Year End Haulings

yep. it's that time of year again. new resolutions yadda yadda yadda. my 2007 Resolutions list is non-existent. i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life. siiigh. when i was in primary school, my dad had this regime of getting my siblings and i (minus my sister since she was already in Uni back then) to sit together after solat jemaah, and mentally make resolutions for ourselves. so after Maghrib prayers, i would nervously wrack my brain for self-motivating objectives that will somehow be applied in the upcoming year and pray that Isya could come sooner -_-. hey, it's not easy to assess yourself AND admit your weaknesses when you're only 10 years old. but then again i guess my dad has always instilled this sense of independency from such a young age among his children.

HAHA. truthfully that was the only time i ever made resolutions. i guess i'm the sort of person that takes on life when it comes. but i have inherited his habit of planning things beforehand.. which i seldom use in serious matters. ^_^;;

anywaaaaay, back to the list. *scribbles New Year's Resolutions on a paper* let's see...... #1. Get a job. ok. next? #2. Get a JOB! Resolution Wishlist: #1. New shoes for Rain concert. my current shoe is falling apart. #2. Super Junior 2nd and BigBang 1st albums. saving money now. #3. Super Junior photobook in Malaysia. it's out of stock! have to wait for restock. #4. 2007 Calendar. either Shinhwa or Super Junior. =_=;; ok so this one is not sure yeeet... but it's so tempting! that's all for now i guess, i'll think of more later.

ah last of all, have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year everyone~!

Selamat pulang, Achik

Song Seungheon's back! he's finished his 2 & 1/2 years of military service, and today he's out out out OUUTT..

*wipes tears* uhuuhuuhuu wanjon bogoshippeoyo, oppa..... we truly waited for you. and 2 years just came and went so quick. i can't believe you've really comeback now.

thank YOU for thanking us fans for waiting. we just can't help loving this fella for his genuity, ne ;). well, Sky should already be there, welcoming back our beloved oppa at the gigantic fanmeeting.

impending good news from the Shinhwa front. it seems that Dongwan is acting in an SBS production drama starting this December (airing in January, hopefully). UNFORTUNATELY, this drama will be his last before he enlists. *sigh* one oppa comes out, soon my husband will shoulder his duty by enlisting in March next year. T  T

a nuna's tears

나는.. 채 동생들의 누나 .영원히 . NUNA NUNA YEA ♪ NUNA NUNA NUNA YEAA ♫

this nuna is crying tears of happiness.. because my beloved dongsaengies have finally put an end to my wait. thank you for coming back, SS501 dongsaeng deul. saranghae~

they've already released their HIGHLY awaited debut album, 'S.T 01 NOW' yesterday. their official comeback  was also yesterday, although M.Net M.Countdown was shown on Thursday. before this, i was getting tired of seeing so much of them on vids but with only 2 released singles... i wanted to listen to them properly.

and now, after putting in so much effort to give us fans something to love them more with (what they should've done a long time ago), their album sounds very promising! i'm loving it to bits! loving Jungmin's voice.. wuaaaah. and i can actually hear Hyunjoong singing. whee i'm sho proud of them. *throws confetti onto Hyunjoong, Jungmin, Hyungjoon, Kyujeong and Youngsaeng*

W E L C O M E  B A C K !

* NOTES: nuna = kakak; dongsaeng = adik

siiiiiigh

dagnammit! my legs are paining like mad >_paining doesn't exist in the dictionary, i swear it's the ONLY word to describe how cramped and tired my legs feel right now. yesterday morning, Citibank Tower occupants had to succumb to one of the most horrible torture regime ever created in the world: the Fire Drill. yes, a Fire Drill. i was forced to leave the comfort of my morning; my squeaky chair, my Milo left to grow cold, our air conditioned office and the huge pile of work -- and ushered to the emergency staircase to calmly and slowly climb down 38 bloodyflights of stairs! at that moment, i thanked the Mighty Lord that Oracle wasn't on the 48th floor sheesh. Assunta's fire drill was fun-er. by the time everything was done, it was already lunch break xD

todaaay pulak me and twinnie walked back to citibank from klcc after an event. i guess i'd hit the limit for 2 days. hence, my thighs are throbbing and aching. heck i'm practically waddling like a penguin instead of walking like a normal human being :x Plus, the agonizing ride back home in the LRT. aaarrgh! of all days, everyone just HAD to -HAAAAD TO!- cram the station up so damn early (Ampang Park. 4:45pm) to avoid getting caught in the rain like yesterday.

huhu. this just shows that i'm so farking unhealthy. yarr lah. always say want to exercise, but only exercise infront of computer. how leh? during that TVXQ concert, the pain was triple worse with all the running around. but then i kept on moving because my dongsaengs were there ^_^. know what, my uncle says this bad knee condition runs in my family. so does high blood pressure, breast cancer and heart attack. o_O i know i'll get to it.. someday.. soon.. maybe next year.. maybe when i earn more.. maybe never?

siiiiiigh...

rotation? for once!

no videos to download. so what did i do? i went on an mp3 splurge. puahah. last tuesday i downloaded almost 1Gig of latest Jrock releases. wheeeeeeeee xD. luckily i have my guitarwhorejrockers to fill my dreadful life during this bleak Kpop period. shinhwa's gone solo ways (yet again) and suju's practically perf-inactive.. THANK GOD that Se7en already put out his newest album. if not i'd die x__x

here's some awesome stuff i'm listening to now. UVERworld is a newfound treat~ a surprise!

Title: ai to kokoro (Album Version)
Artist: UVERworld
Genre: Jrock//General
i heard of them before, but my interest sparked when the chance of getting them to perform in malaysia is fairly high! this one is an eye opener to their refreshing debut album. this is from their 1st album, 'Timeless'.
DOWNLOAD! | 3:16 { 3 MB }

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Title: Se7olution [4th Album]
Artist: Se7en
Genre: Kpop//R&B and Hiphop
he's gotten so friggin HOT, with that smouldering and rugged look! he's proven his versatility with a different rhythm and style to his music in this one. i'm diggin' tracks 11 and 12 coz they sound soo cool.
DOWNLOAD! | 46:58 {63.83 MB} credits: Z-Degrees

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Title: Ryuusei [Single]
Artist: Mucc
Genre: Jrock//Visual Kei
Tracks: 1. Ryuusei / 2. Bokura no Kage / 3. Daikirai 2006
MAAAAD! i'm falling in so deep with them xD. i like how they remind me of Systems of a Down (SOAD) with husky screams & spanking bass riffs.
DOWNLOAD! | 12:26 {16.7 MB}

Krock & Hari Raya

ZOMG! i met EVE (the Korean rock band) on Saturday!! *faints again* tak sia-sia aku keje dengan Kingdom, ek? xD EVE's here on personal holiday (stayed for a few days already); they holiday-ed in Singapore too. as a favor to Yuri, they came for a visit to our 22nd Gathering. and to maintain it as a surprise before their arrival, Farah & I did a 'School Of Rock' stint by teaching the kids Kpop Education. ROFL.

after 30 mins the three VIPs strolled in our office door, much to the gasps and oohs of our members! they dressed casual (no makeup, mind you) & are really friendly. hey, their English is commendable, especially Seungjoo's. kkk coz he saved some quirky situations. i was enjoying looking at everyone's facial expressions: (*o*) <-- awestruck & blushing. Seheon is like Hyde; smiles silently, but his eyes tell a whole lot of interesting stories <33. Sebin was wearing shades and didn't talk much; huhu i could see his eyes darting around looking at everybody else. while Seungjoo was smiling and flippin jokes; so he warmed us up pretty fast.

me? i was too star struck. Seheon is just so damn hot in person compared to his stage persona. i tell you,
he doesn't appear his age, man.. come to think of it, jrockers never
seem to age too. Hyde is like.. almost 40!! i guess that's what i love
about my beautious jrocknymphs. wish i had shook their hands. nyeheh at least i got to feel Sebin's fingers brushing against mine =P. i'll post up some shots of their autographs soon ^^. maybe they should stay and celebrate Hari Raya with us. i'd die to see Seheon in baju melayu.. owh <33.

i've got to finish cleaning up my room before Tuesday. my room is a total mess <__<. the curtains outside are almost up, and the balang raya needs to be filled. ^^;; won't be able to go online til then. so...

S E L A M A T  M E N Y A M B UT  H A R I  R A Y A  A I D I L F I T R I ! !

Bazar Ramadhan

believe it or not, after fasting for 2 weeks plus, i haven't stepped foot to any Bazar Ramadhan yet. gila jakun! ngekngekngek... =_=;;... hence, i've arranged myself to tag along with Aishah & her boo for buka puasa with JerRy tomorrow. yeaah~ we're going to Shah Alam! oh, i haven't been there in my whole life so i hope it'll tempt my palate (and nafsu mwahaha). nasi ayam? nasi minyak? nasi kerabu? kuey teow kerang? mind you, i'm writing this at 10pm so i pity anyone who's reading this in the day xD

on Sunday there's another buka puasa date with my friends from KEC. we haven't met for already 2 months, yes? an exception for Fazil tho, whom i met last month ^_^. i've missed you girls and guys a terrible lot! i just lost contact of our group.. which i suppose is entirely my fault since i seldom reply at KECMCSE06 anymore. mianhae~ i know i know i'm a big lazy fadass .__.

hey. i just had a sudden feeling to rewatch Hana Yori Dango ;D! <cue WISH opening song by Arashi> huhu that JellyLegs Dance *cringe*.

15 Years Later..

Happy 15th Anniversary to L'Arc~en~Ciel!! *hugs Haido, KenKen, Te-chan & Yuki*

it's been 15 years now has it? you guys went through a whole lot of trials and tribulations to get THIS big. yay! i'm truly proud that they stuck steadfast all this time, and kept on revolutionizing their music and Visual Kei. Hurrah to Laruku!! and of course, i'll add a lil tribute to Sakura, too. Laruku couldn't have possibly succeeded without that historical turn of events.

15 years..! imagine that. they've surpassed X Japan (they disbanded after 10 years, me thinks) and Luna Sea (also 10 years).

i've been their fan since.. er.. 1998? so that's already 8 years right? they're the first Jrock group i ever listened to, thanks to their contribution to the Rurouni Kenshin Movie OST. it was Niji that got me addicted to Haido-san's spectacular voice after all. lol. he was my first Jrock Husband. but i 'divorved' him when he married that cattish woman <_<. and then i married Sugizo ^__^.. and Kaoru.. heheh.

anyhooooo, i'm a bit sad that their music became too mainstream in their last 2 albums. i'm not really in love with their current post-Real, punk music and image. i miss their old style better. give me back pre-Ark & Ray songs, please! *sigh* Hyde's voice is too edgy now. what ever happened to that lustrous and deep voice of his? i TOTALLY blame that cattish Megumi and Gackt for this. grrr

nyeh. but it won't stop me from loving them. plus, the fact that i love them more because they're giving away a spankingly cool 15-Years-Anniversary-Merchandise in the form of an iPod Shuffle :3 *drools*. gawd, i love their L'arc stuff.. <___<

so eventhough i can't make it to the 25/11 nor 26/11 concert, i hope there'll be tees available in Malaysia soon. head on to their special 15th Anniversary site. Kanpai~!

Sweet sorrow

er no, i was not referring to the group. i'm actually talking about Nell's 5th album: Healing Process. guess i haven't written a Kpop review for ages now. whew. this could be partially due to the lack of delicious albums released since last year. but this... their newest album after a two year hiatus definitely deserves praise.

in this latest venture, they injected warmth and sorrow into their songs (17 tracks, beat that!) so well that it's beautifully sad. the concept of the whole album is "Healing after a sad parting/ breakup" so just what are they searching for? happiness, perhaps?

Kim Jong Wan is the man! he has always been good in expressing his feelings through that wonderful voice of his ;D which is a bit similar to MC the Max. A-sshi is another Sad Angel i worship. I just love my Sad Angels. *sniff*

so far after hundred times of repeats i can't figure out which track i like best. lol. i'm having a hard time picking one. i shan't choose. the album is beautiful in it's wholeness. i give it 5 stars!

they're just too cute xD

sniiiiiff *KACHING*

xD i'm inhaling the smell of this month's gaji. m--(_ _)--m THANK YOU YURI AND EEZA!

lol. my brain is mulling over what to spend it on. well, for starters, i can finally go and get those CDRs! sheesh. can you imagine, i have 2 months of accumulated videos to burn. puahah. ok so that's settled.. and.. now I can also pay for that Malaysian Version of Shinhwa 'State of the Art'... hmm what else?

*flips through money*

[No money left.] TT___________TT

=___=;; now how am I going to clear all my debts??!! eek >_<! eventhough i got last month's pay, my hutang is still keliling pinggang.

*sits by the corner and cries*

tumbleweed?

   "A R G H H   M Y  H E A D !!" 
that tumbleweed there is the condition of my head right now >___<.. aaaa sakit kepala! ish, this is really trying my patience on the 1st day of puasa. and green-snot is stuck in my nose, only in my right nostril pulak tu. =___=;;

sheesh.

i'm in heady orange heaven

SHINHWA CONCERT IN SINGAPORE, 10th September 2006, R O C K S!

heyo people~ i just got back from Singapore yesterday night. :D the 2 days (we arrived early Sunday morning) was mad fun! and the adventures we had... this was definitely a Once in A Lifetime experience. ROFL xD

i never imagined to do these kind of crazy stuff. anything for Shinhwa, ne? literally, crazy lah what we went through: a suffering trip on the Damai bus, arriving in Spore at 2am, getting ditched at Woodlands by the SBS Transit bus, nailed for S$25 cab ride, exhausting walk thru the city searching for our hotel, stranded by the roadside for 3 hours, smelly feet, lining up for 4 hours, stoopid placards blocking our view, screaming until my throat became sore, aching arms, psycho stalking, welcoming committee at the lobby, warned by hotel staff... puahaha. and it was all worth it.

i absolutely LOVE Shinhwa <3. they are just.. so.. *sigh* i worship the ground they walk on! nobody can ever beat their stage enigma. eventhough the stage was simple, they made it up with their awesome performance. ah~ i couldn't believe i was about to see them, until i saw Dongwan & Hyesung (they were the at the sides which weren't covered by props) up on stage. and when the intro started and they walked down the dais,.. (FREAK!! they're SOO HOT!) uuuuu me and twinnie were already hugging by then! in fact, we were hugging almost all through the concert. and she was forever fainting from Hyesung overdose. kkk

no tears could come to me. you know when you're so happy that you feel so content? i'm feeling that right now. i'm really happy to be able to see them live, and seeing them truly for whom they are.. *siiiiggh* all those times that i've always loved watching their playfulness on stage especially during their ments, i finally got to see it with my own eyes ;D and i might have received a smile from Dongwan. ahah. even if it wasn't meant for me, i'll just that pretend it was. heeheehee

kyaah can't wait to spazz with everyone else who went and didn't go. when that happens, OMG it'll be more crazier than the Syuju Spazz. haha. farnee lah. Shinhwa Spazz. and after spazzing, i dunno when i'll start to feel the drawback: missing them. i know that's gonna be an awful long period compared to Syuju Drawback. >_< i'll need therapy.. and an endless supply of tissues TT___TT

anyhoo, i really enjoyed meeting and being there with all the true Shinhwa fans: Farah, Kak Naza, Kak Bailah, Yuri, Eeza, Moon, Jess, Shuling, Lisa, Dina, Jessica (Koh), Clara, Mallie, er.. i can't remember any other names now. and the fans who were decked out in orange <333 (only half of fans) yay! we Orangees made Shinhwa happy ;D saranghae, you people! ^_^

don't hate me

but i'm going off to meet S H I N H W A, my heart & soul, in Singapore today! this is the ONE thing i've been anticipating for the past 3 years. and am i ready? aaaaaah xDD what the hell am i supposed to say when i see them? i'll be starstruck like Ron did infront of Kangta TT  TT. last night up til this morning, i couldn't even sit still and pack properly.

guys, wish the best of luck for meee. i promise to bring back exciting stories. annyeonghi kasaeyo ;)

everybody is pissed off

Kangta & Vanness came. Kangta went home. ;D it was a joyous 2 day visit. in fact, everyone thought the fanmeeting and party (despite the messiness) was well received. the showcase was another matter. i shall NOT rant about that <_<. heck. *sigh* well at least i got to see Kangta & Vanness up close ^_^

ooh.. this is the first time i saw Yuri, Eeza and Ron losing their calm composures and finally letting out those pent up emotion. *sigh* i is happy for them also, twinnie. but all the happiness brought on by our loyal family members was brought to a dull stop when something indeed HORRIBLE happened to us. it was as you had expected. the girl strikes again.

back off, girl! you've hurt us so deeply all this while. and now you want to extend your evil intentions to MORE people?! the minute you speak, it'll be words of an opportunist trying to extract juicy information from someone else. the moment you smile, it'll be the smile of an actor, concealing her greater motives behind puppy dog eyes. and the moment you cry, it's even crocodile tears!

stop hurting other people. do you KNOW how it feels being hurt by you? u think YOU feel hurt by me? THINK AGAIN, SISTER. you only feel pain by one person, me. but do you even stop to think or count how many OTHERS are hurt by you? you will NEVER understand, because you're simply ignorant and egoistic and self-centered!

stop playing the victim. you're the culprit here, not me. not us, not anyone else in this whole wide world. what the hell is left for you to save? we've got NOTHING in between us anymore.

blurcase

ok. is it just me.. atau memang minggu ni punye Mini Drama tak tunjuk last week's results? .__. i'm waiting with bated breath over that. er, or was it cut off from the LQ version? sheeesh does this mean i HAVE to dl the HD.. xP because my damn HDD is already maxed out.

i actually had to delete almost all of my Park Hyoshin videos TT____TT. that emptied at least 2Gigs. and i've still got a lot of perfs and shows (with a total of 20Gigs) to burn. *counts on fingers* so far, Suju clips demand around 11 CDs. aigoo xP. when will i be able to buy a new stash of CDRs?

doing all this deleting made me so blur yesterday. oh yeah. and partly due to my STEWPID Internet connection. <_< huuurrr i wanted to go do Kingdom work.. suddenly when i get to go online today, got lah some problems with the domain?!

nyaaaaaaaaaa ottokhae? ottokhae? *sings along with LeeJung*

syujufied & shinhwafied

i hung out with my regular Kingdom pals for a movie yesterday, since Kak Bailah had free passes for Garfield 2. we proceeded for dinner after that and spent yet another 3 hours plus to spazz (some more) about Suju. xD i tell you, Nwar and Jess were already tired listening to us talk about the same thing over and over again for the past month. mianhae~ we can't help it T___T

besides spazzing about Suju, i got to learn that somehow, someone mistook twinnie's beloved dongsaeng for someone else and had the gall to call him by a different member's name. blardy ignorant or what?? i strongly advice stalkers to: (i) research gasoo names first, (ii) refrain from calling someone out if you don't know their name OR

(iii) just STOP STALKING THEM and give that chance to REAL FANS. SHEEEESH. learn some ethics lah. Oh God, all this makes me bitter all over again. ignore ignore IGNORE!

*breathe in, breathe out* luckily i have Suju to lower my blood pressure... er, riiight. after watching Mini Drama Ep 2, i don't think my blood pressure will ever be normal. teeheehee. take a look at these caps, albeit i filtered the explicit scenes. =D the 2nd caps are from their latest MV parody. XDDDD take a CLOSER look at Kang In .___.

*sigh* i still haven't watched all the BoRa for SuKiRa x__x HEY! suddenly there's an explosion of Syuju-ness in CB. i swear, the last Shinhwa clip I downloaded was Jinnie's birthday wish. come to think of it, there are 3 CDs full of Shinhwa vids that I recently burned and have not even watched!! yikes. what is happening to me? am i losing my touch? i hope not.

well, to compensate for my total lack of Shinhwa-ness, i'm playing their albums back to back now. hehehe i'm really looking forward to their Singapore Concert next month~!! Shinhwa oppa, bogoshippeoso ;D AAAH I'LL FINALLY GET TO MEET THEM!!!!!!

i *heart* KangTeukEunHae

whee i'm watching the 1st episode of SuJu's new show, MNet Mini-Drama right now. looks like fun~!

ANYWAYS, hey KangTeukEunHae got coupled up as a team... and the other team is Sungmin, Kyuhyun, Shindong, Ryeowook & Yesung. er, wait. ok so it only lasted for a few minutes. >_> somehow Teukkie's been exchanged with Ryeowook to Sungmin's team.

boohoo TT___TT but i want KangTeuk together!! *sigh*

see? see? one big happy family: son-in-law, daughter, ma & pa! LOL i shall not reveal anymore, just watch the show!

ooh! today is my nephew, Afiq Danial's birthday~! Happy 2nd Birthday, Adik! Mak Su cannot celebrate with you tonight, since i get home from Ampang too late. *sniff sniff* jangan nakal-nakal.. jangan kacau Abang.. heheh. i sound like a proper Aunt, eh?

condolences + sad case

to my dearest Donghae dongsaeng, please be strong. i know how hard it is to cope with the death of a loved one, especially a parent. but i cannot imagine your pain of being unable to say your last goodbye to your father. and i find myself grappling for what to do for you. i feel so useless. i wish i could give you a hug, but since we're so far away.. i can only pray that you and your family go through this well. Donghaeya~ kwaenchanayo... we will always be here for you. Himnaeseyo ;] And to all Suju members, please take care of him.

Rest In Peace, Donghae's Appa.

*sniff sniff*

ok let's change the topic before i cry all over again. iamsopokaiandsengkekanddeadbroke.

i have almost 400 in my bank but i'm poor! x_x.. i can't touch that money, i cant i cant i cant. i shall sacrifice by starving myself to save that amount for Shinhwa's Singapore concert.

huuuu everthing's so saaaaaad this week.

*isk isk* even this D'espairs Ray song i'm listening to now fits my black mood. waaaah

one step at a time

i'm finally done with my practical training in HeiTech. it was short and.. BORING. yes i know, so i got to brush up my telephone communication skill. but it was still dead boring <_<. however, i'm really gonna miss my friends there... Mifa, Fairuz, Wani and Lia. if you happen to read this, i wish you guys all the best! kerja elok2 and training elok2 pastu belajar elok2 tau.

*sigh* and here i am at home. still jobless. well, not technically anyway =_=;;.. from today onwards, i'll be working on a weekday shift with Farah and Nwar at Kingdom's office. so at least i'll be making some money. --oh. wait!-- i haven't officially announced to you guys that Kingdom has an office now eh? heheh.

that's right ^_^! Kpop Kingdom is now based in Ampang, with our office right in the heart of Korean Town :D. this Friday is our office warming party~! wheeeeee Kingdom's gone so far from what it was two years back. in fact, 2006 is like a year of miracles for us. and imagine, this is August.. we've got sooo much more coming in the nearing months. *sniff sniff* i'm so proud of our Kingdom family.

*sends virtual hug to every single Kingdomer* [except for HER, of course]

oooh my song's playing in my playlist now. "You are the one~" teehee. they make me tingle all over, they really do. puahah. i can't believe i actually (Actually~~ ahaha i just had say it), i actually turn into a giggly teenager when i think of KangTeuk. xDD LOVES!

call me a perv. i'm not ashamed of it ;P

adver-tease-me

C L I C K  H E R E. bleh.

and H E R E for haaaaawwttteee pictures of Dong Bang Shin Ki and Super Junior during their concert in our beloved country, Malaysia ^______^

selerak

nyahaha Happy Birthday to me! i turned 23 yesterday, and i wished for Eeteuk. =P

THANK YOU my beloved friends for all your wishes and presents! pueheh it was the most stomach-filling birthday ever. imagine: Sushi King for lunch (1 & half bowl of rice + dessert) and then Korean BBQ for dinner ^___^ PLUUUS a lovely birthday cake with Itik feathers decoration XDD. i avoided having too much kimchi and kkakdogi, so luckily my stomach is sihat today.

hey, i haven't taken a picture of all my goodies from last week.. so here it is, with my prezzies!

MWAHAHAHAHA. good grief, i can't stop laughing... =_=;; i'm prepping myself up for Shinhwa's Singapore concert. lol. i shall stalk like i've never stalked before! i shall scream and shout Dongwan's name until my throat is sore. this is pay back time for all the missed chances with those 13 cute boys that came to Malaysia last week. oh, the frustration of being unable to stalk Dong Bang Shin Ki and Super Junior! *bangs head against the wall*

(kira duit) err.. i'm gonna be dead broke soon. and look what today's horoscope says:

++ Cancer [June 21 - July 22] : Chin up, as you will realise that your financial situation is by far not as bad as you thought. Cheer yourself up by counting your blessings. In life, there will always be people who have more and less than you have. ++

ditto.

fark off

Someone who does everything gets nothing. Someone who does nothing gets everything.

haven't you had enough manipulating others for your own use?
tak ada malu ke bila nampak orang lain bekerja keras? kitorang ni hah yang kerja selama 5 bulan nak bawak Dong Bang Shin Ki and Super Junior datang Malaysia!! bukan engkau!

tapi kau tu muka tembok dengan senang je pegi rampas opportunity sepanjang 4 hari lepas.

tak sedar diri ke?

FUCK YOU BITCH.

Hallyu gonna hit us big

HALLYU FEVER IS HERE!!!! back off, Bae Young Jun.. the hottest Korean stars are gonna rock Malaysia this Friday!

this is the FIRST ever live Korean concert to be hitting our shores, heck, a first even in South East Asia! i never imagined this day will come ^_^

inilah penentu masa depan KPop kt Malaysia. all the best to Kpop Kingdom, LG, CMG & Absolute!! FIGHTING~!!!!!

and don't miss out from the first Asian Audition by SM Entertainment on Saturday. this is THE
company that churned out BoA, H.O.T, Kangta, and soooo many more Korean Top Stars! everyone under SM Entertainment managed to become the trendsetters for Korean Music.. jadi tunggu apa lagi?

*sigh*

i've been upset all day from all the butterflies in my stomach... or maybe it was the mesh of kimchi, ddukbogi and whatever Korean food i had over the weekend.

all-u-can-rant

yesterday i met up with twinnie at Taman Jaya (she had work) then we went off to Sg Wang. the whole place was buzzing with the LG Roadshow and Chocolate posters. lol, got confused searching for KpopKingdom booth because i saw a booth with TVXQ posters which was by TicketCharge (which looked deserted btw =P). the KL Promo Team had been there since 11am @_@! woah.. Kak Bailah and Nwar were already there too. semuorang pun melepak kepenatan ^^;; and nampak gaya macam banyak jugak tiket yang dibeli. HWAITING! lagi 3 minggu je lagi >_<

NYAA =^ . ^= Happy Birthday to my Dad! he turned 65 today. so my sis had us all bundling into the car for hi-tea buffet at Pan Pac KL. mwahaha. all the walking i did everyday for the past 2 weeks seem useless now. i can't even remember what i ate <_< it was all a blur -- a mad frenzy to the buffet line! lemme see, i think this was it: [Round 1] sushi & satay; [R2] fish fillet, Caesar & potato salad; [R3] Roasted Chicken Roullete, Mango Chicken; [R4] 5 varieties of cake (i made Samsoon proud :D); [R5] and lastly, icecream. i'll shut one eye if i weigh myself later.. huuuuu. after all that guzzling.. i might be coming down with a fever. esok keje pulak tu. *siiigh*

i got a call asking me to join a sudden meeting. ahk, i was still with my family at that time, and it'd be rude if i told my Dad i wanted to leave right? pergh. mianhae! hope i'll be forgiven this time TT__TT

oh yeah, i read that Se7en has extended his contract with YG Ent, agreeing to release 4 albums but he's not taking any money from them (5 BILLION WON!!!). hehe, that's my good dongsaeng! i forsee a huuuge opportunity of getting him to come to Malaysia XD. ah! and i suddenly recalled recent news articles about Hyoshin. i'm confused whether he's renewed his contract and received One Billion Won for 5 recordings OR from what i Bable-d, he won One Billion Won over some lawsuit. o...kay =_=. is his long absence due to this lawsuit problem?

bleed me to death

Busy-body. Two-face. Conniver. Betrayer. Traitor. Backstabber. Opportunist. Copycat. Imitator. Hypocrite.

why is it that once you like something too much, there will always be someone to steal that precious love from you?

they will creep behind your back, deceiving their way into your heart. they will mirror you and mimic you. and you beningly partake some of your desires with that person.

but from the back, that person will twist a knife into your back, slowly inching deeper towards your heart. as you lie there bleeding, they then step over you. standing way infront of the line.

no matter what, that someone will always be a step ahead of you. taunting you. mocking you.

is it sheer luck or fate that they will get that prize, instead of you?

i can't always get what i want. we can't always get what we want. face it. we were never meant to have what we desire most.

the trust has ended.

Dae~hanminguk!! 대~한민국!!

South Korea vs Togo......... 2:1 XDDD!!!

ok so maybe i slept after halftime. and i only got to know when i woke up at 12.30am.. tch why didn't my dad wake me up during their first goal? >_<

i could've caught a glimpse of Shinhwa oppa deul in the crowd. spotting them in a sea of red was hard. U_U the whole stadium was 2/3 flooded with red, and the Africans only had a small area to themselves. nampaknya hanguk saram ramai kaya-raya. huhu

and i SWEAR i saw someone that looks exactly like Shin Jung Hwan! he was wearing a funny hat and making a face we soooo recognise in gameshows. no one else has those cheekbones <_<

sh**ty angin-cond days

omg i'm so blardy tired for the past 3 days. i've just started practical training at XXX Berhad in Subang Jaya.. and guess which department they stuck me in? Customer Care Centre! that means my job is to call customers and vendors >_<. imagine the shock i had on my first day.. huu bosan bosan. the worst thing is that i'm not allowed to use Internet TT____TT

fortunately, i don't have to do programming (kesian Azam & Petom) or duduk dalam stor (kesian Shiq & Liza) or use Pentium2 machines (kesian Fazil & Daus) or filing (kesian Farah & Eed)... Wish you guys all the best ye? 2 bulan kejap datang dan pergi. lainlah kalau praktikal 5 bulan macam UKM dulu. huhu... esok kite borak habis2an ok!

me? i just wake up, naik bas, keje, naik bas, and then tido depan TV <_<. nyeh.. i always have to make sure i reach the office before 8:30am. because then, i can leave by 5:30pm and before 6 i can already be at home. who would want to miss watching Byunhosadeul lar?

that is... IF aku sempat kejar bas Metro 13. on my 2nd day of work, i went home in a Metro 13A and got home around 8pm >_< tch. lainkali... bila ada Metro 13... tak kira lah ada aircond ke tidak... LOMPAT JE MASUK. *_*;; aircond or angin-cond? toksah nak memilih-milih. huish sungguh membawa kesedaran kepada ku.

*sigh* today's a non-working day for me. but i need to settle work for Kingdom anyway. tonnns of work, i tell you. lalala. hmm what are we eating tomorrow? KFC or Yoshinoya? ooohhh i musn't forget to bring twinnie's kimchi and result.. nyumnyum.. kimchi..... (mengarut dah ni)

The Divided Roads of Life

this tee rocks! it's Laruku's 2005 Asia Tour t-shirt <33 which i received in my mail today =P. puehehe this mail came as a wonderful surprise to my otherwise BORING day in class. i knew i wouldn't regret purchasing this from my old friend, Tina aka karat. Thanks dear! i hope you get to grab that prettyfied guitar you wanted~!

despite the heavy thunderstorm in the afternoon, i got to see 변호사들/The Lawyers. whoa. the bad guy is hot *naughty naughty*. and the lead actor is cool in a Ji Sung (Save The Last Dance) kind of way, though it takes a few days to get used to him. the pilot episode was choppy, so i was really confused >_< about the whole plot of the drama. therefore i had to resort to looking up the summary on the Net.

i guess my main purpose of watching this drama was because of Jung Hye Young, whom happens to be Sean's lovely wife, but that has definitely changed since the drama looks promising. speaking of Hye Young, i noticed the camera doesn't show shots of her 2 months old pregnancy. Sean must've been nervous being a first time Daddy =)!

anyway. WOAH.. the OST is fabulous. for a serious drama, the OST blew me away considering this is an MBC production. XD i so love Mithra (Epik High rapper) and MC Sniper. this stuff is definitely better than the Bali OST and possibly surpasses MISA!

^_^ a must watch if you like watching law-and-order.

stark raving mad

a shout out to Kak Naza in Seoul: How was the FTTS concert last night? =D
yep, she's.. all the way there.. breathing the same air as Shinhwa and Hyoshin. huuu *huddles in the corner to cry*

i can't wait to see her!! ahaha i haven't missed someone like this for so long. the last time was probably during my Matriculation where i was pining to go home. *sigh* homesickness did wonders to me. nyehehe. it was a turn-about in my life as i treasured my family more and more with each passing day in Kepala Batas. besides that, I WAS DAYMN KURUS liao. nyeeh i wanna go back to those days of glorifying slimness.

looking at my weight right now <_< tch. how will i ever fit into my baju kawen like this??

oh, and i just felt i should add this: in today's The Star, the Fashion Police (in the Variety pullout) arrested MY Se7enie dongsaeng for his MTV Asia Awards outfit.  NYEH!!
>___< poor Se7en! those Fashion Police are really nasty sometimes, and that's why i like reading that section .-. hoho

b-b-but they insulted my dongsaeng <_< ! granted, i think Se7en's style this year is a bit.. er.. i don't wanna say it but I HAVE TO.... he looks.. like.. Rain. NGH there i said it! Kill Me somebody! ngaa i'm so sorry Se7en~~~ mianhae!

a-l-o-n-g.. ALONG!

Along aka Jang Dong-gun is too sexy beyond words (and imagination). mweheh.

yesterday i was on a mission to recapture the wholesome goodness of a JDG movie that would be worthy of blockbuster status.. together with my trusted Kingdom gang (consisting of twinnie, Moonie, Jess, Kak Bailah & Erenah), we raided GSC One Utama's Hall 4. and oh boy.. a ruckus it was in our row. kekeke.

Typhoon/태풍/Tae-pung
is not labelled 18PL for nothing.. with all the blood & violence, woah! shiok weih. while Farah & Moonie closed their eyes at certain gory scenes, i had my eyes peeled widely. lol you could tell i was the only one excited seeing all those nasty parts. wheeee. TWO
THUMBS UP for Typhoon!

*siiiigh* it's just doggone sexy to listen to Big Oppa talking in multiple languages: N. Korean slang, Thai, Russian, Chinese & French. sexxxy i tell you!!

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apart from watching Dong-gun oppa, i got a chance to watch Se7enie's performance during the MTV Asia Awards (MAA) masa tengah melantak at Burger King. verry the Lucky Se7en fan lah me, luckily we chose to eat there. ah comellnye dongsaeng aku yang sopan ni =D

tuah kitorang bertambah when we met up with Noviar after the movie and he treated us to waffles n icecream (the fella is pining for Lyndy.. so kesian pulak). Thanks for the treat, Noviar. and thank you to Kak Bailah too, who joined us at the last minute even when busy with work ^_^

*muaaaahks*

i will walk together

..to the unpromised future. It keeps walking together, to the future which you are in.

 random post. i'm just so in love with Gazette (ガゼット) this weekend, i've been repeating their Nil album for the whole day. *sigh* i guess i've been too dissapointed when some of my beloved bands disbanded & some went mainstream. never paid much notice to the newer bands anyway, since i find some jrockers extremely repulsive.. *coughmiyaviandgakutoislamecough*.

meanwhile, Dir en grey is er.. too popular nowadays. keke. i'm annoyingly obsessive. but at least they're still good. i feel even Laruku's going poppish. bring back the old school goodness~!

my album collection is considered pathetic for a Jrock junkie: 2 Luna Sea & 3 Laruku. NO Diru, i tell you... T__T gosh if only those stuff were a mere RM50 or something. my financial status is snot! grrrr. i don't think i can squeeze enough for Nil (eventho i want it badly >_<) since this month's allowance is reserved for Shinhwa 8th and Hyoshin's DVD. ommona.

i know nobody's going to reply to this anyway <_<.. so comments are closed.

under the rainbow

rainbows have always cheered me up. whenever i spot one, i can stare at it for minutes to hours (if it doesn't fade away so soon, lah). then i'll believe that my day will at least be happy and worry-free. so when i was waiting for twinnie this morning, i finally saw one.. my very first in almost 3 years. it was beautiful ;D. if only i had a camera. *sigh* and it's even more beautiful to know that so many people who saw it too, during that morning-rush-hour, would've felt the same way i did. *hugs twinnie*

that was, of course, my mood in the morning. because just when i was thinking happy thoughts, i suddenly remembered a distasteful memory about someone i know. and POOF my mood right then and there got blown to pieces <_<. urgh. my whole day is ruined because of this person. i totally felt bitter and snappish, that even my rainbow couldn't save me from wallowing in self pity T_T.

thus things got much worse as my aching head is now almost swelling to explode. tomorrow afternoon's the dreaded 70-290 exam and i've still got loads to cover XP. GOOD LUCK TO TWINNIE & FAZIL!! hwaiting!

나야 {it's me!}

Bold all the things that apply to you.

been dumped, shoplifted, been in a fist fight, snuck out of parent's house, had feelings for someone who didn't have them back, been arrested, made out with a stranger, gone on a blind date, lied to a friend, had a crush on a teacher/instructor, skipped school, slept with a co-worker, seen someone die, been on a plane, thrown up in a bar, eaten Sushi, been snowboarding, been moshing at a concert, been in an abusive relationship, taken painkillers, love someone right now, laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by, made a snow angel, had a tea party, flown a kite, built a sand castle, had deja vu, danced in the moonlight, hated the way i look, played dress up, jumped into a pile of leaves, gone sledding, cheated while playing a game, been lonely, used a fake ID, watched the sun set, felt an earthquake, touched a snake, been tickled, been robbed, robbed someone, been misunderstood, pet a reindeer/goat, won a contest, been suspended from school, had detention, been in a car accident, eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night, witnessed a crime, been obsessed with post it notes, questioned your heart, squished barefoot through the mud, been lost, been to the opposite side of the country, swam in the ocean, felt like dying, cried yourself to sleep, played cops and robbers, recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers, sung karaoke, paid for a meal with only coins, done something you told yourself you wouldn't,
made prank phone calls, laughed until some kind of beverage came out of
your nose, caught a snowflake on your tongue, kissed in the rain, written a letter to Santa Claus, been kissed under a mistletoe, watched the sun set with someone you care about, blown bubbles, made a bonfire on the beach, crashed a party, have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people, gone rollerskating/blading, had a wish come true, worn pearls,  jumped off a bridge, ate dog food, told a complete stranger you loved them, sang in the shower, have a little black dress, had a dream that you married someone, glued your hand to something, got your toungue stuck to a pole, kissed a fish, worn the opposite sex's clothes, been a cheerleader, sat on a roof top, cut yourself, punched a wall, screamed at the top of your lungs, done a one-handed cartwheel, talked on the phone for more than 6 hours, stayed up all night, didnt take a shower for a week, pick and ate an apple right off the tree, climbed a tree,
had a tree house, are scared to watch scary movies alone, been pushed
into a pool with all your clothes on, been told you're hot by a
complete stranger, broken a bone, been easily amused, caught a fish then ate it, caught a butterfly, laughed so hard you cried, cried so hard you laughed, cheated on a test, forgotten someone's name, driven without a license, love somebody

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post it up in you blogs people! hehe

decan? pecan? huh?

3rd CANCER Decan (July 13-July 22)
CANCER-Pisces

The spiritual planet Neptune is the Subruler, which joins forces with the MOON, ruler of CANCER, to accentuate an impressionable & romantic nature. Neptune, as the ruler of Pisces, brings to CANCER-Pisces an element of disguise. Many CANCER-Pisces change their looks so frequently or their style of clothes on a regular basis. Their adaptability to different kinds of people is one of their secrets of success. CANCER-Pisces know how to wait, watch & listen.

Whether at work or at home, CANCER-Pisces usually exerts a powerful force behind the scenes, or as team members. In relationships, they would sooner be alone than enter a dubious or unstable partnership. CANCER-Pisces beginning a relationship will be honest with the other person from the outset, rarely pretending to be something they are not. CANCER-Pisces often need to take part in activities and have an active hand in shaping & forming whatever is going on. The best suited for CANCER-Pisces would be a solid, practical partner, someone who lends structure and emotional stability.

CANCER-Pisces have an open, receptive quality that is permanently endearing.

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omg that is so what i see in Dongwan. uuuuu i luv him <33

fizzle sizzle

{Left pic; c: Vifz@SS} AAAAHHHKKKK! Don't these 6 guys look awesome? TT___TT I almost cried thinking how I absolutely mished them. *sigh* When I saw this pic, it totally made my day. My aching body and throbbing head from last night was gone and a warm fuzzy feeling crept into my heart.. SHINHWA IS COMING BACK! My love never died. My unwavering loyalty over the past year and a half was tried and tested, but you guys still remain etched in my soul (ahk I'm spazzing as if they released their 8th jib ^^;;)

{Right pic; c: Nwar@KK} Phew! Friday's event was a blast. But.. I've decided not to write about the whole party. Why? Coz I hardly noticed what went on during the first half of the party =_=. After the break, things were slighty less busy so I slipped in to watch Jerry's performance and the lucky draw.

Honestly, I never expected Jerry to become THAT popular within those few hours! Ahaha somehow I've become immune to these kids' charms. Even Ryan appeared.. 'normal' to me (fans, don't hit me!). They're good kids.. and well, that would mean I wouldn't be constantly jealous at all those love-stuck girls. haha. ima sucker.

Last but not least, CONGRATS to Kpop Kingdom for the great event and Moon (for winning)! 화이팅!

hungry siot

urgh. how long should i stay awake? damn the spaghetti's already in the fridge and i'm too lazy to reheat it at this ungodly hour =_=''. i'm supposed to wake up early to print some lists today... but here i am still surfing the Net while listening to a live version of Bogoshipda in my playlist, which is from Kim Bumsoo's 5th album.

if anyone's forgotten, today's the day of our 'TVfXQ Rising Kingdom with LG Mobile' event. it'll be super tiring i tell you, that's why i'm planning to wear sport shoes for easier running errands. you know how i prefer NOT to post after any events right? i suppose i might do one later on, if i'm not too exhausted this afternoon. i hope the party goes on really well!it symbolizes Kpop Kingdom's first bash associating with Korean companies. so good luck to all staff! Hwaiting! Kpop Kingdom Jjang!

happiness = ikan geli goreng berlada

yum yum =D

i haven't had this dish ever since i left UKM. and now *wheee* it feels jolly good to lepas gian. ahaha. i told my classmate Liza (who teman-ed us for lunch) that the ikan was happily swimming in my stomach as we walked back to class.

my sister offered to tapau from the school canteen but i was adamant on buying it on my own.
yahuu!! luckily i picked the right kedai. of course, it wasn't up to Kausar's standard, but hey, anything is better than having to cook the squirmy thing yourself.

XDD i swear that fish was drugged man.. because after 1pm i was on a high! considering how bored and sleepy i was before lunch, yeaaah i guess it was. goodness. this whole entry is about ikan keli =___=;;;

penat >_<

argh my feet hurts like hell!5 jam berdiri siot... huu TT__TT. Kingdom has started promo attack to give out invitations to our upcoming event. yesterday and today i went to One Utama for 'Rising TVfXQ Kingdom with LG Mobile' event/party promo. so far, out Damansara Team baru dapat tarik 17 orang. wargh wargh gile lama aku tak buat keje promo cenggini. pulak tu kena pakai baju merah nih.... ^^

semalam sebab ramai orang dalam team kitorang pegi attack Galaxie Party @ One Utama New Block, we got up to 10 confirmations. but hari ni Farah twinnie tak dapek join, jadi aku malas nak kejar orang <_<. today is the last day for that LG Exhibition (yang kitorang menumpang sebagai promoter utk TVfXQ Phone) so lepas ni takleh lah nak jupe mamat comel tu. hehe. oh well. not as if dia berminat in me anyways.

ngantuk ni. tak tau nak tulis apa. sekadar nk update blog yg lama tak di-update.

whilst waiting for XMan and Heroine 6 to download, i'm currently head banging to D'espairsRay. yay! i've really been looking for new bands that live up to my preferences. this group has an amazing combinating styles of Dir en grey and Pierrot (they're under the same company). oh, and one of their debut singles reminds me of Luna Sea's earlier style. *sigh* kembali juga aku akhirnya ke JRock, ek?

Come & join "Rising TVfXQ Kingdom with LG Mobile"

Write down this reminder for 14th April 2006!! Jom pakat pi event ni ramai-ramai! Uish kena beratur awal-awal kat JW Marriott lar ni?! Pukul 3 mesti dah ramai orang.. >_<

Kalau register jadik member dkt Kpop Kingdom tak payah beratur, boleh dapat tempat duduk depan stage, pulak tuh ada can menang mcm2 hadiah dari Korea & LG. Makan pun settle beb... JOM LARR!!!

paying it forward

Yesterday I got caught in a horrible thunderstorm. Me and twinnie had already arrived at the Taman Jaya station when the strong gusts and scary lightning started to frighten us. The heavy rain caused us to switch to and fro on our seat untuk elak tempias ke muka. Hoho. Tak guna pun buat macam tu... sebab akhirnya seluar kitorang memang basah kuyup from the knee down. We were practically clinging for dear life to each other and my trusty umbrella >_<. Luckily by the time Farah's abeoji came to pick her up, the rain wasn't lashing as hard as before. Maka terduduk lah aku dekat taxi stand tu tengah2 hujan keseorangan since everyone else had already taken shelter upstairs.

I sat there for 30 minutes, but still no sign of the feeder bus and my Daddy wasn't at home. Sambil aku menunggu, ada lah 2 orang kakak ni approach aku, kata sorang dari diorang nak pinjam payung to fetch their car. I wasn't reluctant at all and said, "Go ahead". Tetibe... aku nampak muncung bas sampai. Dalam aku terpinga-pinga menunggu kepulangan payungku, bas tu zoooooom terus jalan lepas picking up 2-3 passengers.

TERNGANGA +o+ aku kat situ. Akak lagi satu yang berdiri sebelah aku pun mula risau. uuuuu TT___TT Sedihnye *coughBlardyBusDrivercough*. sigh.. I just let it go, and told the lady not to worry as there'll be another bus in like another hour. Luckier than not, my sister suddenly called me within 5 seconds after that to ask whether I needed Azam to swing by the LRT station. ;D waah Gembiranya aku di saat itu. uuuuuuuuuuuu I really felt like crying (tears of joy and gratitude) there and then.

'Pay It Forward'. The movie really sparked a fire in me the last I watched it. And my 1st trainer, Mr James also emphasized that notion to us. What Goes Around, Comes Around.

ah, i'm being philosphical again~ B-)

Double S Oh Gong Il

SS501 in General
How did you discover SS501? Farah gave me an episode of their Thank You For Waking Me Up
Did
you (initially) gain interest in SS501 through their music or through
their appearance? puahaha. definitely appearance. they've got adorable personalities
What is your favorite SS501 song? Fighter
What is your favorite SS501 performance? Fighter
What
is your favorite SS501 (non-performance) appearance (ex: Thank You for
Waking Me, variety shows, behind the scenes clips, etc)? X-Man, Stalker, er.. basically all
How
long do you think SS501 will last? (of course they are very popular and
are sure to last a while, but I mean H.O.T. status, or Shinhwa status~) They made good as shin in gasoo, but their lasting effect..? hmm for now, i hope they make it as Shinhwa with their right attitude

SS501 Members
Who is your absolute favorite SS501 member? Jungmin(ie) dongsaeng
Why
is he your favorite member? Dork. Enuff said
Who do you think... (although he might not be your absolute favorite)
...is the cutest? Hyungjoon
...is the hottest? Hyunjoong
...is the dorkiest? Jungmin
...is the funniest? Tie-in between Jungmin & Hyungjoon
...is boyfriend material? (according to your preferences) Jungmin.. aww c'mon he's just my dongsaengieee
...is best friend material? Kyujeong
...is the best singer? Youngsaeng
...is the best dancer? Hyunjoong
...is the best live performer? Youngsaeng
...can improve his singing a bit? can or should?? can: Kyujeong. SHOULD: Hyunjoong
...can improve his dancing a bit? Kyujeong
...is the most well rounded performer (singing & dancing) of the group? Youngsaeng

Now write comments about each of the members!
Hyunjoong : the macho leader. EXTREMELY gangsterish yet abnormally shy on X-Man
Youngsaeng : very silent. diam diam ubi berisi. seriously pretty ^^
Kyujeong : the nice kiddo. nampak senyap, tapi bila bercakap...
Jungmin : HUGE attention seeker XD
Hyungjoon : every gasoo knows him, this kid. sorta like Hyori, gets along very well with anyone. but keeps getting bullied by the others puahaha

what is it with men & Hyori?

<___< ... >____>

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!

*sigh* why do guys melt like candlewax over her?
you can literally see their eyes popping out and their chins dripping with drool.

aigoo. adik kesayanganku.. yarr Jungmin! *%^%*&^%^%@!! i'm your Nuna, not her!

TT______TT how can i win over this pretty 'other' woman?

i've almost forgiven her for playing with my naive Hyoshin. yes, playing as in main game.. duh. NOW.. i just found out that she pernah blind date dengan Dongwan before debuting.

*grabs a parang and runs amok in own bedroom*

of Passion {hikki} and [My Girl & I]

ok. so the Green Tea with Jasmine flavour needed a lil getting used to, at first. but hey! me likes it now.. me does, me does. yarr twinnie! me likeess it. and it has little to do with the fact that i got it free at the exclusive 'My Girl & I' fanmeeting today.

mwahaha. what kind of intro was that? anywayz. yep! this afternoon i went for the by-invites-only fanmeeting of the movie starring Song Hyegyo and Cha Taehyun. it was held at JW Marriott at 3pm. or was it 3:30? or 4? i didn't pay attention to what DJ Simon was saying.. sorry. so i lost track of time. and it (HUH!!) ended before 5 o'clock.

well, haven't got much to spazz about the event, mainly because 30 minutes for a blardy rare Malaysian fanmeeting (aka movie promo) was kinda pathetic. but yeah, who am i to complain eh? at least i get that lovely goodie bag with the yummy Jasmined Green Tea. <--hence the Tea Party theme, get it? honestly.. sheeeeeeeesh =______=;;;

iye iye, aku cukup bersyukur dapat pegi untuk event kali ni. er.. just because the MCing was done in chinese, and we got such crammy space in the hall, and we couldn't sing Happy Birthday to Hyegyo unnie.... doesn't mean that i didn't like being there. XDDD

in fact, it was fun to actually meet Taehyun oppa, who btw looks much better in person =]. as usual, Hyegyo is VERY pretty. i was snapping so many pics, and wasn't concentrating on what they said. kekeke. being in the same room with them might have made my head fuzzy. snapsnapsnapsnap was all that i did. pergh. i really wish Shinhwa will come now. Taehyun oppa~!!! please tell Shinhwa oppa deul all about us, pleeassseee.

woah Shinhwa Sarangers unite! lol. hey, i finally got to meet Lyndy dongsaeng! wah liao she look so kyoot lorr... me is so jealouss. tengok lah nih!! semua pun comel2 >_____>.. macamne aku nak tackle Dongwan bile dia datang Malaysia? ughh.

(l to r) Lyndy, Erenah, Kak Naza, Michele, Farah and the doink.

ah.. Hikki's newest singles 'Passion' and 'Keep Tryin' have been on repeat for 3 hours already. i can't stop. i just must've reaaaally missed her japanese songs so badly that i feel like crying. Hikkisan~~~ ;D!!!

right. so was i spazzing just now? no, right? lucky for you!! *shifty*
need to read more about the fanmeet? BE A KPOP KINGDOMER! <___< geh

a caffeine addict's withdrawal signs

am i feeling:

• anxious? ...ch-ch-check
  
  



• excitable? ...wheehoooCheck
  



• restless? ...check
  



• dizzy? ...DOUBLE check



• irritable? ...gonna be soon enough
  



• unable to concentrate? ...fortunately i turun the right busstop, huhu <__<
  



• gastrointestinal (GI) aches? ...not yet
  



• headaches that don't seem to go away? ...almost there, baybeh
  



• trouble with sleeping? ...tonight i sure gonna sleep late larr

i think i've gone bonkers. wheeee~ *runs around the room*

OH GOD.. when was the last time i had coffee? that SFC Mo-Mocha i had was damn potent liao! whew! i can't think straight. and my sis baru marah me for drinking it. maybe i should've ordered that banana smoothie. urrgghhh *dizzy dizzy* this definitely means my blood pressure is distressingly high. ommona.

us Kpop Kingdomers met up at Midvalley this afternoon. our tugas was to prepare banners for Tuesday's event (i mentioned it in the Bulletin Board). lol. my hands are still yellow-ish n blue-ish with paint. me, twinnie and jess hoisang made a Happy Birthday banner for Song Hye Gyo. yay!

uuurrgghhhh i can't write anything anymore. can't form the proper words inside my throbbing head right now. i promise i'll come back with a better entry next Tues for the detailed spazzing. 안녕 <3

detached{mind,spirit & body}

argh i slept at 3:30 am (ym-ed with sarina like the night before) and woke up at 8. by the time i got to the pasar:

<____< ;; "dik, beli ikan ni, dik"
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|||>_____> *tak layan org tanya* (makcik @ kedai regular tegur kakak aku)
.....
>>_____<< "HUWAARGGH peningnya!"
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( ==____== ) *eyes still half shut* unghhh. fortunately today's shopping was mild and the load was reasonably lighter than usual, since my sister only brought RM60. therefore, here i am already typing away on my PC when i haven't even had a shower yet. i'm smelly as a fish. yeesh.. i should grab some breakfast now.

i don't even know why i'm online at this hour. there's totally nothing to download right now. like twinnie said, "don't know what to download". lol! my life's so centered on downloading stuff that i'm afraid of how things will turn out when i get a job later on. you know, there's more to life than the Internet. the sheer testament of how long i spend my time surfing the Net lies in those empty Sudoku boxes in the daily. erm, but the real reason i forgot to do Sudoku is because i keep dozing off with my face on top of the newspaper. ON THE COMICS PAGE. ah~ get a grip, girl! i must sleep earlier now.

i received news that the SLG course i'm supposed to go to starting this Monday has been postponed another 2 weeks. is that good news or bad? i'm not sure =_=;;. however, it means that i have 1 more week to goof off XDDD!! unnie, take note ^^.

blablabla.. i'm too syiok busying myself with the SS Tournament. the tournament itself hasn't begun, right now i'm unofficially heading the promotional campaign (isk isk aku nampak GiPang ke weih?). i made a cun banner for our Team Dongwan! wanna check it out? click here.

CAUTION: ima gonna spazz now! i finished watching SS501's Stalker #5. it's the final episode where they caught the purported stalker. geez it was scary. although they were using actors and such, and the show itself isn't entirely TECHNICALLY true (they spiced it up lah).. it was really convinving. b-b-but i'm confused.. the REAL TRUTH about their stalker ni yang mana satu? i need to figure it out. sekejap kata former fangirl, sekejap kata choreographer, sekejap kata mamat yg fail masa audition? entahlah labu.

woah. i didn't realise how long this entry is. it's ironic. when i have important issues to say, i can't put it into words. it's true i'm a '배브러' aka Babbler. *sheeeeeesh*

p/s - i miss Nwar! dh lame kite tak kuar beb!! weekend ni ko balik kn? u want me to upload Kim JoHan 1+1 tak? or you've already gotten it from Yuri?

Double S

Shinhwa & SS501. it figures eh? do their aura come from this initial? i've always liked names that start with 's', for no particular reason. it just sounds nice. keke so everything wonderful that happens in my no good of a life should have an 's' in their names? although, SS501 is pronounced as 'Double S Oh Gong Il'.....<-- ignore this paragraph, even i don't understand what i wrote

well. since streamyx was banged up yesterday from afternoon til evening, i managed to work on my new skins. currently on Danny Ahn, then after it'll be SS501. hmm, i'm wondering whether i should do an FTTS. twinnie, you got nice new pics of them? hand me some please.

so how was your Valentines Day? i spent mine re-watching my adorable Horsey and reading Hanadan. i know, that's pathetic. but it's great to know that in Seoul, Dongwanie oppa too isn't having the best V-Day of his life. haha! we're soooo just MFEO.

♪ Machi ni ai no uta nagarehajimetara.. Hitobito wa yorisoiau.. ♫ AHK! this Arashi song is stuck in my head! >________________< ARRGGHHGHGH JELLY LEGS!!!!

aaaanyhoo. here's samples of my new skins. ok or not?

layout change

my horoscope says i should integrate more blue (the color) in my life this year. how fortunate that it happens to be my favourite colour too. but when i ransacked my closet i noticed i only have 2 proper garments in that colour =_=;; (short sleeves not considered). does this mean i have to fork out money to buy new clothes?? ... what a great way to start my year *snort snort*

ah, i changed my blog design all over again. it's BLUE you see?

*sigh* taking a lil breather while wasting my time futilely voting for Shinhwa. you guys should help me out, ya know. here! my fingers are numb from clicking so much. i guess i'll continue clicking after i'm done with Hana Yori Dango <--(still on Ep 08). i'm so smitten with MatsuJun and Jongmin i can't believe myself. Dongwan better come & save me soon.

yarr twinnie yarr! that Boyzone song DoubleS sang......... eeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

i'm in a Korean newspaper!!

Wow the interview piece was finally sent to us! i must say we look nice in the pic. heheh. hmm it was published in Segye Ilbo on 1/2/06. i was anticipating this article, mentang2lah 1st interview by an international newspaper. nak tau apa persepsi orang Korea about the legions of K-ent fans in Malaysia... tapi... @_@ apebende yg dia tulis ha? *sigh* let me do a Babel on it first.

from the red markings i made on this capped excerpt, it roughly says:

1. The Hallyu (situation) recently has Southeast Asia youths wildly excited for our (the Korean) TV drama and pop music, and are counting on visiting Korea. But how does this Islamic nation, with an entirely different cultural background, accept Hallyu? etc etc.. Collected data from among locals especially Muslims.

2. Kuala Lumpur, Petronas Twin Tower (KLCC) - Muslim women having a commemoration photograph session after a Hallyu fanclub meeting.. etc. Southeast Asia youths.
-- (actually the journalist ahjuhssi asked to take picture with us after interview. Fanclub meeting?! Kpop Kingdom is not a fanclub ~_~)

3. Malaysia advances over boundary gates

4. Winter. yada yada yada.. fan club.. Korean winter scenery. whuh?

gosh. we're unofficially representatives of Malaysians + Muslims to the Koreans now! ah.. slowly but surely, they're noticing our country, and us fans. our main objective further on will be to cucuk2 these ahjusshis to bring more Korean actors and singers here. NEXT STOP, a KPop concert perhaps?

..bone chilling..

aku baru tengok video SS501's Stalker... ugh, it's so scary. and the horror-OST background music menambahkan faktor seramnya. it felt so surreal, with the 5 guys having fun playing games at one moment.. then, the next day these frightening 'episodes' started. imagine, if they weren't recording for M.net's self camera program.. the stalker would've gotten away.

of course, kpop has seen many dealings with stalkers, but luckily this one made a slight mistake. enough to be caught red-handed. the person claimed to despise SS501.. because the management dropped a guy who was slotted to be in the originally 6 members group. aigoo.. kononnya dia marah sgt coz she liked the other fella.

according to crimevictimservices.com, "Stalking is not about romance or love. It is a crime of violence, control and intimidation."

luckier than not, the boys are perfectly fine and the only injury was to their cordi. poor girl.

*sigh* i hope they'll forget (& take more precautions) about this matter. life does goes on.

so now, i'd like to peacefully watch HyungJoon and HyunJoong [twinniez call them HJxHJ.. doesn't that sound yaoi to you? XD] on Heroine 6. they're so infectious.

BAH! i'm beginning to drool over guys younger than i am! i'm so wicked~ }>-D

Victorious Jac triumphs again!

yay!! Jac wooon! Jac wooon!! suffice to say, i needn't have watched the whole Juara Lagu last night because i knew she'd win. oooh her performance was MAGNIFICENT! who else can sing like that? the other winners were, well.. dah boleh agak lah. cheh, typical Malay mindset. on the other hand, glad M. Nasir grabbed a trophy. now. i'm miffed by the upset win by Hazami... Best Vocal??? puahahaha. this fella.. who ignorantly said g.o.d. sang Almost One Year... bleargh. why didn't they just hand that trophy to Jac who deserves it more <__<

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WHEE i is finally back! XDDDDD holla back y'all~! arkhkhkhahrkahrkahrkgobblegobbleblablablahikhik.. (too many emotions bubbling, brain not responding) * >_________< *

anyways, i'm very happy to be back online, after leaving for a LONG getaway from virtual reality. and now when i'm actually here.. i have no idea what to do first. well, of course i checked all my email (800 in Hotmail, 300 in Y! -- junk mail not withstanding) and logging into a couple of my fave haunts.

mwahahaha.. Shinhwa Sarang is the bestest Shinhwa forum EVER. wah so ramai oredi liao. everyone's got 60++ posts. i'm one of the earliest to re-register but my current post is... = NIL. (==(oo)==) huhuhu

[brief shout-out to Jerry!]