Take care, my dears

To JerRy a.k.a Sarina: this thursday evening she'll be leaving for KB to do her internship at HUSM. 2 months over there.. might not seem like a long time, but me and Aish are surely going to feel the worst pang of loneliness. we'll just have to survive for 90+ days of not going for nightcaps at our regular mapley. eit! buat kerja leklok and jaga diri kat negeri orang. kalau bakal Internet connection ko hampeh, ko bleh mintak aku mail kan apa2 lagu Gackt baru. atau kalau ko mengidam Nando's, kitorang boleh tolong DHL kan :D! take care, ol' buddy. i'll be saving money for the soon to be Penang-KB trip.

To My Love / Husband #2 aka Hyoshin: eh, what happened? he looked like he was going to faint on MusicBank. and he certainly looks skinnier than last month. uuu his eyes are so puffy. 오빠.. don't overdo yourself, please T__T. 2 years of absence doesn't mean that you must accomplish so many things within just these 2 months. you'll burn out! take especially good care of your health, okay?

To My Soulmate / Husband #1 aka Dongwan: i want to thank him for asserting such strong trust in his fans. no, i don't believe the rumours surrounding his acting career crossover. once a Shinhwa member, always a Shinhwa member. ne? some people are just so damn cynical and negative about gasoos acting. 오빠, stay as your own true self and never let anyone break that beautiful bond between you and the other members. friends take care of each other ;) and as such, we are here to take care of you in return.

Taffy-ish

what a horrible week buwek-ing right there. then on tuesday, i made the smart decision of eating ikan keli berlada. tak sedar perut tak ok lagi tu.. which resulted in my daily 2-3 trips to the 화장실* when experiencing 물똥** Attack(s). uuu T____T i'm so ashamed to be seen so many times on CCTV heading for the toilet.

siiiigh. therefore, my body is lembik like taffy now. but at least today my appetite is back to normal. hurray to Golden Arches' Chicken Foldover!

er, that was totally random. anyways, everyone should watch this week's Music Space to see Hyoshin's awesome rendition of one of Bobby Kim's older hits. i just love how the studio audience (younger ones at InGa & M.Count and matured ladies AND men at Loveletter and KongGan) of all the shows he's been to will go wild/hysterical for him. makes me want to be there and listen to him live so that i can go all taffy-ish for him too! Hyoshin rocks my panties socks off! * 화장실 = toilet
** 물똥 = BRUHAHAHA. copy n paste this to babelfish or google translate.

A search that led me to... KDW

i'm blardy happy that Park Hyoshin's Korean fans have finally sobered and realised that there ARE foreign fans who are badly in need of fanservice. *pats self* lol. as usual, i rely on Naver Search (i HEART 네이버!) for radio and performance clips that can't be found on CB and i was surprised to find out that:

#1. he guest-ed on Jeong Seon-hee's MTV Sunny Side show on the 8th. (both Hyung and Jeong Seon-hee agree that he looks like Kwon Sang Woo ^^;;) anyways... they were talking about how many friends he has in entertainment, and he mentioned Park Yong Ha first and this name second: K-A-N-G  D-O-N-G  W-O-N !! @______@

talk about surprises. i'd sure like to know how they knew each other and how close they are. ROFL. i think i understand now where he gets his 'unique' styling tips from *points to Kang Dong Won's weird clothes*. then as expected, he mentioned Hwanhee and Lyn. another surprise: Gummy. (> >) i do regret that he didn't say Wheesung, however, i know that Wheesung is much closer to Hwanhee than to Hyoshinnie. i wonder if he's still okay with Park Hwayobi since he already changed managements.

#2. there's also this Mar 7th dated Bobby Kim BoRa (split into 3 clips) that's available for viewing on SBS NeTV where he sang Snowflower, Lost and Miwohaja. hihihi Twinnie and Hyung would be sho excited to watch Lost cos he sang it so beautifully. found Mgoon links for Snowflower and Miwohaja but am still hunting for Lost. wait for that one, k?

#3. Mgoon finally led me to a fancam of MC Mong's showcase of their only performance of 'Gido' together. don't know the date for this but must be around the time of Mong's album release. yeee they look quite buddy-buddy with each other. and Mong is close to Dongwan! soooo... *cough cough*

yesh. yesh. my Love-Affair is slowly opening up his personal life now, right? he was really secretive before this. *sigh* his Pursuit for Happiness seriously did him good. maybe he's gotten a girlfriend ;(

In the Heat of the Night

aigoo.. i was so exhausted today. the office felt like the Arctic that i was already shivering by noon. a recent change to the cubicle settlement set me directly under the aircond. AND in direct view of The Kahuna (aka the boss). freak. not even Twinnie was there to borak with me (she starts work today. How was it?).. got a text from Mish about her results (congratulations MishieWashie!). so by 5:30pm, i begged Hyungie to leave for home. haha. she's usually the one excited to go home early but seemed like i beat her to it.

nyahaha actually i DIDN'T go home straight! instead, i had dinner with Kakak at KLCC because Arfan passed us a credit voucher to be used at Dome's. my sister's wanted to drag me there for quite a long time and the offer only lasted till April. the first time i ate at Dome's it was breakfast with Kingdom staff & Dragon. so i thought the meals would be good.. bleargh. i'll just stick to Chilli's and Friday's. even Victoria St. is better off.

after that, takde jalan-jalan sangat pun. even so.. it's only 11pm and i'm already yawning. nak tidur pulak tak selesa. nowadays at night, my room is extremely stuffy and hot so i have no choice but to switch my aircond on (Kipas tak cukup wooh!!). but then in the morning i'd be freezing! sheeesh. hot cold hot cold hot cold.. mana lah badan aku tak jadi dehydrated.

the horrible climate is making my body very weak. more so because it's that
time of the month for me right now. uuuu. the more i drink water, the
more i feel my throat getting sore. er.. ok so it wasn't correct of me
to drink cordial ^^;; i should drink more air kosong or 100Plus.

wuuu~ i'm sorry you have to listen to me whine. anyway, PANAS nya! Huwargh xO mengantuk banget.... just.. let me.. watch... another... Bleach episode.. before I.. sleep pleaasszzzZZZzzzzZZZZzzzzz

Raise your hands if you're a book-lover!

my sister spent a whopping RM200+ on books last Thursday at the MPH Warehouse Sale. i chided her after paying that amount (thank God for credit cards) but when else will you have the chance to buy a total of 14 books (i can't remember how many we bought) at THAT price? yea, book prices are shit these days.

i really had fun. not many browsers were there at the time we arrived. so we took our time to look at every corner of the place. BOOKS EVERYWHERE, i tell you. *sigh* haven't been to a warehouse sale in a long time. anyways, the array of books were AMAZING. in good condition too! the ones going really cheap were at the back of the warehouse, didn't find anything i like tho. most were Buffy and Angel. a lot of cheap children's and preteens' stuff. not so much of chic-lit was available. i just picked up random books with nice covers.. but still nothing i liked.

after around 1 hour at the back, we tawaf-edto the entrance again. ooh. saw some really famous authors on the way. the bestsellers are up here, and the price-cut for these ain't really big. RM25 for a normally RM34 novel is better than nothing, right? saw the new Shopoholic boo-- AHA! turns out the book i was destined to 'meet' was indeed there.

"Hello, Mdm Hobb. How are you? I'm fine thank you. Btw, you're my hero."

yeaaaah i finally got my paws hands on her final trilogy. whoohoo i'm sho proud of myself aaand also of my sister since she paid for 'em. mwahaha. two books and it totally made my day ^___^. she grabbed a whole lot of other books: Sidney Poitier, Stroud, Tash Aw, Barker, Tintin, stuff for the kids. 3 and a 1/2 hours of bliss. today was the final day, and the price would have been jawdroppingly, MADLY cheaper than before. ah well. i'm happy with what i have already ;D

oh hey, i just read the bad news in yesterday's papers about Hikki (Utada Hikaru, for the uniniated) divorcing her director-husband. 4 years went POOF. she's just released her Flavor Of Life single.. what an irony. another early-marriage gone awry? (she got hitched when she was 19)

My Graduate Hubby

my 2nd hubby, Park Hyoshin, has just graduated with a Degree (i don't think it's Diploma) in Art & Design from Kyung Hee University! Hyoshinnie oppa, chukhahaeyo~!



aww i didn't even know he had spent the last 3-4 years to finish his studies. honestly, before this when i read his profiles everywhere else.. i thought he'd dropped out from Uni, but it seems that he was doing his degree via part-time/jarak jauh. which explains the looong MIA period in the whole of last year. i guess he took time off to finish his final year? and even during his currently mad tight of a schedule (you should go see his activity planner on his official site, February is really packed!) with his comeback performances and appearing on so many radioshows, he diligently came for his convo ^_^ although a little late. *thumps Hyoshin heartilly on the back* he's sucha good boy, ain't he? Oppa, if you could only know how proud i am with you. *sniff sniff*

Hyoshin came to the majlis quite late and he sat beside Jung Junho (actor; twinnie's former ahjusshi) and Park Tae Hee (Yoon Band's bassist). here's a YTN vod showing 'em talking about each other. i don't know what pakcik Jung Junho said about Hyoshin, coz i doubt he actually kenal him >_Look! He's so darned handsome!

NOW i'm officially dead

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! x______________x

i am so blardy MAD aaaaand friggin' jealous of these 2 fans that got to meeeeet my hubby (albeit, the 2nd one) in some obscure looking radio studio! During a damn radio broadcast, ok!! pulak tu dapat shake hand, dapat dengar dia nyanyi depan mata, dapat BELAJAR nyanyi dari dia, dapat duduk minum dengan dia~~~~~~~~~ *RAAAAAAGES*

you tell me, who wouldn't be green with envy just about now?! yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii not fair woh! xP

if my Sad Angel sang right infront of my eyes, i'd most definitely faint. or cry. plus, my hands wouldn't remain idle by my side. like these 2. my hands ah.. they'll be absently running up and down his body. lol. but yeah~ i can see them spazzing and melting there already listening to his deep shexy voice! *stabs* MWAHAHAHAHAboohoohoo.









TT______TT boohoohoo... there isn't even the slightest possibility for me to get to meet him. much less to get him to come down and do a soul concert in Malaysia siiiiiiiigh. his moustache-less image is making them melt, i tell ya. dammit lah. why'd he have to shave it off so soon? at least keep it until your first comeback broadcast on Inkigayo or wat.. Hyoshinnie oppa!! why'd you go and shave it off

they even got personalised autograph T____T. and his album looks so mighty fine, with the goldish goldish thing. AIGOO! NOT FAIR LA WEI!!

Crying in the rain..

Pictures are taken by wednesday @ Kpop Kingdom.

as tired as i have been for the past week, i have to admit, watching Rain's concert together is definitely the balm to my weakening mental and emotional state.

nevermind the sun glaring onto our shared LG-Kingdom booth, nevermind the sweltering heat, nevermind the annoying insects swarming us for annoying reasons... all that matters is that we got to spend the end of our work by huddling together in our LG-Kingdom Zone sharing a simple meal of bread that i managed to sneak into the stadium and then spazzing & shouting away like no one's business at that little sanctuary Aunty Yong found for us.

I LOVE YOU GALS~ twinnie, nwar, tasha, mel, jess, moonie, shu, mishie, felsh, hyungie, jzune, several Kingdomers who acknowledged me and said 'Thank You' plus Aunty Yong too (for that spot under the console): i don't think i could've stayed alive without you people. special kudos also goes out to to Yuri, Eeza, Nicole for the wonderful time of working on this project AND nov for driving us back home after midnight. Thank youuuuuu~! and just to make his concert really meaningful, i blew away a few Ringgits of credit to give my good friend (who's in KL currently but wasn't able to go for concert due to my negligence) a live telecast. Hope you enjoyed the concert like I did too, Kak Zai.

but all that shortlived happiness (IT WAS ONLY 1 DAY OKAY!), we eventually had to say Goodbye to Moon and Jess who have gone back to their hometown and will leave us to go to Australia for 1 year. uuuuu i can feel the emptiness already T-T. siiiigh. therefore i am Officially Dead now. my brain and body is refusing to answer to each other.

er.. that sounds like a lie 'tho. heheh. because today is my 2nd hubby Hyoshin's fifth album release. i've put his 1st single on my profile page. go and listen to it! it's beautiful comeback of my Sad Angel. seems like an apt time for his return, really. i hope he can soothe my aching heart. Dongwan's too busy snogging Hwang Jung-eum

Goodbye 2006.. Hello 2007

I'm so happy that I remained a good Laruku fan. Seems that my old hangout joint, Laruku.com, is undergoing a total regenesis. Damn. Took 5 bloody long years to kick the webbie alive again. Anyway grousing aside, they're offering a free L'Arc 15th Anniversary gift and guess what? It's the t-shirt that I featured in my blog before! mwahaha It feels good that I already own something so precious AND gave it away as a present for JerRy ^___^.

A lot of other good things happened in my life last year, tiring tho at times.. it was all worth it ^-^. So here is my summary of the year that was:

The first quarter of 2006 opened up with a rare opportunity for me to study Networking. I made new friends and passed my MCSE course. March was the revival of my love for Jrock. and ooh~ I got to meet Cha Taehyun and Song Hyegyo! In April, I started as a trial Kpop Kingdom staff under the watchful guidance of my twinnie. lol. And then we slaved for 5 months in preparation for Kingdom's first ever magnanimous KPop project: the TVfXQ Live in Malaysia Concert.

Summer was definitely our season ;D! The concert proved that Malaysia is finally being recognised by South Koreans. Plus, July had brought me closer to Super Junior. I think without their presence in Malaysia, I'd have died out of boredom (Shinhwa was too busy with solo activities and hadn't prepared a new album). However, my heart still belongs to Shinhwa oppa deul. September was the CLIMAX: I met Shinhwa with my own 2 eyes. I practically begged my dad for money to go for their State of the Art concert in Singapore!! And I shall eternally be enlightened with their love

Year End Haulings

yep. it's that time of year again. new resolutions yadda yadda yadda. my 2007 Resolutions list is non-existent. i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life. siiigh. when i was in primary school, my dad had this regime of getting my siblings and i (minus my sister since she was already in Uni back then) to sit together after solat jemaah, and mentally make resolutions for ourselves. so after Maghrib prayers, i would nervously wrack my brain for self-motivating objectives that will somehow be applied in the upcoming year and pray that Isya could come sooner -_-. hey, it's not easy to assess yourself AND admit your weaknesses when you're only 10 years old. but then again i guess my dad has always instilled this sense of independency from such a young age among his children.

HAHA. truthfully that was the only time i ever made resolutions. i guess i'm the sort of person that takes on life when it comes. but i have inherited his habit of planning things beforehand.. which i seldom use in serious matters. ^_^;;

anywaaaaay, back to the list. *scribbles New Year's Resolutions on a paper* let's see...... #1. Get a job. ok. next? #2. Get a JOB! Resolution Wishlist: #1. New shoes for Rain concert. my current shoe is falling apart. #2. Super Junior 2nd and BigBang 1st albums. saving money now. #3. Super Junior photobook in Malaysia. it's out of stock! have to wait for restock. #4. 2007 Calendar. either Shinhwa or Super Junior. =_=;; ok so this one is not sure yeeet... but it's so tempting! that's all for now i guess, i'll think of more later.

ah last of all, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone~!