

thank you CO for the premiere passes to Flashpoint <3 MWAHAHAHA Donnie Yen totally kicked ass broke other people's faces, arms and legs in this movie. but the gritty action sequences only came out around the last 20 minutes <_< which was after 70 minutes of car chases, lame jokes, lame dialogue and even lamer acting (except for Koo Tin Lok, of course). then again, i already know Donnie ain't much of an actor *snigger snigger* yet who cares, eh?

anyway, so there i was.. wriggling in my seat to pay attention to the dialogue. i was yawning through the first hour because, dagnammit, i was so sleepy. and all the while i couldn't help but compare this movie to the superb SPL. nothing can beat that!

tsktsk. looking at that pic reminds me of what a colleague commented about the movie: "Donnie should get a bra." xDD puahahahaha. somehow i know that skinny fella is just jealous of my taikor.

nihon-fied

yep. been pretty much j-fied again.

back to j-dramas: ok, so i ditched Liar Game in the middle but i intend to complete the series. am following Hana Kimi on crunchyroll - where i'm also guilty of watching a comedy/ero-dorama and will follow up on more doramas like Akihabara@Deep.

back to j-music: all the good stuff are rolling out more this year. Laruku's back to normal and i am soooo loving their new single, so definitely can't wait for their album. also looking forward to Hikki (Utada Hikaru)'s new single for NGE movie. Namie Amuro's latest album is cool too. and Gazette's new album? ROCKS.

but guh. my jrock is currently limited to old albums and old favourites. maybe coz i'm waiting for something by S.K.I.N.

this is a good year for music, doncha think? both kpop and jpop. what with all the kpop shit from last year, tsk tsk, everything in 2007 looks really superb.
Year of the Pig, no? *oink oink*

yet another year added

24 years. wow. pretty old, huh? and how did i celebrate my birthday? by pigging myself out on food then lepak-ing at Amcorp for the whole day and playing Uno nonstop. xDD what brilliance! - engineered by JerRy and Aishah.

and at home, my 'birthday cake' came in the form of yummylicious durian. nyahaha.

(so far) i've received a Harry Potter book from my sister, jewelery from Mak & Daddy, mp4 player from Aishah & JerRy plus wishes from my beloved friends [via sms, testimonial and blog updates] and so many people i never expected would have bothered (quite a different set from last year).

내 사랑하는 친구들 에게, 너무 감사해요.
To my beloved friends, thank you so much.

sh*tload

that's more than 30 vids and stuff to download. and notice that they're only Dongwan related? gah. tracking back is hard work.
i'm hoping at least HALF of that list will finish by morning.

GUH. need to wait til tomorrow to queue other Shinhwa clips. after i get back from work. aaafter i clear all my new workload.

damn! i hope i can cope this month. well, if everybody else has been through it and survived, why can't i?
thankfully, i've got Gazette's new album to bang head-bang to before sleep.

high on love

GASP! i retrieved my Dongwan album from hyungie yesterday. thank you for the Sesi Menyelak Bersama-sama, Kak Naza :)

and now, witness the (second) unveiling of my hubby's solo album:



shocking!it's really thick! i didn't expect the packaging to look this exquisite.



red. silver. grey. black.



drool-worthy postcards and picture essay (not in the picture).

i love the retro-ness. i love the packaging. i love the album.
in short, i love Kim Dongwan. i'm still on cloud 9 *loves*

sotong & bawang

Harry Potter 5 opened yesterday. and i didn't get to watch it <_<. my reservation's not until this Sunday *waits with bated breath*. meanwhile, i never expected to hear my brother praising the movie *gasp*.  i MUST enjoy HP5 no matter what the reviews say.

know what? there's a WAP site for a certain telco that lets you book cinema tickets for "Harry Pothead* and the Order of the Phoenix". puahah. sounds like an interesting movie. a typo? nope. apparently an intruder 'accessed' the system then played around and decided to sign up for Anti-Potter FC instead of Dumbledore's Army. and i thought only Americans were this 'inspired'. would you believe that someone in Malaysia hates Harry this much? tsktsk. only happened today tho. the system has returned back to normal. yet i wonder what those who encountered this fluke had in mind.

had dinner with my family at 1Utama. we braved the traffic jam and full parkings and Rela members (and police) in time to arrive in the last couple of hours before J-Card Day ends. just so i can jostle between frenzied shoppers for new pairs of lingerie and zip back out within 1/2 an hour. no time to see anything else. not even the cheap handbags T_T. bah. there's 2 more weeks to the Mega Sale. long enough to prepare for some proper shopping.

*pothead = a not-so-kind moniker used in parody books and materials

sweeter than death

speechless. that's how i am. for once in my life, i am utterly devoid of words to describe how deliciously happy i am right now. that's right. i can't spazz. honestly.

*wipes tears*

kim dong wan, know that you are responsible in killing me. again.
just 6 months ago when i got so tired with kpop and kingdom, i vowed with my friends that i was going to die and would only wake up from my deathbed when you release your solo album. the pact was that i would be revived with the help of Michele using sacrificial blood. it's a long story, that one. nyaa. skipping!

so now. you're back. with that solo album you promised. how do you know that i'm not dead still? how about these tears cascading down my cheeks? alive enough?

then why did you have to kill me again? i'm supposed to be alive to luxuriate in your divine love. but look! you killed me with your new album. heck, is dying from listening to someone even possible?

*DEAD* xDD