Jess, Michele, Kak Bailah, Fel, Nwar and Tasha pointed out during Jzune's birthday party last night of how short a time since we met and then eventually becoming this close group of friends: give or take 2 years. Wow. It felt like we've known each other for far longer...
Jzune kinda opened my eyes yesterday when I saw how she was among her college friends. She was slightly different than how I've viewed her and apparently when she's around our group of 'Kpop friends' all this while. *sheepish smile*
It isn't exactly my first time encountering my friends' friends but I still feel awkward to find a mutual level of comfort with their friends. Although, this happens rather infrequently. Because naturally, to avoid misunderstandings and conflict of interests, you don't go around matching up a clique of close friends with another clique of close friends.
Do you? No? Somehow it's as if I'm hording vital information from all my friends by 'categorising' myself into separate molds whenever I switch between these different sides. At times I just prefer to be by myself than having to split my life and personality, in order not to favor too much to one group (so that the other group doesn't feel betrayed). Does this make me selfish?
By the way, please tell me that there is someone out there who is also annoyed that his/her Friendster login page now automatically loads in Bahasa Melayu. wtf.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
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Remember the last time Friendster attacked us with that blinding lime green? The annoyance returns. -.- (And it's not like we hate Bahasa.)
Sometimes I tend to keep silent just so I can stay to be myself and not get lost in the 'me' others know. While this group of people know one side of me, and this other one knows another, it's still me. I guess everyone is the same in that sense.
I don't go touchy-feely with you because I know you're not like that, but you know I do with my other friends like Dya, Hany, etc. You know I've known Nauwar all my life but we don't do that neither. =)
Actually, I forgot my exact point. LOL. ^^;;
And how badly I wanted to join you guys. T___________T
*hugs all* just because.. =)
I was happy, and at the same time thinking during the ride back. How we had a comfortable silence and it was nice just knowing we could be comfortable enough for that moment.
I'm really glad I know each one of you. <3 Though these days it's taking even longer to meet up~
betul! betul! apesal tibe2 start page prenster tuka BM lak? Aku jadik konpius sekejap. Alahai........
xD different me ar?? LOL
anyway, thanks for coming~~~
*hugs all* <333 ^^
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