beneath the waning moonlight

Surpise, surprise. ~One Night of Dejavu~ was shown on Japanese TV! *fake gasp*

Damn those lucky people who got to go for the concert AND those who watched it on their terebi set. I, on the other hand, will have to suffice with the illegal TV-rip version (mwahaha) while waiting for YesAsia to come out with the DVD. If they don't... Then my second choice would be to try my luck with CDJapan *kaching kaching*

The torrent is around 1.6Gigs and was uploaded thanks to Hikkichan from jpopsuki.

There's another 5Gig HD version O_O which will be my last resort if I can't cough up enough moolah for the DVD. hnnngg But it'd be uncut leh.

Anyhoo, I got up mighty early today (6am!!) so I trudged about in naver to look for concert images. Lo and behold:



"Totoro Boy" Inoran is all grown up and looks lip-smacking HOT.

Gosh, he always looked so cute but now that he's shed the babyfat... Amazing how I completely overlooked him after their breakup even during his Tourbillon stint with Ryuichi. And might I add that those two are extremely lovey-dovey on stage? lol. Sugizo must be torn with jealousy.

overspent x_x

i pray that Shinhwa oppa deul will forgive me for the sins i have done. *chews on fingernails* the introvert-shopper in me was caught purchasing several items that may or may not cause setbacks to my Seoul Trip Budget (let's name it STB).

you see, with my STB plan in motion, i vowed not to indulge in materialistic endeavours apart from spending on food and necessities.

now look what i bought within just a period of TWO days! T_T

1. L'Arc~en~Ciel's KISS CD - it was only selling for RM60 which would've cost a TON if i bought it off YesAsia. i swear i really thought it through instead of just grabbing it off the shelf and running to the counter (who am i convincing?)


2. CDData November issue - erm, i was feeling a tad excited yesterday frolicking in Kinokuniya's newly renovated Japanese corner. besides, it has abingdon boys school and Luna Sea featured... *feels guilt pricking on skin*


3. Korean to English dictionary - aha! i need this! i really really needed this. ahahahahaha. -_-

i'm not even sure how much i spent for the past 2 months. God knows what my total savings amount is since i haven't gone to any Public Bank branch yet. clever, Arfah, clever!

mayhaps the splurging was due to the full moon? <-- what a stupid excuse.

before i forget, i'd like to wish a HAPPY YULETIDE to all my beloved friends, acquaintances and oppas *points to those six guys and one other man*.

anyway, i'm in the midst of finishing my new Luna Sea Skin. errrr this was an unplanned skin, and i have like 3 or 4 skins that i should have finished 6 months ago. siiigh. couldn't very well pass up the chance to do a tribute to their concert last night, ne?

Luna Sea covers

mwahahah i'm practically salivating right now listening to the just released Luna Sea Memorial Album - Re:Birth by various jrock/jpop artistes. apart from that i'm also orgasming in my pants for this Monday's concert (in Tokyo, duh) which i'm sure will be HOT.

anyway, haven't yet found a working link to the album. imeem doesn't have the complete tracklist, but i'll find the album sooner or later. uhuhuhuhuhu *skips around in circles gleefully*

--edit; i leeched a link off some LJ comm :P here's what i think about the cover songs and how the bands scored:

1. Dejavu - MUCC
verdict: 4.5 out of 5 stars. haha Tatsurou's a Luna Sea fan! The song doesn't run astray much at all from the original. :D

2. Sweetest Coma Again - abingdon boys school
verdict: At first I didn't understand why a.b.s. would use a song from Lunacy (not one of Luna Sea's best albums I tell ya)... But holy smokes~ It's more of a remake rather than a cover song. SASUGA a.b.s DESU!! SPANKING RAW RIFFS that totally shows how truly talented they are. This earns a full 5 stars score! Or maybe I'm just biased.

3. Storm - Nami Tamaki
verdict: Aha. Now I know how this Nami Tamaki sound like. Eh sorry lah, she sooo ruined this song. Her voice is so effing whiny. A real shame cos the re-arrangement with the violins and synths are cool. 1.5 stars for this saving grace.

4. Precious... - merry
verdict: 2.5 stars. I can't remember how their own songs are like but.. OK lah~ so so only. Precious by Luna Sea was fun while this one is er.. too kawaii for my taste. Are they oshare? Or is the audio just bad?

5. Rosier - HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR
verdict: 2 stars. Hmm. Somehow the edge from Luna Sea's most mind-blowing and heaviest song has been punked up but it manages to still become nice. The vocalist is so lembik...

6. I For You - Juichi Morishige (ZIGGY)
verdict: 3.5 stars. A ballad for a ballad :) Wonderfully done piano re-arrangement. He brings out a different emotion from the original. If Ryu was mellow, this guy is emo.

7. In My Dream (with Shiver) - LM.C verdict: 3 stars. Ehm. Disco-fied like crazy. It's sadly similar to Wonder Girl's Tell Me. lol. Are they only singing the chorus? I can't differentiate the different stanzas. Nyeh. They could've done better.

8. End Of Sorrow - YU-KI & DJ KOO from TRF
verdict: She sounds familiar wei but don't think I've listened to TRF before. Anyway, phroar! They made my favoritest song into a tasteful dance track. They get 4 stars.

9. Love Song - kannivalism
verdict: 4.5 stars woh! Wow. Why didn't Luna Sea just turn the song into this instead of the original's unforgivable sappiness? Same arrangements, just a different beat ;)

10. Shine - Marty Friedman VS LEGEND feat. SHINICHIRO SUZUKI
verdict: 5 stars. Niiice. Dunno how to comment. It's just.. NICE.

11. Wish by SID
verdict: 5 stars. They also totally rawked this song like a.b.s. I know only a few people like the original so I hope this will change their mindset.

12. Moon by Masami Tsuchiya
verdict: Haha a veteran rocker doing a Luna Sea song? So random. 3 stars ;)

=> Final verdict? Hmm. I think I'll delete the Nami Tamaki and H&MC song. Annoying leh. The album is after all.. a tribute album. I guess I shouldn't compare and understand the complete meaning of how these bands are/were influenced greatly by Luna Sea (mwahaha).

I'm disappointed that an earlier uncomfirmed tracklist didn't quite make the cut (Gazette!! UVERworld!!). And now there's only 12 songs T_T

1.LUNA SEA -Special Medley-／YU-KI & DJ KOO from TRF
2.TONIGHT／Mihimaru Gt
3.TRUE BLUE／HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR

4.BELIEVE／UVERworld
5.Dejavu／ムック (MUCC)
6.END OF SORROW／メリー (Merry) -- eh why they changed song?
7.DESIRE／Gazette-- ARGH i wanted them to participate too
8.SHINE／土屋アンナ (Anna Tsuchiya)
9.STORM／玉置成実 (Tamaki Nami)
10.IN SILENCE／WaT -- er, scrapped because too Jpop?
11.gravity／土屋昌巳 (Tsuchiya Masami)
12.MOTHER／坂本龍一＆坂本美雨 (Sakamoto Ryuuichi & Sakamoto Miu)

13.I for You／Mr.Children
14.ROSIER／abingdon boys school
15.WISH／Special...

tired and heartaching

*stares at monitor then stares at keyboard*

i spent almost 6 hours in 1Utama >_< and now my body aches all over.

*stares at monitor and cries*

TT___TT uwaaaaaaaaah!!!! i suddenly feel so sad and pathetic and *siiiigh* i'm like seriously bawling my eyes out like a crazy woman right now. my exhausted physical and mental state is somehow unbalanced this evening to handle the riot of emotions.. initially i hadn't felt like blogging tonight since my last entry was yesterday. but i just had to after finally looking at new Shinhwa pics!



i'm seriously seriously sad. i don't even know why i'm not happy and spazzing at their pics.

i. am. inexplicably SAD.
what if i can't save enough money to go and see them? what if i can't see them -see Dongwan- before they go to army? what do i do??

bosan-haeyo

i'm seriously bored of blogs. don't get me wrong, i do still love 'blogging'. but the notion of conjuring up words has become too tiresome for my current lifestyle (go to work -> come home -> play around on Net for 2 hrs -> sleep). plus, it's not as if i have the patience to maintain a photo-blog. and it's not as if i have the talent to start one. ahaha.

myspace scares the shit out of me with all the weirdos and wannabes.
livejournal is too cult-ish where everyone must speak the same way. and i'd constantly need to catch up on updates. you know i can't spend time on reeaading.
friendster is just... well, just really plain and boring eventho it allows me to update on my own sweet time.

then there's that nagging habit where i always never can concentrate on two things blogs at the same time. so marr fan mah.

maybe i should consider facebook since everyone's hanging out there these days. yet by 'everyone', i bet none of my friends are using it anyway. bleh.

meanwhile, i've always wanted to play around at the Korean cyworld cos of their nifty hompy feature! but i can't remember my damn ID!! pucker. if it's worth any dime, us.cyworld PALES in comparison to the Korean one. argh~~~

i guess this is why i'm so effing loyal to friendster. cos i'm just that: plain and boring. and too wordy for cy. double pucker.

if books (and money) grew on trees

It's painful to know that eventhough I have the money to spend on literary endeavours, I feel reluctant to pay such a ridiculous sum for a paperback romance novel. Bring back the good old days when I could easily afford a new-released novel for less than RM30! *blames the 60% of Malaysia's population who don't buy (nor read) books*

However, I do confess that my guilty new hobby of album collecting is the major reason for my reluctance. Apart from this, I can no longer find time to lie down (my favourite position) to finish a book in ONE day without falling asleep - I'd be too bloody tired to even pick my hands up.

So what do I do to assuage my deprivation? Illegal download, of course! Mwahaha! Hooray to bittorrent! All the.. erm, 'romance' e-books I've been wanting to read (like Jet Mykles' Dark Elves series) are just a click away. I've already started with 40 titles :D

But slouching infront of the monitor while tapping away at the Page Down key won't ever feel the same as having my nose burrowed into a book. Never! siiigh.

너무 슬퍼요 ;_;

time flew by so fast that i didn't even realise that we'd already reached the end of our tuition classes. i knew vaguely of him telling us before today, that he'd be leaving at the end of 2007. but somehow i was still taken aback when just now he broke upon us the news: that he's going back to Korea in two weeks time.

argh! this is so sad ;( eventhough i didn't learn much, but we always had extreme fun together; with me and Bailah bullying him by getting him to teach us swear words (he's such a nerd).

so now i shall search for the perfect present for him to signify the best of Malaysia and how much he's gonna miss the food, the banana trees and us.

besides that, he's promised to take us touring around Seoul whenever we go to vacation there :D whee to free food! mwahaha

....... *sob sob* Jay씨, 가지마요~

Yosh! IKUZOU!!

check out my new profile page background - exchanged Dongwan with Luna Sea. i finally got my fat, lazy muse to do the graphic before it's too late.

20 more days to Luna Sea concert! my body can't go under the circumstance of my substantial wage (boo to poverty!). i have nevertheless, prepared and trained in astral projection in order to be at the concert venue in Tokyo.

and then my soul will be stuck there because i'd never want the concert to end and never wanna leave the damn place. thus, my wandering soul shall haunt the streets of Japan and the houses of every Jrocker and J-actor i like (mwahah), leaving my empty shell of a body aka zombie-self responsible to work 9 and 1/2 hours a day until my brain finally dies out. xD

T____T if only that were possible. siiiigh. i probably shouldn't think so much about it anymore. *heartaches*

p/s: don't mind my nonsense, i grew up watching too much of The Twilight Zone and X-Files

a jrock hope

caution: this is a Jrock Rant session, so you may skip this entry if you'd like. i've been bogged down by the a.b.s. fever for the past week! this may perhaps turn out to be my second Saviour (while the first was Gazette).

amidst the revival and reunions of pioneer bands like Luna Sea and X Japan, there is Hope yet still which has emerged from the contriteness in this current generation's Jrock scene. and when each band gets younger and younger......

kowtow to abingdon boys school (aka a.b.s.), an uprising band that has got everyone abuzz with it's spanking riffs and fresh lease of life to alternative/ progressive music.

their debut album that shares the same name ("abingdon boys school") is full of spunk and edginess, coupled with clever (read: comprehendable English) lyrics and impressive skill.

i was influenced into them by jrocknyc's blog when he cited that a.b.s. is his biggest regret - for not liking them earlier. horrifyingly, i too had been denying the existence of a.b.s. when everyone else had blabbed on and on about them. i mean, alice nine was praised too but i don't even like that band. :P

anyway, a.b.s. has TM Revolution as vocalist (YESH! that same fella who sang 'HEART OF SWORD' for Rurouni Kenshin yearsssss ago), Sunao on guitar, Hiroshi Shibasaki on bass and Toshiyuki Kishi as programmer. they may not actually make a pretty picture cos they're so frigging old, and the image of them donning boarding school uniforms can turn some people off.. but imo old people can rock better. ahahaha!

their nifty marketing technique using the school boy theme also extends to their PVs which are so cool compared to recent trends for goth/death/punk *cough cough*. it's a sheer delight to see old people (teehee) rockin' out and making excellent and tasteful rock music. :D

omedetou Tet-chan! (^_^)

Just when I start listening back to old L'Arc~en~Ciel songs, and just when I am about to start downloading their latest album.... I find out that Tetsu (bassist) is going to get hitched to this really purty model named Sakai Ayana!

awwwwwww Omedetou gozaimasu, Tet-chan :D
p/s: I'm not bearing any grudge because I know he ain't getting any younger..

Here's the link to the announcement on his bride-to-be's blog. Not surprisingly, their age gap is 16 years *fake gasp*. He's always been a paedo. xD

siiigh. Tetsu happens to be the reason why I fell in love with bass (and bassists) 10 years ago. His riffs were are so blardy complex and back then, when I was still a teenybopper-psycho, I had never heard of anything so mesmerizingly beautiful. Well.. apart from Haido-san. heheh.

Anyway, the point is that Laruku really made a big impact in my life ;]

Happy Birthday, Dongwan!

Selamat Ulang Tahun buat suamiku tercinta <3

Tatkala dia sedang sibuk membikin recording 'tuk album baru, disamping persiapan (secara mental) utk menjalankan tugas besar tahun hadapan... isk isk, ku melewati Photoshop yg sudah kian lama tidak disentuh dan menyediakan grafik untuk hari jadinya.

Apsal aku tulis dalam BM ni? hish.

For a few days I'll be using this graphic as my profile background. Just until I manage to bake another Luna Sea layout for December (the concert is 33 days away!!)

I hope my love reaches him ;D

ish ish demo nih..

Watch this vid! http://youtube.com/watch?v=zs4vAJJSGg4.

Damn funny weh~ However, you should at least have an inkling knowledge of Kelantanese dialect (and a plus point is that you have watched "Ali Setan") to fully understand the jokes.

Yesterday, Cinema Online and Cinnamon the Lion visited the Metrowealth Cineplex in Kajang for a cinema tour (my first!). Had the chance to finally meet the man from our nightmare, for us in Showtimes Dept, the person we'd have to call to remind them to send us their showtimes schedule: Mr Tong. It was a... well, surprise to find out that he's actually the General Manager *gasp*.

We were treated free, with free popcorn heheh, to that Pierre Andre movie, "9 September". The movie was slightly bearable if only due to the wonderful ending. Yet out of courtesy to Mr Tong and to show respect to the Sarawakian journalists (they were also invited and sat behind us) I *tried* to laugh at the jokes.

After that, we were treated to a Hi-Tea buffet at the Lemon Restaurant (owned by Metrowealth's CEO) where stars typically hangout for functions or etc. The place looks great, food was so-so and the Ice Lemon Tea was yummmmmy.

lovin' them shinigamis whom can whoop ass

Busy November. *sigh* my weekends are non-existent this month. i haven't gone to lepak at Amcorp for quite some time T_T. meanwhile, my sister keeps prodding me to go for a binging session at Seoul Bulgogi. fortunately, gaji dah masuk. unfortunately, my money is now a "No Touch" zone due to October's heavy spending. x___x so i can say bye-bye to the 2 Syuju repackages. pre-screenings for some cool upcoming movies and Neopets 8th Anniversary are the only things i look forward to.

well, enough of pathetic updates of my sad life. looks like Bleach's current Hueco Mundo Arc has picked up it's slow and unexciting pace by finally re-inserting the real ass-kicking heroes of the manga series.

*smacks Kubo Tite mangaka-san on his head*

those white robed, thrashy-looking Allancars get on my nerve (with the exception of Grimmjow *coughcough*) with such a dragging plotline that spanned for like... at least 50 chapters!

FINALLY, the much awaited showdown between Aizen and the Gotei 13 (AND Gin and Rangiku) commences! mwahahaha!

i'm on drip

just got back from Jitra and dead tired but;

X JAPAN + I.V. (the "Saw 4" ending theme) = legions of fans orgasming/dying

now they are what you call a Legendary Rock Band -- all in their prime *snicker snicker* but returning after 10 years, they're still rocking the shit out! ho yeah!

i wish Hide-sama was still here to see this........ TT___TT
omg i'm crying

as usual, yet another Saw movie not releasing in Malaysia. i'm gonna freaking buy the damn DVD just to listen to the song. <-- because this song won't be included in the OST.

and WTF?! A CONCERT NEXT YEAR?!!!! HELL!!!! should i go? -_-;; [Noviar, jom?]

more info: news (Yoshiki-sama holding Hide-plushie ;D) and articles.

shitload on a plate as huge as Europe

That's how I feel my workload is equivalent to these days. The phrase came about yesterday when Zee asked me "How much shit (aka work) I had on my plate." <_< HAH. Hasn't he realised that 3/4 of the shit comes from him and the writers?? Some more wanna ask.

All ranting about work thrown aside, it was quite a fun week:

• I deepened my love for Gazette; thanks Moon! *sends Kai shaped kuih raya*


• everyone came back to work on Wednesday --I'm not lonely anymore!


• In is well and recuperating from her appendics-removal; and has returned to bully me.


• finally met up with Mel during Thursday's family dinner --got to satisfy my craving for Chili's.


• received my DW Diary and (cam)whored with it all through last night --teehee!


• listened to X Japan's new song for "Saw IV" movie; I told you they'd comeback sooner or later! It sounds HOT, btw.


• watched WanMinSyung's special stage --i hate that pabo asswipe's smugness.


• aaaaand last but not least.... I jemput-ed my ex-husband Sugizo from the Customs Centre in Sepang; my C:LEAR album! THANK YOU!!

I feel so warm and fuzzy inside for those 2 valuable items that I bought with my own hard earned money. Aaah~ I can't stop grinning. xDD *hugs both my hubby and ex-second-husband*

groooaan

Nyeh. 7 hours left to play around and collect as much jrock mp3s. Hold on, I'll need at least 5 hours of sleep. ONLY 2 HOURS?! I used up all evening to rewatch Coffee Prince with my sis and brother (I'm not kidding you, dude. My BROTHER, weih) and I'm only just going online now.

=_= I have to start work tomorrow.. There'll only be like 2-3 Malay colleagues dredging back to the office. Meanwhile, most will still be like happily at home beraya-ing. sigh. If only......... Nuh-uh *shakes head*. I have to think about my gaji. Yes yes. Must get more money, ya know. Like yeah. Money money money.

Pay Jzune. Pay Kak Bailah. Yes yes. Moneeey. FYI, I received RM110 (WOW!!) duit raya this year. Hahah amazing, no? Although.. I cheated because 100 was from my dad, thus technically I only got RM10 ^^;;

6 hours 30 minutes more. Perhaps it is for the better that I don't stay at home to wallop all the kuih raya. *stares at the shrunken baju kurungs littered on my bed*

Salam Lebaran

The above graphic proves how lazy I am to type up individual Raya greetings for all my friends. :P

I didn't receive any cards. Same-same as last year. Bleh. Basically I haven't been sending out any cards to anyone too. I don't think they even know I'm still alive.
No new outfit either (must save money woh). Aigoo.. so sad lah actually.

Anyhoo, Eid Mubarak to everyone~

Half of my family is in JB at my stepmom's kampung (first Aidilfitri in Johor marr). So this morning my sister and I continued our tradition of visiting relatives on my mom's side. Huhu no brothers to fight for lontong and ayam kicap. xD

Oh look, now THIS is what real lontong looks like. I can't understand why Johorians would claim a combination of nasi impit, sayur lodeh and kuah kacang as lontong. <_< This is the real deal, people!

*throws all caution to the winds* This year I'm gonna pig out on dodol and lontong! ....Probably then I will need to make new baju kurung(s) for next Raya >_<

tweaked

at long last, i figured out how the profile page css works. tweaked a little coding here, a little there and voila! i've got me a brand new design to go with my spanking posh background img. ah~ there's nothing more cooler than black, grey and bluish-green tints. except for orange. heheh.

honestly, i amaze myself with my obsession for Luna Sea these days. ;P

moreover, the recent spate of afternoon showers make for excellent mossy and dark imagery. rain maketh a person's imagination run wild, indeed (not to be practiced during working hours). now if only i'd remember to bring my sweater to the office. brrr.

*cough dorks cough*

Dongwan: "Quick, let's do a saranghae!"
Hyesung: "........ Saranghae." -_-;;;;

Yeesh. That bashful grin totally made my day. So I may be a little late in the downloading business nowadays (this video was for last week's Chuseok), but that won't stop me from repeating this clip over and over again.

Apparently my CB has decided to comply to my command and is finally starting to work. Move, dammit! Though averaging a 10kbps rate all through last night, I did manage to download a few less-than-100MB stuff.

Now that my Syuju "Don't Don" and Sugizo "C:LEAR" has arrived (YAY!), my next target will be Dongwan's Repackage that'll definitely burn a hole through my wallet. Uuurgh. I need to start my monthly budget plan... All my fantasies of splurging during the upcoming Mega Sale has taken a backseat. Because I reaaally have to set aside money for next month's Dong Bang Saekki Shin Ki RM450++ concert ticket. Which I'm still wondering whether I SHOULD go. WHY?! Oh, the irony.

kaching kaching

is it only a coincidence that when i extracted quite a large sum of money today to purchase several albums (after an abstinence from shopping at YesAsia), my hubby decides to make me even poorer by releasing his Repackaged solo album.

urgh. i didn't expect the thing to be daymn expensive like a DVD. *dies*

i had to cancel Big Bang due to my limited spending budget for the month but there's NO WAY i could not buy Syuju:

1. Super Junior Vol 2 - Don't Don = RM 48
2. Big Bang (Mini album) - Always = RM 39
3. Sugizo - C:LEAR = RM 98
4. Kim Dongwan (Repackaged album) w/ planner and calendar = RM120

urgh. see? there's no way i can go to the Luna Sea concert. AND i'm supposed to save up for next year's Seoul trip. AAAND Shinhwa's going to release their DVDs soon.

so Fazil, if you're reading this, is that rich duda friend of yours still single?.....

resurrected from the dust

well. after 2 or more years (who's counting?), i finally took it out from the back of my CD cupboard, tore the plastic wrapper, gently removed it from the outer box and played it for the first time. all thanks to my current fever which, since Thursday, rendered me completely tired and boneless after coming back from work and breaking my fast.

because "Resurrection" is a damn good K-drama! heck, the reason i bought it was because i was adamant into buying something mind boggling and different than all the mainstream tear-jerking dramas. my friend Jaela really recommended this title. i can't believe i didn't spend any time to see this. maybe back then i was too busy catching up with my downloaded dramas.

ooh come to think of it, i haven't even finished watching Uhm Taewoong and Joo Jihoon's "Mawang" cos i was too lazy to dl the HD <_< i think i'll just wait for the box-set. i just hope i don't chuck it for next year's viewing. eek.

i guess a virus would then ironically become helpful for these little things. ;P

Selamat Berpuasa, people! And Birthday Wishes goes out to Aishah, Salmi, Kak Zai and my nephew Hakim (both tomorrow)! wheehoo~

reunify our bleak hearts and souls

i just LOVE my current wallpaper <3 -- look everyone, it's Luna Sea! yay!

-_- it's a bitter reminder because i won't be able to rock out in Tokyo with them.

yesterday i overdid myself by making this wallie and my spanking new friendster profile background pic. nice eh? eventho' this picture of them was during their last concert (as a band) years ago, i used it to signify their upcoming reunion concert. and that no matter how much i want them to rebuild the band, in the end they must go their separate ways again. sort of a closure to their love-hate relationship? siiigh.

for Shinhwa in the coming years, i don't want them to go through any breakups. seriously. just grow old together, please.

the dam of tears has burst

*drowns in own tears* 7 years!!

7 years.. of emptiness. of feeling so betrayed and lonely. of being so confused and shattered.

7 friggin' long years of waiting. now Heaven is finally smiling upon us eager and loyal Slaves. something's happening. something that i never expected, but have always dreamed of...

Luna Sea is holding a Reunion Concert in DECEMBER. source 1. source 2.

omaigawd. i haven't cried this bad since S.K.I.N debuted in LA last June. omaigawd. *cries some more* Luna Sea is (was, cos they disbanded in 2000) my most favoritest (is there such a word?) JRock band, and i've liked them since 15 years old. yes. that long.

and being such a hardcore fan, the concert is a definite must-go! but i don't think i can spare money and time to go there. but... OMAIGAWD! (simply speechless)

i shall listen to their full discog again so i can cry even more. ;) <3

cold fish

freezing wei the office today.. bosan wei. only 5 people from ET department working today. gah. i need extra body heat. c'mere Dongwan!

and what the TOOT! i just friggin' realised that i didn't just lose my PS brushes, i've also lost all (and i mean ALL) the beautimous cursive fonts i collected last year. even those hard-to-find korean fonts wei. plus the cool modern fonts man...

i'm just so out of luck these days.

i just hope my luck will be reversed before October. huhuhuhu.

wtf?! gah!

i'm so friggin' pissed off. i'm SO blardy pissed off at the world right now. and i don't even know why. dagnammit! why..? Why? WHY?!

5. i'm 24 years-old and my status is still Single,
4. are you familiar with the term 'Blardy Pokai'? (no? well, get used to it),
3. my life feels so inadequate (i mean wtf am i supposed to do with my life, man?),
2. i feel so blardy unappreciated,

fuck this man! i feel so insecure these days. and the damn thing that really ticks me off is this:

1. i lost all my Photoshop brushes and textures in last weekend's reformat!!! shit lah shit lah.. i totally forgot to backup my CS materials. now i'm so malas to go find them all over again.

denial

passion versus obsession. professionalism versus incompetence. democracy versus autocracy. loyalty versus parasitism.

would you pick love over friendship? even when this so called 'love' is clearly one-sided?

would you then, choose jealousy over trust?

that's total bullsh*t. you backstabber.

price tag? nametag?

Tag ; by Mishiewashie

1. Do you lie about your age?
Er, no. I admit I'm already old lah.

2. Do you prefer "sensitive guys" or "tough guys"?
Definitely a lil bit of both. Balanced.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
Dark haired woh. More mysterious and sexxxxxay.

4. Are you currently single?
Hell yeah, and damn proud of it!

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
A lot. Let's say, it's obviously more than 10. Pffft.

6. Do you have a best friend.
Several, in fact :)

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Tsk tsk. How much grown up do you want me to be?

8. Who is the last person you hugged?
Mishiewashie

a point to flash at?

woah daddy! are you Dongwan's personal trainer? yea. both are short men!

thank you CO for the premiere passes to Flashpoint <3 MWAHAHAHA Donnie Yen totally kicked ass broke other people's faces, arms and legs in this movie. but the gritty action sequences only came out around the last 20 minutes <_< which was after 70 minutes of car chases, lame jokes, lame dialogue and even lamer acting (except for Koo Tin Lok, of course). then again, i already know Donnie ain't much of an actor *snigger snigger* yet who cares, eh?

anyway, so there i was.. wriggling in my seat to pay attention to the dialogue. i was yawning through the first hour because, dagnammit, i was so sleepy. and all the while i couldn't help but compare this movie to the superb SPL. nothing can beat that!

tsktsk. looking at that pic reminds me of what a colleague commented about the movie: "Donnie should get a bra." xDD puahahahaha. somehow i know that skinny fella is just jealous of my taikor.

nihon-fied

yep. been pretty much j-fied again.

back to j-dramas: ok, so i ditched Liar Game in the middle but i intend to complete the series. am following Hana Kimi on crunchyroll - where i'm also guilty of watching a comedy/ero-dorama and will follow up on more doramas like Akihabara@Deep.

back to j-music: all the good stuff are rolling out more this year. Laruku's back to normal and i am soooo loving their new single, so definitely can't wait for their album. also looking forward to Hikki (Utada Hikaru)'s new single for NGE movie. Namie Amuro's latest album is cool too. and Gazette's new album? ROCKS.

but guh. my jrock is currently limited to old albums and old favourites. maybe coz i'm waiting for something by S.K.I.N.

this is a good year for music, doncha think? both kpop and jpop. what with all the kpop shit from last year, tsk tsk, everything in 2007 looks really superb.
Year of the Pig, no? *oink oink*

yet another year added

24 years. wow. pretty old, huh? and how did i celebrate my birthday? by pigging myself out on food then lepak-ing at Amcorp for the whole day and playing Uno nonstop. xDD what brilliance! - engineered by JerRy and Aishah.

and at home, my 'birthday cake' came in the form of yummylicious durian. nyahaha.

(so far) i've received a Harry Potter book from my sister, jewelery from Mak & Daddy, mp4 player from Aishah & JerRy plus wishes from my beloved friends [via sms, testimonial and blog updates] and so many people i never expected would have bothered (quite a different set from last year).

내 사랑하는 친구들 에게, 너무 감사해요.
To my beloved friends, thank you so much.

sh*tload

that's more than 30 vids and stuff to download. and notice that they're only Dongwan related? gah. tracking back is hard work.
i'm hoping at least HALF of that list will finish by morning.

GUH. need to wait til tomorrow to queue other Shinhwa clips. after i get back from work. aaafter i clear all my new workload.

damn! i hope i can cope this month. well, if everybody else has been through it and survived, why can't i?
thankfully, i've got Gazette's new album to bang head-bang to before sleep.

high on love

GASP! i retrieved my Dongwan album from hyungie yesterday. thank you for the Sesi Menyelak Bersama-sama, Kak Naza :)

and now, witness the (second) unveiling of my hubby's solo album:



shocking!it's really thick! i didn't expect the packaging to look this exquisite.



red. silver. grey. black.



drool-worthy postcards and picture essay (not in the picture).

i love the retro-ness. i love the packaging. i love the album.
in short, i love Kim Dongwan. i'm still on cloud 9 *loves*

sotong & bawang

Harry Potter 5 opened yesterday. and i didn't get to watch it <_<. my reservation's not until this Sunday *waits with bated breath*. meanwhile, i never expected to hear my brother praising the movie *gasp*.  i MUST enjoy HP5 no matter what the reviews say.

know what? there's a WAP site for a certain telco that lets you book cinema tickets for "Harry Pothead* and the Order of the Phoenix". puahah. sounds like an interesting movie. a typo? nope. apparently an intruder 'accessed' the system then played around and decided to sign up for Anti-Potter FC instead of Dumbledore's Army. and i thought only Americans were this 'inspired'. would you believe that someone in Malaysia hates Harry this much? tsktsk. only happened today tho. the system has returned back to normal. yet i wonder what those who encountered this fluke had in mind.

had dinner with my family at 1Utama. we braved the traffic jam and full parkings and Rela members (and police) in time to arrive in the last couple of hours before J-Card Day ends. just so i can jostle between frenzied shoppers for new pairs of lingerie and zip back out within 1/2 an hour. no time to see anything else. not even the cheap handbags T_T. bah. there's 2 more weeks to the Mega Sale. long enough to prepare for some proper shopping.

*pothead = a not-so-kind moniker used in parody books and materials

sweeter than death

speechless. that's how i am. for once in my life, i am utterly devoid of words to describe how deliciously happy i am right now. that's right. i can't spazz. honestly.

*wipes tears*

kim dong wan, know that you are responsible in killing me. again.
just 6 months ago when i got so tired with kpop and kingdom, i vowed with my friends that i was going to die and would only wake up from my deathbed when you release your solo album. the pact was that i would be revived with the help of Michele using sacrificial blood. it's a long story, that one. nyaa. skipping!

so now. you're back. with that solo album you promised. how do you know that i'm not dead still? how about these tears cascading down my cheeks? alive enough?

then why did you have to kill me again? i'm supposed to be alive to luxuriate in your divine love. but look! you killed me with your new album. heck, is dying from listening to someone even possible?

*DEAD* xDD

Shinhwa OWNS Summer '07

ajksjldjashdkjhgobblegobblegobble.. *spouts incomprehensible words*

i'm so darned speechless after reading latest news about Dongwan's solo album! AAAAAH! xDD (and yes, Nov, his album should really be anticipated bcoz it should be the first time he showcases his singer-side)

his soon-to-be tracklist is... whoa. WHOA, man. everyone's participating in his album (and his solo debut) that i can predict it's gonna be so much love. ah <3

go to shinhwa_daily comm to see his tracklist and sneak pics from his MV and jacket cover.

just.. let me.. catch my breath for a while here.

and oooomaieffingGOD xDD
HOW COME I JUST REALISED THAT DONGWAN'S SOLO RELEASE IS JUST 1 DAY BEFORE (ok so technically 2 days for us in the East) S.K.I.N.'s CONCERT AT THE ANIME EXPO (29/06)!!!

i. need. empty CDRs. sigh.

homaigawd

yaaaaaah my hubby wubby is finally gonna debut in JULY~!! July, i tell you! i can already predict the bestest birthday in my whole sad life! [fyi: HP5, Dongwan, SKIN]

Dongwan's single release is pushed back to July now, but he'll be releasing his solo album much earlier than Hyesung (2nd album scheduled for August) and Minwoo (er.. 4th (?) album after Hyesung's).

he's just finished filming his MV (gaaahhhh <3) and is wrapping up his album. ^_^ apparently Wannie meets Hyesung in the studio a lot, and i would DEFINITELY bet that he's receiving pointers from Sungie himself. yay! my hubby and Twinnie's hubby playing together! xD nyeknyek

oh and more good news abound when apparently the both of them will be 'Play Rivals' once they hit the stage and variety slots. xD more playing! wheeee. i also predict a WanSyung fic. heheheheheheheheh. that's if im not too lazy.

ps- congrats to Mr Lee Minwoo (and his wife Mich, of course) for getting to be Guest Performer at Ms Aguilera's upcoming Seoul concert.

refraining myself from..

yes. i at least try to refrain myself from spazzing so much in RL because nobody else shares the same interest with me. but thank you anyway. for missing that side of me. xP

here's something unusual: a 'Tag' game i am sentented to do - enforced by Michele and her Blogspot...

Rules
: For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story
about one of your crushes, be it a current or a previous crush. To be
exactly different from the common tags, there are no questions imposed
this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her. Also,
5 people will need to be tagged at the end of the post. You must post
up these rules before you start writing.

Person who tagged me : Michele. This is gonna be long. I warned you.

I have a very very sad love life. Sadder than Mich. I had so many crushes but I never dared make a move. But then in Uni, I decided to 'stalk' my current crush(es). Lol. I sent them anonymous emails and smses. And I got rejected. Well duh. That does sound creepy, right? So after that I reverted back to my look-from-afar habit. Until...

Just right before my final year, my psychic radar picked up a signal sent by a coursemate of mine. It wasn't direct contact actually. I just... felt -know- how he watches me. You know right how you become self-conscious when people look at you? But I didn't pay any attention to him. Haha. I'm a bit arrogant in that sense. Sorry! For a couple of months, I gauged how he acted around me. Basically he was afraid to talk to me cos I am NEVER anywhere without any of my friends beside me. And I was also scared to reply his interest, because of my previous Rejections.

I contemplated and contemplated until the very last day before semester & internship break: I braved up by sending him a friendly message thru Friendster. And we contacted each other via Y!M. He's very nice and is a funny guy too. (I like men who UNDERSTANDS my humour however twisted it may come out of my mouth) Almost every female in my lecture group knows him.

During those chat sessions, he admitted that he likes me. Since we had never spoken face-to-face before, I wanted us to be friends beforehand. After our internship/courtship ended and returning to campus, we didn't really... hit it off immediately. Yeah, we talked and such. But he seemed so awkward with me. There were no fireworks, no lightning between us. NO DATES!! It was totally different from the chats we had. In fact, for months I waited for another sign from him. And I was getting tired of him being so slow!

Almost when I nearly threw in the towel at the end of my final year, he gave me a teddy bear and a HUGE bar of chocolate. Sigh. I was content and it kept me going until the end of our course. I don't think I gave him anything in return ^^;; But then after graduation, I... I ran away and ignored his messages. I got scared when I started thinking about our future. And he never did call anyway. Not once during the whole time. So I thought his feelings weren't real. Or that he lost that feeling when he got to know my true self. But our parting was caused by my own stupidity.

I was afraid to ask myself: Is this really Love or just an Infatuation? So it just ended like that without saying a word and I didn't give him a chance. And he didn't in the least show his anger. He just.. accepted. Due to my low-self esteem and foolish pride, I forced him to let go.

I'm a very choosy person right? I guess I'm punished to not find that special person yet. Anyway, honestly... who is gonna continue this huh? No one reads my blog anyway. Tch. I'll just force random people to write. xD nyahaha. I'll skip Hyung cos I know Farah will ask her. Next 5 persons I shall tag:

1. Fhizah. Pls tell me more about him.
2. JunE. heehee.. cos i want to know you better ;)
3. Juhjuh. another random victim!
4. Karat. you didn't see this coming rite? heheh. i love your writings~
5. JerRy LJ.

Hail, SKIN - the Superband!!

Ladies and gentleman, JROCK IS BACK!!

freaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak xDD
the reports, photos and fancams from the Jrock Revolution Festival are sizzling hot, man! i'm like dying here with all the spasmodic and rapturous happ-y-ness to see that SUGIZO and Yoshiki (and well, miyavi too <_<) are totally making my dream come true.

dammit all! at the end of this month, they're gonna finally perform together (with Gackt) as a whole new band, debuting as S.K.I.N. infront of all those lucky people in California. guhhhh how i wish i could waste myself and fly there T_T



ohmaaaiGOD. sugizosugizosugizoyoshikisugizosugizo <3333
i don't think i can sleep tonight knowing there's so many youtube clips to watch x_x

oh, speaking on another less spazzing issue in this pointless entry.. jrocknyc (a Jrock-critic blog i follow religiously) gave a thumbs down to Laruku's SEVENTH HEAVEN. which shows that i'm NOT a biased fan. HAH! eat that you silly new Laruku fans who think you know everything about them but you don't! wtf.

c: [pics] Auralcandy

green mucus

guh. my flu's getting worse. i think i should bring a sweater to the
office. but since i don't have my own table and computer yet (i know,
so sad right?) it wouldn't be possible to just leave my stuff hanging
around at other people's place.

i just got back from Damansara's Cathay Cineplex after watching a
Korean horror movie with Bailah [To Sir With Love]. we sempat makan
dinner (yum, Little Penang Cafe setmeal) before the screening...
although eating a chockful of food within 15 minutes is even a mighty
feat for me. this is actually my first time exploring and enjoying the
superduper cold aircond there :P so i finally got to 'see' Midori

ooh i was really surprised to see the 5 comments to my last post. thank you!

twinnie: well, you don't need to say anything to console me 'ctually. you deserve more ranting sessions than anyone else of us do.
mishiewashie: ubat bius?? you think
anaesthetician want to free-free cucuk me kah? require shitload of
money to get junked worh. nice idea, tho. *shoots arrows of love*
felshia: aiyoh. sure lah, everyone oso
cabut from the forum cos still got so many issues unresolved. er about
my termination, i'm not so sure myself.
shu: aiyoh. sorry lah.. i wasn't going to tell anyone yet, more so of hearing it so casually. plus, i can't go online on msn.
noviar: issit? shouldn't i be filling in the form for 'I Was Staff' club?.. and not 'I Not Staff'?

employment status

last friday was my first day of work at CinemaOnline. and i think i left a lasting impression on them >_< a not so good impression, tho.

you know how your employers and colleagues will remember some idiotic things about how you start out in the company? well my 'idiotic thing' (and Farah's, for that matter) was our.... color-coded and matching clothes: purple baju, black footwear, black handbag and tudungs of a same pattern (hers was white but it has rhinestones on the border AND we wore it the same way)!

thankfully, everyone was merciful about the whole situation and didn't pick on us. guh. i was actually afraid they'd execute a 'Company Tradition' aka the DREADED ragging. *nervous laugh* who knows, maybe tomorrow..?

all in all, i like it there :) everyone is very close to each other. prolly because they go late-nights together, as Kak Bailah always tells us.

on another subject of employment, Tasha revealed her shock at being told that i am leaving Kpop Kingdom. apparently, before i reached Kingdom office on saturday, Eeza broke the news to her and Nwar. and just then.. i realised how bad and selfish i am when i didn't even remember telling them about my resignation. eep. mian~ i feel like an a.hole! >_< i feel bad enough for making them both wait so long. sigh.

우아~ 잘한다!

fuiyo. Danny Ahn's new single is mighty fine~! with the release of 2 songs entitled '꿈이었으면' (roughly: If it was a dream..?) featuring Sweet Sorrow and '사랑인가봐' (trans pls?) , Danny sure is gonna make instant hits with these wonderful tracks. 종말 잘으세요!

and bravo to his new image: cropped hair and clean cut suit.. wow. just wow. not much to say. haha. i'm just awed at the god-ness ;)

*claps hyungie, farah, nwar and jess on their back*

happy spazzing! LJ

Chiaki sempai~ ♥

saturday was mad fun. Na-Pa-Mi-Al went to Ampang for a Korean lunch date with seonsaengnim as promised (her treat). i finally got my dosage of Aloe juice. nyumnyum! we spent quite a lot on drinks only. oh! i tried out the rice milk drink (yes. rice) that lyndy and fel likes but er.. it was okay lah. i prefer the buah delima drink that mich decided to let me finish. :)

after lunch, mich went home while we headed to S&M because i really REALLY wanted to buy Nodame Cantabile.. because i thought Toma acted in it. kkk i'm starting to like Toma after watching HYD2, and he's also gonna act in HanaKimi later. besides, it's high-time to watch this highly acclaimed drama and i'm too lazy to dl. my HDD will burst into flames if i do. boohoohoo.

anyway~ as it turns out.. nope, no Toma. but WOAH. thank you twinnie! if you didn't tell me to buy it, i wouldn't have fallen in love with the hot, gorgeous, smexy, hunky and smouldering Tamaki Hiroshi. *licks his dimple*

siiigh. i could orgasm just by looking at his pics. xD
*blames hyper-imaginative mind for the dirty thoughts*

oh and you know what? i'm currently reading Skip Beat! manga, and there's this one character called Sho (a VK singer) that could soooo be played by Hiroshi. hohoho. wishful thinking.

tuber-licious

another food entry! why? because i'm damn hungry, that's why :P or maybe the coffee's gotten to my braincells.

look! a new category-tag! puahahhahahahahaha

guess what i can smell right now?... mashed potato!

pergh. i want the mashed potato from Marche. or from Chilli's. but no moneyh. HOW.

i can't stop sniffing it in. i even had to mentally scold myself to stop make the sniffing sound/act too obvious. nyaaaa. either that or someone's eating something soupy in the pantry (hey it rhymes .-.) which kinda reminds me off the radish soup at HUKM. i miss that great tasting soup!

maybe i'm crazy, but i've always believed that i have an acute sense of smell. but it only applies to food. hahaha. ei really lah, i can identify the smell of food from far ok. i'm sure you've noticed how i almost always suddenly wring out comments that i can smell something cookin' eventho i'm kilometres away from any sight of makanan. it's a miracle! :DD

today is also the last day for Kak Su, hyung's colleague/bestfriend at Oracle. so many people passed by her cubicle (just across mine) saying sayonara and ranting about her weird boss.

eep. me ish also going to leave next Thursday, so siapa lagi yang nak mengunjungi hyung's desk? Y-Y

cumi cumi

here i am at the (Oracle) office and i'm minding my own business with the database. diligently working.. and suddenly a smell permeates the whole office. the lovely, wonderful, wondrous, delicious smell of sambal sotong.

c'mon man! what is this? it's not even 5pm yet and people are already eating! gah! i can just imagine the scrumptious looking big fat giant sotong lathered/covered/BATHED in sambal and oil. GAH!! don't torture me like this lah~ bwaaaa T___T

"kruk kruk kruk" says my empty stomach. i only ate 3 lousy mantou today okaaay and my stomach has been playing keroncong since morning. spare me my life lah, please.

ciskek.

i am so gonna pig out on mi tikus later tonight. my frenz!! don't be alarmed to see me shoving food continuously into my mouth, k? just bear with me.

3Fs: Friends, Fun & Food

CAUTION: THIS IS SO GONNA BE LONG! 10 PARAGRAPHS! - whee today was so much fun! i went out to celebrate Lyndy, Fel and Mel's birthdays. amazing. totally not work related at all. my cheeks are still hot after the bouts of laughter, the unofficial hamsapster promotion and sesi memalukan diri (and also because of coffee). lol. i tell you.. kingdom staff plus committees went krayjee during LG and TV3's MyStarz audition at The Curve xDD.

took the rapidkl bus from KJ with twinnie, nwar and tasha (mel janji to meet us there). we got lost searching for the underground tunnel at ikano side then went here and there looking for a guy whom i was supposed to meet (new Kingdom membership applicant). the poor kid was cornered by us nunas which i think is because we rarely get manly male members apart from Noviar. i swear he looked scared when everyone wanted to talk to him ("Who's your favorite singer?" -> "Rain.") at the same time.

jzune and her usual gang were there too. after fel, lyndy and michele arrived, we were gaping at the weirdo auditioners while waiting for yuri and nicole and innocently taking group photos when SUDDENLY the cameraman (covering the audition) came and filmed us being spazzy. wah sei malu weh~!! let's hope we'll be edited out =_=. lepas sejam gitu, we spotted lavena registering (*v* ) so we promised her that we'd show support and cheer during her turn. her number was 69 which would be another 3 hours or so, therefore we went to have our birthday lunch :)

lunch was Deep Fried Chicken Chop and teh tarik at Marché (belanja-ed!). you know the restaurant with the cow? puahah. the food was nice, although i had a really tough time choosing what to eat. sigh. i gave out my prezzies for the three birthday gals and yuri's belated gift. aww Kingdom spirit has always made us infamous as... crazy people.

nearing to 4pm, JerRy and Aish smsed that they are already in Ikea, so they went to eat sambil menunggu aku. i managed to say byebye to almost everyone and cabut-ed to Ikea's cafe. aw and again i don't get chance to eat meatballs cos i was too full T-T. tsk tsk. but i got to drink my beloved bottomless Coffee sumbat-ed into the car with my family and headed to Amcorp Mall for dinner. wah. nonstop eat lah today. siao. what more, as usual after our family's big meal.. i have to help my sister by becoming a 'tong sampah' and whallop all the leftover food. -____- so NOW you might understand why i'm so friggin fat and can never lose weight, eh?

chomp chomp

another half an hour before i leave for class, but i just felt i should blog this.

+ the dashing Perak Crown Prince is no longer a bachelor *hears numerous weeping in the distance*.. Congratulations to the newly married royal couple: Raja Nazrin and Zara Salim Davidson. they truly suit each other. i can't wait to see their prettyful children ^_^. Perak royalties, imo, are the most humblest and handsomest (or prettiest) royal family left in Malaysia.

+ i found out from Mak that my grandfather, Tok, left 6 unclaimed lands in Perak (god knows where they could be). you see, Tok left a loooooooot of tanah pusaka for his children and for years and years, my Dad's been taking care (being the filial son that he is) of these lands including tax payments, dividing them between his siblings and whatnots. so imagine the suddenness of having more lands to settle. meaning, he'd have to go to the Land Offices in Taiping all over again to prepare the documents and blablabla from scratch.. larat ke orang tua ni? aiyaa.

+ last night i devoured 1 periuk of kerang rebus with relish. nyehehe. swim, my little shellfishes, swim in my tummy

dongbang pwns air-city

all i can is... WHOA. seriously. i think i've used that expression in everywhere that sees me spazzing about these two DBSK songs in the Air-City OST. ahaha i'm so slow, meknows! and dude, i just got to know that this drama stars that guy in Typhoon and also.. Choi Ji Woo is an OST, and most soundtracks convey a different vibe than their usual sound. for example, the themesong of Super Rookie really didn't sound like any other song Shinhwa does.

Harudal: Hyungie classifies it as 'fresh'. i have to agree with her :D i've always loved orchestra-ish soundtracks (like The Devil's OST) and this one is wonderfully made. nice~ can't say much about it since it is a ballad, and i don't know how to explain ballads. hahah. besides, so many of you have read the review everywhere else. hmm, Harudal reminds me of another song/group but i can't put a finger on it. hmm? Rating: 9/10

All in Vain: this is like the most off-stream digit that Dong Bang have done. yep, the rap solo by Micky does remind me of Shinhwa ^^. and somehow it ends sounding like 1TYM. haha. anyway, it's only my opinion. most of my friends don't like this one. actually, i love it. i think because it sounds similar to SUGIZO's jazzy-ness.. hahah how random! it's like when i hear the beats, the bass, the keyboard and the trumpets (HO YEAH THE TRUMPETS!!) and it's just like how i describe a SUGIZO song. who wrote this? is it possible that he somehow listens to mai Sugi-chan? Rating: 8.5/10

all in all, i'm torn between prefering which song the better. Harudal might suit me when i want to listen to a ballad, but All in Vain.. is more to my type of song. iono.

p/s- i'm sure you're surprised i'm blogging about dongbang xDD

WAAAAAH~ T___T

*sniff sniff*

Hyoshinnie oppa collapsed during his concert rehearsal (last Friday; a day before concert) due to fatigue and stress. he's still being warded in Shincheon Hospital and it's already been 3 days.

i told you he looks so darned tired and pale, yes? before this, he was always so healthy and alive. but he's pushing himself to the limit this year >.here's the news article [+ VOD] at Naver. iyeeee he's on drips! *bawls eyes out*

i hope he'll get better soon ;(
my heart's broken all over again remembering the time Dongwan fell down from the stage TT_________TT

aww

on sundays, my usual regime would be to wake at 9am (groggily) and drag myself to the kitchen to appease my stomach. i thought since yesterday i had difficulties trying to sleep because of a pounding headache (that blasted large Banana Java), i'd get to wake up much later.

instead: i woke up just now to a soft mewling sound from beside my bed. thinking it was just my imagination, i blinked about a bit before getting up. hok! rupa-rupanya memang Hitler (the neighbour's cat that recently got 'adopted' into our family) berdiri kat sebelah katil aku mengiau. ape kah..? tetibe je.

so i brought her to the kitchen thinking she was hungry. but turns out she JUST had her breakfast

dorama a-wa-do-su

CONGRATULATIONS to both Hana Yori Dango 2 and Kareinaru Ichizoku team for winning at the 52nd Television Drama Academy Awards! *standing ovation*

HanaDan 2 was hailed as the best drama for Winter 2007 while Kareinaru swept home most of the trophies with Kimura Takuya, Kitaooki Kinya (the father) and Suzuki Kyoka (the *bleep* mistress) winning Best Actor, Best Supporting Actor and Best Supporting Actress respectively. Best Actress went to Shinohara Ryoko in Haken no Hinkaku.

i love these two doramas that old dorama just pwned me. anyway, Kareinaru maybe sorta deserved the grand prize more for being a very thought-provoking and gut-wrenching story.. but i'm in love with HanaDan2 more. puahah.

my sister's gonna be soooo happy that Takuya-san won :D i can't wait to tell her. oh wait, i better sms her xDD

mapley blues

bearing a lame excuse that my Dad and Mak weren't at home (they're in JB for Khairul's engagement), i sneaked off to the our fave mapley at 12 o'clock in the morning. i told my sister that i'd be lepak-ing with JerRy and Aish, and she gave the green light as long as i brought the autogate thingy and house keys. i sorta.. well.. forced her to wake up at 2am last week because i didn't bring my keys and i still feel guilty for that.

this famous kedai mamak at the Old Town cross junction became our favourite haunt since last year. i'd order teh ais (2 glasses) everytime. and if i'm hungry there's always maggi goreng and kuey teow kerang to devour. we'd talk about anything and everything until 2-3 am. usually we'd disperse earlier at my insistence because i had work the next day.

but today's Labor Day.. and JerRy's travelling back to KB for her internship. so i didn't mind staying there until 3am before having them sleepover in my room. and today being the eve of a public holiday, the place was full.. with noisy ah bengs and families who come for nightcaps. i can't believe i'm the one frequenting there nowadays. imagine, this used to be my elder brother's former lepak joint back when he was still in high school. ^^;; my other brother wasnt and isn't much of a mamak person... so i guess the trait was passed down to me (much to my Dad's obvious bafflement).

he doesn't say much about me returning late, well since i do come home right? but i've had several advices and quirked eyebrows over this habit from friends and classmates.. which i find amusing. admirable, but amusing. especially coming from a guy. you see, there are lots more ways to define rebellion and social-ness and i doubt this is counted as that. please don't be a dolt by branding me as a 'social city girl'. tch.

anyhooooo~ as long as i take precautions (when i walk home), i hope nothing happens to us. nauzubillah.

Vid Rotation feat. Park Hyoshin

i went crazy with downloading his vids off YouTube. quite a lot of unseen and impossible-to-dl stuff here! and i thought naver was reliable. puwergh. anyway, some of the clips are still being uploaded so i will only release the link when all is done. hoping everything will be up by Sat afternoon. 기다리세요.

--edit; On with the downloads! yeah~ finally.. =_=. last three clips are on MU only. Make sure to watch the graduation recital clip and Tei's self camera cut. These 2 are soooo awesome. :)

070210 Channel V A-Live Talk {Part 2} > [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
-- upped this because there's uri Sungminnie! Sungmin admits that he likes Pianist. so when Hyoshin sang a few verses Sungmin looked like he was about to flail and nosebleed. hihi. adorable.

070409 Gorrilla Radio TV - Live Jamming > [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
-- Hail~ the R&B Hwang Taeja! both perfs were TOTALLY unrehearsed and unplanned! he oohed and wowwow-ed at what the DJ played then was asked to sing trot xDD

070416 Tei's Music Island Radio - Lost > [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
-- Tei and the guests were awestruck and barely moved when he sang. when one of his guest said she wished she was close to Hyoshin, Tei told them he already is a close friend with Hyo Shin. ahah OTP sneak peek!

070418 MC Mong's Jeuksuk Radio - Gido & (Bobby Kim's) Whale's Dream
> Gido [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
> Whale's Dream [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
-- LOL at Mong. he's so damn funny. and woah at Hyoshin's new look! hey, his hair looks like Lyn's a bit..

[061129 Fancam] Kyung Hee University Post Modern Music class of '07 Recital
> solo [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
> group [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
-- here at their graduation recital, he sang Now and Forever (also in his 5th album) and a song his class wrote. the lyrics were written by him. fuiyoh.. his classmates are tres magnifique! but the audio runs a bit, sorry.

Tei's self camera with Hyoshin, Brian and Epik High > [Megaupload] [Sendspace]
-- PUAHAHA. they're so crazy. Brian could be put out of business. aww Hyunjoong was just standing behind them. and jyo~ whatdiditellyabouttheirOTPness. rawr.

070319 MNET School of Rock > [Megaupload]
-- gave up waiting for HD. never before have i been so green with envy at psychotic Korean schoolgirls. teehee he's so shy even around them. and dude. i cried during Snowflower.. ;) the girls' sing-together made me realise how much that song is loved by all.

+ + BONUS!

//no caps
Various Se7en dance (fanvid) > [Megaupload]
-- who says balladists can't dance? you show em, Hyoshin! taken from Yoon Dohyun Loveletter, Hot&Shy 2004 Concert, Mnet School of Rock and 2002 Pre Gayo Awards Gameshow. i spy a random RicSyung moment! how come i never saw that before? :D

070416 Dongwan @ MC Mong's Jeuksuk Radio So Sick > [Megaupload]
-- i'm too lazy to dl off ShinhwaBiz. he's so cute here! there are 2 more clips where dongwan tells mong that his solo will be in June and then with Mong and Kyunglim singing Shinhwa song but I'm only upping this one.

* swoon *

i have to admit, Hyoshin's new manly haircut and this straight cut suit did wonders to my libido day. whee he looks sho simple yet kakkoi siiiiiigh. i thank his coodi nuna for finally knocking some sense into him and taking over his fashionista wardrobe.



he's chucked out Chuogeun (i got pretty sick of the same perf oredi) and apparently his new image is tied in with Miwohaja which he's f.i.n.a.l.l.y started performing on Musicbank and um, some other show i haven't found the name yet. eventhough i expected Lost, but... i love this song too. so Yay for Hyoshin!

can't wait for the MV :D! there's an MV Making news from YTN. plus, his concert tour starts in 15+ more days.

Mad rush + Suju Acc: Kyuhyun awake

DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.DIE.

i have to settle 2500 entries in the database by today. tonight also happens to be my Korean class' oral test. >___

Suju accident: Kyuhyun

i can't believe my post last night was all so happy.. and now.. now.. i'm sorry that my blog will turn somber now. but i can't stop thinking about it. i keep reading soompi for new updates and having my heart broken into tiny little pieces. and if i don't say something about it, i can' t sleep tonight.

*ONLY click here to view this picture if you are strong of heart and will*

Kyuhyun.. was the worst injured from the crash because he sat behind the passenger seat and was unconscious after the accident. he was warded for fractured ribs while tests were done (CT scan is ok). but from latest news, he's been moved this afternoon to ICU because of lung haemorrhage and *gasp* breathing difficulties. his chest.. is almost caving intowards his lungs.. and somehow.. his trachea (windpipe) is affected. doctor says he has to undergo surgery but his condition right now doesn't permit it therefore it's being postponed for another 2-3 days while he gets a bit better.

so Kyuhyun, you have to be strong. for your Father and mother. for your family who've stayed vigil beside your bed and assured us how you're Ok. for the other members. you have them beside you, holding onto your hand.. keeping you safe. for us.. whom will pray for you 24 hours.

"Fight it!" will be my prayer. youngwonhi. always.

Suju accident + siiiiigh

{edited; thanks Mish!} OMG!! Suju boys Eeteuk, Hyukjae, Kyuhyun and Shindong got into a car accident! apparently they were on the way home from Sukira and their van skidded then fell onto the passenger side. Kyuhyun is currently warded for fractured ribs, Teuk for a gash on the head (i'm suspecting his hip is the cause of his stay in the hospital) while Hyuk and Shindong are unhurt. T__T Alhamdulillah.. Thank God that they're alright. but this is Teuk's 2nd car accident >_

i bought a lot of Shinhwa last year. i didn't buy their other DVDs, but hurray for me for finally owning 2 Shinhwa albums. kkk. there's also Eve's autographed 7th album. but lo and behold, see that red arrow? five years after my last Jrock album purchase... i actually bought Pierrot's Dictator's Circus. hyung sold it to me due to an initial screw up by yesasia. lol. at least i have a new Jrock CD (so what if it was released in 2006 siiiigh. *twiddles fingers and grins sheepishly*

seen the Levi's Strauss pics? SSH looks so handsome in here siiiigh. i'm seeing a new man, yet at the same time, i'm seeing a much younger version of himself. and simply by watching him, you feel something being evoked from the deep recesses of your soul: it's Happiness. he's just so extremely happy, healthy and confident with himself. and THAT, my dear, is a feeling i haven't seen in him ever before this. the past 5 years he's always looked so tired, and jaded. siiiigh.. i'm so proud of him. *wipes tears*

w.o.a.h

you MUST watch April 8's Music Bank! Humang aih~ Hyoshin and Tei doing a Special Stage together singing Chuogeun and Same Pillow?! i've died and gone to heaven.. actually i died so many times this year alone xDD

it's just one of those things in 2007 that you should NOT miss. i never thought they'd work with each other considering they are business rivals with different styles, ya know? heheh. so glad they proved me wrong. doesn't matter if you like Hyoshin or Tei or not, just watch and feeeel. however, my first impression of their perf would be: why the heck does Hyoshin look so meek and colourless (pale is an understatement) beside namja Tei? c'mon man~ you're his sunbae. okay so you completely made Same Pillow into a PHS song, but it almost looks as if Tei's singing with a girl.

#_______# eeeeeeeeeehh. actually. he kept looking elsewhere which is sorta rude and not towards Tei (this guy was smiling all the while). plus, Tei stared straight into Hyoshin's eyes ^^;; so the most plausible reason is he's.. shy. rofl. imagine that. a new OTP?

Sugizo Spanks You~

my blog's already hit the 100 post marker! HAPPY 100th POST SpankThank you everyone! i'm really happy that my blog received so much love from you. so much that i'm honored and obliged to post more frequently from now on. i can imagine that some of you out there are cringing right about now =_=. Here :) *gives Pepero*

i mentioned yesterday in my LJ (my unofficial Jrock blog xD pupupu) about Sugizo acting in a 2006 dorama called Kakure Karakuri with Chiaki Kuriyama and Kato Shigeaki (NewS). nya ^_^ Kioku's CB was good to me because this morning it was already complete. yea~ Sugizo spanks Kioku team! and oh my.. he looks really hot. eventho he appeared for erm a few minutes only, but his character is important to the storyline. *gives Demi Soda to Sugizo* Kanpai!

i was extremely happy yesterday, ya know? FINALLY i managed to grab the April 1st issue of Hype! that featured Hyoshin. squeeee. i think i almost screamed at the shop. ironically, i went to this sundry shop near my house just last week and this issue was sold out and the April 15 issue was already on the shelf. then walla~ i dropped by before reaching home and it suddenly popped out of nowhere. what luck ;D

hey, does anyone have Pride and Prejudice: The Book? can someone lend it to meh.. please? i want to read Mr Darcy's parts. he reminds me off Jordan Townsend, the Duke of Hawthorne, from Judith McNaught's Something Wonderful. yummy.

Playa?

In last week's Korean class, our teacher made up mad funny examples for our vocab by using our names. When it was my turn, she said something that sounded like this: "Arfah has many gorgeous Korean boyfriends." Context may have been altered hohoho. Unbeknownst to her, I actually have a loooong history with gorgeous boyfriends and husbands. I omitted the minor characters. kkk. Here are my main influencers:-

1st (ex) Husband; Kimura Takuya [Married in 1998. Divorced in 1998]

&& It was the year my good friend Sook Haan introduced me to SMAP. My first foray into Jpop was their Dynamite! song. then Long Vacation did me in. She lent me the first episode and I succumbed. He cooks, his hair is great, he can act and he's Best Jeanist for how many years already?

1st Affair; Sorimachi Takashi [Started in 1998. Broke up in 1998]

&& His ass is so hot in speedos. Remember Beach Boys? plus, GTO is crack (the manga and the drama).

2nd (ex) Husband; Hyde (L'Arc~en~Ciel) [1998-2000]

&& THE reason I fell in love with Jrock. Rurouni Kenshin movie opening theme is Niji - my first and utmost favourite Laruku song. His voice. His deep lyrics. His beautiful songs. What's not to love about him? Then he married Megumi Ooishi. DENIAL. Divorce. Now? Just friends.

2nd Affair and 3rd (ex) Husband; SUGIZO (ex-Luna Sea) [1999-2001]

&& The sexiest Jrocker alive. This was the Walking Porn who raped my innocent mind :D Despite that, he's got a daughter whom he'd sacrifice his fame for. A sexy father-figure *licks*. Broke up because of no Internet connection. Still love him very much.

Boyfriends [1998-2004];

&& Yoshiki -- This man is GOD. He's the power behind all the great Jrock bands of age (X Japan, Luna Sea, Dir en grey, GLAY, etc) Love him for his awesome skills.

&& Kaoru (Dir en grey) -- HOT. 'nuff said.

&& Yutaka Takenouchi -- Just because.

&& Hisashi and Jiro (GLAY) -- Very short relationship. Sugizo and Hyde demands a lot.

Boyfriends [2004-2006];

&& Danny and Jinhwan (1TYM) -- A short period of time when I started digging rap & hiphop.

&& Eeteuk (Super Junior) -- Because he looks my type.. the pretty guy type.

4th and current Husband; Kim Dongwan (Shinhwa) [2004-... ]

&& The one person in my life who doesn't try to look pretty. Look at the above names! He's the most manliest of em all. LOL. He's a dork, a clown and is a very down-to-earth man. That's what eventually pulled me in ;) He is Love... Shinhwa is LOVE.

3rd Affair, 5th and current Husband; Park Hyoshin [2005-... ]

&& His voiiiiiiice... *sigh* Believe it or not. My first ever Ballad-ist. And once I'm stuck to him, no one else (other ballad singers) can sway me as much as him. Oh and, this time I'm back to pretty-ness!

aaaand now I'm back to Jrock! what a tedious cycle

squeeeeee

a bouquet of hearts twinnie, Mishiewashie and Lisa for their heartfelt replies to my last post. i went like, "WHEEEEEEEEEW", to know that i'm not the only one feeling left out in this new day and age. it really feels good (i mean, the reconnectivity.. as what Farah mentioned). yea, it's nice to see and like new people and new stuff. but when it comes down to deep down in our hearts.. nothing else can come as a comparison, ne? at least whenever we're down in the dumps or feeling insecure, we have this one thing we can seek to cure our soul. yep. first love runs true and deep.
so it's not wrong to grab a hold onto two different loves (but loving the first more and more), right? *hugs pillow*

Lisa: yep, i'm good ^-^. s'okay, i welcome your feedback with open arms anytime ;) thank you for actually taking time off to read my crazed rants. i understand that everyone has a hard time to erm.. relate to my sometimes-serious-sometimes-nonsense posts. ahaha. you take care too!

now that i got that off of my chest, i just got a rude shock with more news about the Yoshiki-Gackt Superband collaboration!!

SUGIZO to join forces with YOSHIKI and GACKT

Sponichi announced December 27 that SUGIZO (ex-Luna Sea) will join
forces with YOSHIKI (ex-X JAPAN) and popular singer Gackt as part of a
five-member band whose name and details will be revealed in an official
announcement early next year.

SUGIZO, who together with Ryuichi Kawamura formed the core of LUNA SEA,
was YOSHIKI’s choice for the guitarist. He was raised in a musical
household headed by parents who played in an orchestra and is also
proficient on the violin. During LUNA SEA’s indies days the band was
affiliated with YOSHIKI’s record label and quickly gained renown as
talented composers. The two have known each other for twenty years and
are very close.

“At first glance, SUGIZO seems like some mysterious visitor from
another world. But his feelings about music are really pure,” YOSHIKI
said.

SUGIZO described YOSHIKI as “ a great older brother who I can always
depend on. I’m honored that he asked me to be a part of his new
project.”

SUGIZO and Gackt met for the first time at a music event four years
ago. Although they initially saw each other as rivals, they have come
to respect each other’s musical ability.

“The first time we met ended on a sour note,” Gackt said, laughing. “We
parted fighting and I felt like it was really too bad that we didn’t
get along so I’m happy that we get to work together.”

“Gackt has a really strong personality and lots of charisma. It’s hard
to imagine what his life is like but when you meet him you really come
to trust him,” SUGIZO said.

X JAPAN broke up in 1997, Gackt left MALICE MIZER in 1999 to become a
solo artist, and SUGIZO has been constantly working since LUNA SEA’s
breakup in 2000. It’s a dream come true for many people to see three
members of the most influential bands of the Visual Kei era working
together. YOSHIKI will play drums and piano, and Gackt, who is also
committed to NHK’s drama “Fuurin Kazan” until Autumn, will hold down
vocals.

“I think that we’ll end up having five members,” YOSHIKI said. “It’s
great that we’ve got some big names on board and I hope that we’re able
to make it big worldwide.”

“Each of us has a strong personality and is somewhat selfish. I’m sure
everyone thinks that our band will fall apart, but we really want to
become the first Asian band to top the world charts,” said Gackt.

“Look out for high-impact, explosive rock music,” said SUGIZO.

What sort of chemical reaction will result from the mixing of these
three intense individuals? They’re definitely going to cause waves in
the music world next year.

Translation by mizuosora (SUGIZOLOVE.com)

Originally on Yahoo.co.jp: http://headlines.yahoo.co.jp/hl?a=20061228-00000020-spn-ent
credit: AsukaMiyu & Ratheden @ Jpopmusic
OMeffingG that is sweet xD! what a fine coincidence to be had in conjunction with my Reconnectivity. that's 3 pretty MEN accounted as one half of a future huge, kick-ass Superband!! speculations are going wild on the remaining 2 members (rhythm guitarist and bassist) whom will probably be jrockers from former infamous bands from the olden days too. although..... the first time Yoshiki announced about his involvement with Gackt at last year's Otakon, he mentioned Kaoru (Dir en grey). whatever happened to that? i guess Diru's going to be extremely busy.

now again, i stress this: how in the hell will these three (2 more, later) Gigantic Egos work with each other? of course, Sugizo might've mellowed a little. ah.. the beauty herein, lies in the unraveling of this mega Jrock band that will rock the whole world. mwahahahahahaha. i can't wait!

*orgasms* xDD

My walk down the old path

a recent spew of new Jrock singles and albums (the GazettE, Kagrra, & Rentrer en Soi for instance), has revived a flame of passion in me which almost died in March/April last year. one downloaded album led to another and now i'm tracking down full discographies. that is if i can find working torrents who did i start listening to in the first place? well it's a looong story.. to cut the history lecture short i'll just shortlist my favorites:

[1998] L'Arc~en~Ciel; Rurouni Kenshin movie. Glay and Dir en grey; from Jrock Channel. Malice Mizer and Gackt, too. X Japan!

[1999] Luna Sea -Hyde (i want the old Hyde back!!). basically i just fell out because Kpop demanded so much from me.

suddenly, now that i'm older (and hopefully, maturer) i'm hopelessly lost amidst the whole download-every-show-follow-every-video mentality of Kpop fans. it's scary how the scale might tip at any time and unseat my Kpop-fan identity. i love Kpop, i really do. but i realise i don't like to collect every single thing (DVD, photobook schmuck) because i'm content just by listening to music. and break me or waive me, i am still a hardcore Jrock-fan at heart. before anyone counters and calls me an undignified fan, let me assure ya that i still keep Shinhwa and Hyoshin foremost in my heart. but anything/anyone other than them... i'd only manage to get bored with rather fast. ah, it's just me.. i fall in and out of love too easily.

Take care, my dears

To JerRy a.k.a Sarina: this thursday evening she'll be leaving for KB to do her internship at HUSM. 2 months over there.. might not seem like a long time, but me and Aish are surely going to feel the worst pang of loneliness. we'll just have to survive for 90+ days of not going for nightcaps at our regular mapley. eit! buat kerja leklok and jaga diri kat negeri orang. kalau bakal Internet connection ko hampeh, ko bleh mintak aku mail kan apa2 lagu Gackt baru. atau kalau ko mengidam Nando's, kitorang boleh tolong DHL kan :D! take care, ol' buddy. i'll be saving money for the soon to be Penang-KB trip.

To My Love / Husband #2 aka Hyoshin: eh, what happened? he looked like he was going to faint on MusicBank. and he certainly looks skinnier than last month. uuu his eyes are so puffy. 오빠.. don't overdo yourself, please T__T. 2 years of absence doesn't mean that you must accomplish so many things within just these 2 months. you'll burn out! take especially good care of your health, okay?

To My Soulmate / Husband #1 aka Dongwan: i want to thank him for asserting such strong trust in his fans. no, i don't believe the rumours surrounding his acting career crossover. once a Shinhwa member, always a Shinhwa member. ne? some people are just so damn cynical and negative about gasoos acting. 오빠, stay as your own true self and never let anyone break that beautiful bond between you and the other members. friends take care of each other ;) and as such, we are here to take care of you in return.

Taffy-ish

what a horrible week buwek-ing right there. then on tuesday, i made the smart decision of eating ikan keli berlada. tak sedar perut tak ok lagi tu.. which resulted in my daily 2-3 trips to the 화장실* when experiencing 물똥** Attack(s). uuu T____T i'm so ashamed to be seen so many times on CCTV heading for the toilet.

siiiigh. therefore, my body is lembik like taffy now. but at least today my appetite is back to normal. hurray to Golden Arches' Chicken Foldover!

er, that was totally random. anyways, everyone should watch this week's Music Space to see Hyoshin's awesome rendition of one of Bobby Kim's older hits. i just love how the studio audience (younger ones at InGa & M.Count and matured ladies AND men at Loveletter and KongGan) of all the shows he's been to will go wild/hysterical for him. makes me want to be there and listen to him live so that i can go all taffy-ish for him too! Hyoshin rocks my panties socks off! * 화장실 = toilet
** 물똥 = BRUHAHAHA. copy n paste this to babelfish or google translate.

A search that led me to... KDW

i'm blardy happy that Park Hyoshin's Korean fans have finally sobered and realised that there ARE foreign fans who are badly in need of fanservice. *pats self* lol. as usual, i rely on Naver Search (i HEART 네이버!) for radio and performance clips that can't be found on CB and i was surprised to find out that:

#1. he guest-ed on Jeong Seon-hee's MTV Sunny Side show on the 8th. (both Hyung and Jeong Seon-hee agree that he looks like Kwon Sang Woo ^^;;) anyways... they were talking about how many friends he has in entertainment, and he mentioned Park Yong Ha first and this name second: K-A-N-G  D-O-N-G  W-O-N !! @______@

talk about surprises. i'd sure like to know how they knew each other and how close they are. ROFL. i think i understand now where he gets his 'unique' styling tips from *points to Kang Dong Won's weird clothes*. then as expected, he mentioned Hwanhee and Lyn. another surprise: Gummy. (> >) i do regret that he didn't say Wheesung, however, i know that Wheesung is much closer to Hwanhee than to Hyoshinnie. i wonder if he's still okay with Park Hwayobi since he already changed managements.

#2. there's also this Mar 7th dated Bobby Kim BoRa (split into 3 clips) that's available for viewing on SBS NeTV where he sang Snowflower, Lost and Miwohaja. hihihi Twinnie and Hyung would be sho excited to watch Lost cos he sang it so beautifully. found Mgoon links for Snowflower and Miwohaja but am still hunting for Lost. wait for that one, k?

#3. Mgoon finally led me to a fancam of MC Mong's showcase of their only performance of 'Gido' together. don't know the date for this but must be around the time of Mong's album release. yeee they look quite buddy-buddy with each other. and Mong is close to Dongwan! soooo... *cough cough*

yesh. yesh. my Love-Affair is slowly opening up his personal life now, right? he was really secretive before this. *sigh* his Pursuit for Happiness seriously did him good. maybe he's gotten a girlfriend ;(

In the Heat of the Night

aigoo.. i was so exhausted today. the office felt like the Arctic that i was already shivering by noon. a recent change to the cubicle settlement set me directly under the aircond. AND in direct view of The Kahuna (aka the boss). freak. not even Twinnie was there to borak with me (she starts work today. How was it?).. got a text from Mish about her results (congratulations MishieWashie!). so by 5:30pm, i begged Hyungie to leave for home. haha. she's usually the one excited to go home early but seemed like i beat her to it.

nyahaha actually i DIDN'T go home straight! instead, i had dinner with Kakak at KLCC because Arfan passed us a credit voucher to be used at Dome's. my sister's wanted to drag me there for quite a long time and the offer only lasted till April. the first time i ate at Dome's it was breakfast with Kingdom staff & Dragon. so i thought the meals would be good.. bleargh. i'll just stick to Chilli's and Friday's. even Victoria St. is better off.

after that, takde jalan-jalan sangat pun. even so.. it's only 11pm and i'm already yawning. nak tidur pulak tak selesa. nowadays at night, my room is extremely stuffy and hot so i have no choice but to switch my aircond on (Kipas tak cukup wooh!!). but then in the morning i'd be freezing! sheeesh. hot cold hot cold hot cold.. mana lah badan aku tak jadi dehydrated.

the horrible climate is making my body very weak. more so because it's that
time of the month for me right now. uuuu. the more i drink water, the
more i feel my throat getting sore. er.. ok so it wasn't correct of me
to drink cordial ^^;; i should drink more air kosong or 100Plus.

wuuu~ i'm sorry you have to listen to me whine. anyway, PANAS nya! Huwargh xO mengantuk banget.... just.. let me.. watch... another... Bleach episode.. before I.. sleep pleaasszzzZZZzzzzZZZZzzzzz